Can I ever forgive you?
Introduction Chapter
I fidgeted, running my hand unconsciously through my short, dirty blonde hair. My hazel eyes refused to stop the tears from spilling. My life had gone from complete mess to utter disaster, why is life a journey that refuses to give me a break.
I leaned back against the headboard of my bed, pulling my legs up to my chest, before wrapping my arms around my knees.
I sighed in between the constant hiccupping that my tears had caused. My head was spinning; determining reality from fiction was becoming a difficult task for me. Please god, take me now and spare me the misery. I heard a silent knock. I lifted my head, staring at the white door, as it was slowly pushed open.
"You ok?" the masculine voice asked.
I shock my head, straining my eyes to figure out who the male body was. He stepped forward; coming into the light that was flowing from my side table.
"What are you doing here?" I snapped, staring at the red haired guy before me.
His name was Tala Valkov, my supposedly best guy friend. His red hair was gelled into an odd hairstyle, with two pieces of hair hanging in his face. His unnatural sky blue eyes carried concern and sorrow.
"Come on Kit, I meant no harm."
"Yeah right, using my best friend for a play toy wasn't enough, you had to go a ruin my relationship. Even though you knew the troubles I was going through, I needed him Tala and you took him away from me."
My mind buzzed, my heart ached. Tala had destroyed my best friend and he proceeded as far as to brake Bryan and I's relationship. Ok I do admit we weren't a happy, lovey-dovey couple, but he was my backbone, he helped me get through the death of both my parents.
"Katie, you know he wasn't treating you right, you know deep down that I did the right thing." Tala stepped closer to my bed. Sitting on the end, staring pleadingly into my puffy eyes.
"Keep telling yourself that Tala, cause that's all you have to make yourself believe that what you did was right!"
A hurt look appeared in his eyes, but I ignored it. There wasn't a snowflake's chance in hell that he was getting out of this easily. Even if he was on his knees begging me, I could not forgive him for what he had done.
"Kitten, please, I..."
"Only my true friends call me Kitten. Get out Tala! Get out before I do something that I might regret." I felt like jumping and strangling him with my weak, trembling hands, no better idea, grab the closest spork and stab him to death with it. A spork, the symbol of May's and I's friendship.
We were like sisters, we did everything together and we discussed problems with one another. Hell we couldn't even go a day with out at least talking to each other.
But recently things had kinda changed; she had shut herself off, she hadn't been attending school for the last week and every time I rang, her answer machine would take my message and I never got a phone call back.
Only was it 2 days ago did I find out, it was Tala who had played her so bad, that she felt like there was no point to living. He was a back stabber that's what her was, a dirty, rat bagging player! "I want no man hoe in my room!" I shouted at the top of my lungs, pointing at the door, indicating I wanted him to leave now.
His eyes showed deep hurt and suffering, he looked like a puppy dog wanted forgiveness from his master. But he should have never bitten his master in the first place. "Leave Tala and I mean NOW!"
Tala gave me one more glance before slowly getting up from the end of the bed and walking over to the door. He paused muttering a sad, "sori about May, Kitten, but it wasn't me" before walking out of the door, closing in softly behind him.
Then once again I was alone; all alone to dive deep into my sadness, oh how I wish that May or Bryan was here to help me.
Silver caught my eye. I looked up, over at my desk. A pair of very inviting sharp scissors looked back at me. With out thinking I scrambled over the bed. Grabbed the scissors and placed them over one of my wrists. I took in a sharp breath.
"Goodbye."
I ran the scissors on a vertical over my wrist, instantly drawing blood. Suddenly my head felt light and my body went limp. I collapsed into a lump on the floor. My last vision was of May and I standing next to each other, wide smiles on our faces, like we didn't have a care in the world.
This was a chapter I just wanted to write.........if you think I should continue this story please tell me in your review. Thank you........ oh and forgive me if there is any spelling of grammar errors......R&R
Introduction Chapter
I fidgeted, running my hand unconsciously through my short, dirty blonde hair. My hazel eyes refused to stop the tears from spilling. My life had gone from complete mess to utter disaster, why is life a journey that refuses to give me a break.
I leaned back against the headboard of my bed, pulling my legs up to my chest, before wrapping my arms around my knees.
I sighed in between the constant hiccupping that my tears had caused. My head was spinning; determining reality from fiction was becoming a difficult task for me. Please god, take me now and spare me the misery. I heard a silent knock. I lifted my head, staring at the white door, as it was slowly pushed open.
"You ok?" the masculine voice asked.
I shock my head, straining my eyes to figure out who the male body was. He stepped forward; coming into the light that was flowing from my side table.
"What are you doing here?" I snapped, staring at the red haired guy before me.
His name was Tala Valkov, my supposedly best guy friend. His red hair was gelled into an odd hairstyle, with two pieces of hair hanging in his face. His unnatural sky blue eyes carried concern and sorrow.
"Come on Kit, I meant no harm."
"Yeah right, using my best friend for a play toy wasn't enough, you had to go a ruin my relationship. Even though you knew the troubles I was going through, I needed him Tala and you took him away from me."
My mind buzzed, my heart ached. Tala had destroyed my best friend and he proceeded as far as to brake Bryan and I's relationship. Ok I do admit we weren't a happy, lovey-dovey couple, but he was my backbone, he helped me get through the death of both my parents.
"Katie, you know he wasn't treating you right, you know deep down that I did the right thing." Tala stepped closer to my bed. Sitting on the end, staring pleadingly into my puffy eyes.
"Keep telling yourself that Tala, cause that's all you have to make yourself believe that what you did was right!"
A hurt look appeared in his eyes, but I ignored it. There wasn't a snowflake's chance in hell that he was getting out of this easily. Even if he was on his knees begging me, I could not forgive him for what he had done.
"Kitten, please, I..."
"Only my true friends call me Kitten. Get out Tala! Get out before I do something that I might regret." I felt like jumping and strangling him with my weak, trembling hands, no better idea, grab the closest spork and stab him to death with it. A spork, the symbol of May's and I's friendship.
We were like sisters, we did everything together and we discussed problems with one another. Hell we couldn't even go a day with out at least talking to each other.
But recently things had kinda changed; she had shut herself off, she hadn't been attending school for the last week and every time I rang, her answer machine would take my message and I never got a phone call back.
Only was it 2 days ago did I find out, it was Tala who had played her so bad, that she felt like there was no point to living. He was a back stabber that's what her was, a dirty, rat bagging player! "I want no man hoe in my room!" I shouted at the top of my lungs, pointing at the door, indicating I wanted him to leave now.
His eyes showed deep hurt and suffering, he looked like a puppy dog wanted forgiveness from his master. But he should have never bitten his master in the first place. "Leave Tala and I mean NOW!"
Tala gave me one more glance before slowly getting up from the end of the bed and walking over to the door. He paused muttering a sad, "sori about May, Kitten, but it wasn't me" before walking out of the door, closing in softly behind him.
Then once again I was alone; all alone to dive deep into my sadness, oh how I wish that May or Bryan was here to help me.
Silver caught my eye. I looked up, over at my desk. A pair of very inviting sharp scissors looked back at me. With out thinking I scrambled over the bed. Grabbed the scissors and placed them over one of my wrists. I took in a sharp breath.
"Goodbye."
I ran the scissors on a vertical over my wrist, instantly drawing blood. Suddenly my head felt light and my body went limp. I collapsed into a lump on the floor. My last vision was of May and I standing next to each other, wide smiles on our faces, like we didn't have a care in the world.
This was a chapter I just wanted to write.........if you think I should continue this story please tell me in your review. Thank you........ oh and forgive me if there is any spelling of grammar errors......R&R