Name: How I Hate You

By: black roses

Disclaimer: I don't own, but neither do you! HAHAHAHAHA!

Summary: AU (no slash) 'How I hate you. I just do.' Love/hate story.

A/N: not your typical, ten things I hate about you plotline story…

How I hate you.

I just do.

I hate the way your hair is so bright, I can't stop staring.

I hate how your beautifully colored orbs pierce me strikingly when I do something wrong. I hate how you laugh so much, yet never with me.

I hate how you laugh with him.

I hate how you always bring out the worst in me.

I hate how you walk by as if I'm simply not there.

I hate how you get angry when you see me.

I hate how he loves you unlike any other girls he's been with.

I hate how he looks at you like you're the sun in a world of darkness.

I hate how you notice his adoring stares, yet not mine.

I hate how I can't do anything to stop him from being with you.

I hate how he's my best friend.

I hate how he's always been there for me, yet, when he needs my support, I fail him.

I hate how he talks about you like you're the best thing to ever happen to him.

I hate how when he sees you, his whole face seems to glow with happiness.

I hate how he kisses you, when he thinks no one is watching.

I hate how you kiss him, when you think no one is watching.

I hate how I can't stop thinking of you.

I hate how I treated you in the past.

I hate how you ran to him for comfort.

I hate how you understand him so well, and him, you.

I hate how you make me feel butterflies in my stomach.

I hate how my heart beats faster as you approach.

I hate how you think so lowly of me.

I hate how you make me choke on my words, like I've done with no other girl.

I hate how you two seem to just go together, like the stars and the moon.

I hate how you look at him, like he's your knight in shining armor.

I hate how you look at me, like I'm the enemy.

I hate how you won't give me a chance.

I hate how you make me feel so guilty with just one withering look.

I hate how you shout my name 'Potter' with disgust.

I hate how you refer to me as though I'm of no importance in your life.

I hate how you are always there, but always out of my reach.

I hate how hate me above all others.

I hate how Sirius loves you,

And how you love Sirius.

But most of all, I hate how you can't see that

I love you, Lily Evans.