SIXTEEN
Iya remained at Obi-Wan's side as Qui-Gon carried on his conversation with the
Jedi healer out in the hallway. His hand was still tucked in both of hers,
slender fingers loosely curled. He had rather exquisite hands for a Jedi; even
more so for a human male at that. They were slim hands not given to thick palms
or stubby fingers. Yet she could tell even in this slack posture that they were
also powerful hands, strong from training and graceful from handling a
lightsaber.
The rest of him was similarly compact yet strong; the outline of muscles
hardened from years of conditioning just visible beneath the thin blanket that
covered him. He had the sort of jaw-line that Iya could easily imagine set in
stubbornness, and yet his features were rather youthful, belying his twenty-two
years. She studied him carefully; in all of her sessions with him, she had
never been focused enough to get as good a look at him as he had of her.
Iya recalled her first sight of him at the reception, walking alongside his
master, his stride easy and loose, giving him the appearance of more height
than he actually possessed; confident without being arrogant, comfortable in
his role and what was expected of him.
His master…
My father.
Iya unconsciously tightened her grip on Obi-Wan's hand, pausing a moment to
glance back through the small pane of glass set in the door; she could just see
the back of the Jedi Master's head as he continued his discussion with Obuk.
She wasn't quite sure what she'd been expecting in a father, should she ever
find him, but she wasn't sure she expected him.
Qui-Gon Jinn was certainly a very interesting individual. The few conversations
they'd shared so far had revealed him to be an extremely intelligent,
compassionate man, marked by the calm and peaceful demeanor most Jedi
displayed. He was a tall man; finally she began to see where she'd inherited
some of her features; she shared his tall build and intensely blue eyes and
gentle humor. He was, Iya decided, the sort of man she could grow to like…even
love…as a father-figure, and she smiled a little. Finally she belonged
somewhere.
Just as this one did, she thought as she gazed back down on Obi-Wan's silent
form. She knew little enough about the ways of the Jedi but one thing she did
know was that the masters and the apprentices among them often formed their own
family relationship of sorts. The ties that bound them were stronger than
death, or so it was fabled. And from Qui-Gon's steady, quiet, troubled concern
over Obi-Wan's condition, she judged the stories to be quite true.
"Kasha…" She murmured the Bahreeni word for 'brother.' "Well…sort of."
"He would like you, I'm sure."
Iya was startled to see her father return to the room, his robe swaying with
the motion of his steps. For all his imposing height he too was graceful, like
his student, lithe and catlike. Quite likely he could sneak up on most anyone
with little difficulty.
"I…don't know about that. I'm not used to having much in the way of…family."
She said it awkwardly, stumbling over the last word as she suddenly realized
what that sounded like, closing her eyes and inwardly cursing herself for the
hurtful implications of her statement.
Qui-Gon indeed did feel the initial stab of guilt, but at the same moment he
felt her contrition and he knew she had not meant it as an accusation.
Still…Code or not, Ina's pleading with the Council on his behalf or not,
perhaps he should have stepped aside and returned to Bahreen with her and raised
his daughter with her. Perhaps if he had…
Iya saw him close his eyes tightly and through the Force she could sense his
feelings and thoughts, swirling tightly around him like a tidal pool, emotions
and regrets that had been buried for two decades. Releasing her hold on
Obi-Wan's hand, she crossed the few paces' distance between them and reached up
to place a hand on his chest.
"Dajo." She said softly, speaking the affectionate Bahreeni term for 'papa' and
Qui-Gon's breath stilled in his throat for a moment. Had he really heard what
he thought he had? Traditionally the term was reserved for the use of the
eldest child of the House. "Nanii v'n ketero v'ndi chah." (Mother would want
you to be at peace.)
Jinn was hard pressed now not to break down entirely; true it was that for the
Jedi there was 'no emotion, only the Force' but he was only human. Force take
him, he was only human and he had the scars and tears to prove it. It was
enough that he could hear Ina's voice in his daughter's, and he abruptly but
not ungently pulled her to himself in a tight embrace; his strong arms
enfolding her to his heart.
They stood there like that for a long moment, just listening to each other
breathe and feeling the other's heart; Qui-Gon slowly releasing the long pent-up
feelings into the Force as they did. Finally Qui-Gon loosened his hold on his
daughter and placed his hands on her shoulders, bringing her a pace away to
look at him.
"You've had a lonely growing up, Iya. I promise you it will not be so any
longer. You'll come back to Coruscant with me and Obi-Wan; I know that the
Council will not refuse you a place among us, even though you won't be able to
take the training." He sounded a bit more confident than he felt; he was not
certain how the Council would react to the news of his fatherhood, albeit an
absent and hidden one. Still, he felt sure that it was the will of the Force
that had returned them to one another and he could not imagine the Force
splitting them apart again now. "Would you like that? To come back with us?" He
was surprised at the hesitation in his voice and realized he was afraid she
would turn him down!
Iya looked up at her father sharply. Such an invitation! To go to the Jedi Temple had been a
dream, just to see for herself…but to live there? To start over again and
perhaps give her father a second chance… His midnight blue eyes were so hopeful looking, waiting patiently
for her answer.
"Yes." She said softly, respectfully. The smile that graced her father's face
was something she hadn't been prepared for, and she couldn't help but smile
back.
"He will like you." Qui-Gon repeated, knowing Obi-Wan's mischievous side all
too well. "Your memory of a hair-pulling doesn't surprise me at all." Iya
looked at him in surprise and Qui-Gon spread his hands slightly. "One thing you
will learn at the Temple is a finer
control of your abilities. Your thoughts are very strong and undisciplined." He
chuckled a little. "Not unlike a young Padawan who broke several windows while
learning how to Force-hit." Obi-Wan, obviously. "Are you ready to try to locate
Obi-Wan?"
Iya nodded, already feeling herself instinctively gathering up all her
energies. Qui-Gon handed her a datapad, the same one that Obuk had give him.
"Look that over and see if it makes sense to you with what you know how to do.
I'll be there…" Qui-Gon motioned to the small balcony that lined this room as
well. "…when you're ready to proceed."
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It was not unlike being chained to a wall or something. The dark force used by
the senator-elect to confine him here held him absolutely motionless; even
Obi-Wan's field of vision was limited by his inability to move. And he was
quite alone. Wherever she had disappeared to, he had no clue but he wasn't
overly anxious for her to return either.
His thoughts were in a jumbled mass; everything from what he'd been told by
Nacena to worries for his Master's safety to wondering about the Hopefuls. Why
had that young one directed him to the Blue House to begin with? Especially one so prescient with the
Force?
And what could he possibly do to
change the situation? That he was captive here was bad enough. That he was…a
ghost or whatever was ridiculous. That he was allowing his emotions and
frustration to run away with him now was intolerable.
Obi-Wan closed his "eyes" and allowed himself to react naturally, as he had
been taught, to reach deep down into the core of his being and touch the Force.
It wasn't the first time since his disembodiment that he had attempted to find
his center, but for some odd reason this time it was the most successful.
Stretching into the feeling, he allowed it to permeate his thoughts, ordering
the disorder and calming anxieties.
That done, he tentatively stretched out, flinging a line into the
master-apprentice bond. He hoped.
Would it stretch far enough to reach Qui-Gon in an alternate state of
existence?
"Luminous beings we are," Yoda had taught often and taught well. "Inside this
shell we live, hmm?"
Well…
Obi-Wan strained as hard as he could, putting as much of himself into the Force-fed
contact as possible. One luminous being should be able to reach across any
distance to find another of his kind, right?
Right?
Master! He called out desperately. Master, I'm here!
Force, would Qui-Gon even hear?
Obi-Wan felt himself weakening; he knew he would not be able to keep this up
for long. Gathering himself up for one last strong attempt, he fairly strained
against his restraints with the effort.
MASTER!
