Love Is Suicide
Caught between two worlds,
Living two lives,
My life is a laborious task.
My lie is my veil,
Feeding my pride,
My love for him caught in the past.
He hurts me…… I know,
But I can't bear to let go,
And leave him alone with her.
I love him too much,
Want to feel his sweet touch,
But does he love me? I'm not sure.
Is it me you see?
Under the feelings I hide,
Never ending layers of memory?
Or do you see her,
Kikyo and then remember,
Think of her and then kiss me.
I want to kill you,
You bastard, you fool!
This pain is too much to bear!
Instead I just cry,
Hoping to die,
Realizing you just don't care.
Yet I live on,
Through the hell you've wrought,
My bittersweet passion still there.
My lust for your love,
Buried under my heart,
Under false strength I always wear.
In reality, I'm bleeding on the floor,
Condemning me, you shut the door,
And left me alone to cry!
I want my love for you to end,
So my heart can finally mend,
So I can stop living this lie!
But you're like a drug,
On my mind you tug,
Deadly and addictive,
Without you I can't live.
InuYasha, I love you,
This whole time through,
Please don't pass me by.
I can't tell you, I know,
My insolent pride won't let go,
Love like knives to my heart,
I DIE………………..