"Janet…someone...help!" I hear Daniel calling for someone.
"Sam, Sam can you hear me?" I look up and see Janet and a few nurses around me.
"It hurts, make it stop please!"
"We are going to try Sam, what I need you to do is try to relax."
"Go find Dr. Hanley, NOW!" She yelled to one of her nurses who went off to do what she was told.
"Sam, listen to me, you have to calm down…" She is holding me down as the best she can, "You have to calm down."
"It hurts Janet, make it stop…OHHH GOODDDD!"
"Doctor Fraiser what's going…" Dr. Hanley called as he ran into the infirmary.
"She's…she's…." She looks down at me, sadness in her eyes, "she's losing the baby."
No no no no no no no no!
"She was doing better when I left this morning, what happened?"
"OWWWWWWWWW! God make it stop."
"Look, she hasn't gotten out of this bed all day; she was resting and then talking with Doctor Jackson. That's all she did today."
Daniel sat in his bed with this look like he had caused this. There was nothing he could do.
"I am sorry I didn't mean to cause this…" He replied from the bed.
"It's okay Daniel, but right now we need to stop the bleeding and get Sam stable." With that Janet closed the curtain and went to work.
"We need to give her some morphine, and get her calm."
"God there is so much blood." One of the nurses said from beside her.
"Janet, please…..Janet make it stop…"
A while later Janet came to sit next to Daniel. She rested her head on the bed, he was asleep, but she just needed to be close to him.
"Janet?" He whispered, gently running his hands through her hair and down to her arm.
"Mmmm"
"Janet, wake up. I want to know what happened."
"Daniel? How are you feeling?"
"You know I am fine. How's Sam?"
She intertwined her fingers with his as her eyes started to fill with tears.
"She is stable right now."
"Did she…" He looks down at me, eyes sad.
"Yeah."
"God Daniel, I should of seen this coming, took more preparations, did something to help her."
"You did everything you could Janet."
"There is always something else that could have been done."
"No there wasn't Janet, her body was rejecting the baby long before you had anything to do with it."
"I am a doctor, her doctor, and I let this happen to her."
"You are the most brilliant doctor I have ever had the opportunity to know, you have performed miracles more then once. This, this you had no control over, there was nothing you could do."
"God what is she going to think of me?"
"She won't think of you as anything. I am pretty sure she is going to blame herself, and need you to help her get through everything that happened.
"She is going to need all of us Daniel."
"I know, some more then others I think."
"Did Teal'c and Jacob leave this morning?"
"Yeah, you were asleep."
"Do you think they will find him?"
"Yes I do."
"God Daniel, what are we going to do."
"We go day by day, and do whatever needs to be done. This isn't going to be better in one day."
"I know, I wish I could just take away the pain for her."
"We all do."
"Doctor Hanley said she could go home in the next few days if there wasn't any complications."
"I don't think she should be alone."
"I am going to see if she wants to come to my house with Cassie and I."
"That's a good idea…." He was looking at her like he wanted to say something else, but was afraid too.
"Daniel, what is it?"
"Nothing…"
"No not nothing, what?"
"I was just thinking that then I would be able to see her more as well."
"Oh."
"Yeah. I will be here for you Janet, I am not going to leave your side."
"Thanks."
Sam woke to the soft whispers of Janet and Daniel talking a few beds down. God she felt heavy and tired, like she had been run over by a truck.
"Urgh, god what happened." Sam moaned, gathering the attention of Janet.
"Sam, honey stay still."
"Janet? What happened?"
"You don't remember?" She sat there for a moment as if trying to remember, and then it hit her.
"No, Janet no, please tell me that it's not true, that it's all a bad dream…."