Can I ever forgive you?
Part 3
I slammed the door behind me as Johnny's expensive car pulled up in the driveway. I didn't tell Gran I was going out. I never do.
His black Lamborghini diablo continued to run as I opened the door and slipped into the nice black leather interior. I turned and smiled. Johnny looked gorgeous in his semi tight black top, jacket and jeans. He smiled leaning over and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"You look great."
"Hum yeah right." I rolled my eyes.
I was wearing a black shirt that was unbuttoned quite low down. Underneath I wore a white singlet. I also had a black short skirt on with nice black high heels. I wore jewellery, bangles, the works.
Ok, I admit I look good, but the thing is I hate these clothes, it just isn't me! It's another of Gran's clothing ideas.
Johnny laughed and shook his head.
"So were are we going?" I asked, placing my hand on his.
"Were going to a nice restaurant for dinner, then I dunno, where ever you want to go?"
"How bout your place afterwards. Give us a time to talk."
I smiled. Leaning back in the seat, laying my hands in my lap. Johnny smirked and pulled the car out of the driveway.
"What ever you want princess."
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The soft thud of my top dropping on the ground was heard.
We had had our dinner and was now at Johnny's place having a friendly.......um chat.
Light kisses were placed along the side of my neck as his hands wrapped themselves around my back. I moved closer and placed my arms around his neck.
Crooking my neck on an angle, as the kisses came close to my chin. I tugged at his top. A smirk played on his lips as he stopped, allowing me to remove his top and drop it with mine on the floor. His well built chest visible in the pale light, the muscles slightly retreating as I ran my hands over his chest. I smirked and looked up, his eyes wondering over my face.
He leaned down and grasped my lips in a passionate kiss. Moaning I leaned further into him. His hands ran down my sides before cupping themselves under my arse. I gasped as he lifted me up onto his hips. I smiled as I wound my legs around his waist, wrapping my hands around his neck as I playfully kissed the side of his mouth.
He smiled, walking easily with me over to his bed. Dropping me down he climbed up, kneeling over the top of me, hands placed on each side of my head as she stared contently into my eyes. I stared up into his. I now understood why girls flung themselves at his feet. He was gorgeous!
I moved my head up, locking my lips with his once again.
Not after long I was down too only my red lace undies and bra and he was only in his black silk boxers. I gasped as he cupped one of my breasts in one hand and massaged it lightly, as we were still kissed. I quickly pulled back. He stopped and looked down at me.
"If you want me to stop, I will."
I shook my head lightly in a no.
"It's just that.....I've never done this before."
I couldn't believe this! I was confessing my deepest secret to him. He amazingly just smirked.
"Ok, I'll take it slow."
I smiled. His lips claimed mine once more, I moaned as his tongue rubbed against mine. He was melting me like butter. I gasped.......
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I layed wrapped up in the red sheets. Hair messily spread out on his pillow. Last night was heaven, never knew sex was so good.
The pain then the pleasure, happy memories had come to me last night and I felt free, when his arms wrapped around me.
I rolled over onto my side, glancing over to the body next to me. He was fast asleep, red hair all over the shop. The sheets hovering dangerously low on his hip.
I smiled before rolling back over and sliding out of the bed. I heard him stir. I froze, looking back as he shifted over a little, still in sleep.
I let out my breath and continued to reclaim the discarded clothes from around his room. Blushing as I found my undies under his sofa.
When I was ready I wrote him a little note and placed it on the pillow I slept on, before quietly slipping out the door.
I tiptoed down the hallway and slowly walked down the main entrance staircase. It was a fact that the McGregor's were one of the most richest and powerful families in town.
I stopped as a figure appeared at the doorway, which would lead to the kitchen. The older man stood straight. His crystal blue eyes stared at me. His red hair was short and nicely brushed. I continued to the bottom of the stairs before smiling and saying good morning.
"Good Morning, my dear"
His voice was laced with the Scottish accent that his son had unfortunately lost.
"I see that my son entertained you last night."
He had a mischievous glint in his eyes. Not to be rude I smiled and nodded.
"He did sir and if you wouldn't mind, when he wakes up could you say thank you for me."
The man smiled, looking like he was about to laugh.
"I shall do. This is the first time I've seen the girl leave first. This won't go down well on his ego."
This time the man chuckled to himself. I smiled.
"Well I should go now. Don't want to be late for school."
"Oh my dear, I can only guess that you don't have a way to get home. Aren't I right?"
It then did occur to me. Johnny had driven me and it would take me at least 2 hours to walk home and there wasn't a snowflakes chance in hell that I was going to walk all the way home, not in these killer heels.
The man's chuckles broke me out of my line of thought.
"I'll get my driver to take you home. No need to stay any longer if you don't want to."
Johnny's Dad was a nice fellow. He was layed back and causal, but you always needed to polite. That's what my Mum always said.
I smiled and thanked him. He then quickly disappeared around the corner and returned shortly after.
"Just head out the front, your lift should be there."
"Thank you sir, I'll see you at the function on Friday?"
"Yes you'll see me there and it was a pleasure to have you, I think it was for my son to."
I couldn't help but laugh.
"Thank you again."
"Goodbye child."
I then opened the door and left. Walking down the black marbled front steps until I reached the black stretch limo that awaited me. I slid in and told the driver my address. I watched as Johnny's house slowly moved away.
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"WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU LAST NIGHT! YOU HAD US WORRIED SICK!"
I rolled my eyes. My Gran probably brought out the champagne and celebrated and Grandad probably didn't even give a shit.
"I was out with a friend."
Was my only reply as I ascended up the stairs.
"KATIE MARY JEFFERSON!"
I stopped and turned around as the harsh voice sliced through the air.
"MY STUDY NOW!"
This couldn't be good. When grandad gets involved, it's never good. He has a harsh way of dealing with things.
I dropped my head and stared at the stairs as I walked back down, turned around the banister and walked along the stairs until I came to a nearly invisible door. It blended in with the wall.
I pushed it slowly open to where my Grandad now sat in his throne like leather chair. His hands folded neatly on the desk, his brown beady eyes contrasted with his black, grey streaked curly hair. I stepped in and stood straight in the middle of the room. Awaiting the coming onslaught.
"Where were you last night?"
His voice harsh but toneless. My body rippled with fear. I hate my grandparents, but I was scared of my Grandad.
He didn't remind me of my Dad. Dad was a kind, sweet-hearted man who loved to be with his prized daughter and wife.
Grandad was a heartless, cold, demanding man, who lived in belief that women are inferior. I'm even sure Grandma is scared of him when he's in a shitty mood. Which I have to say is always.
"I was with a friend like I said before."
"And who may that be?"
I bit my lip, if I told him he would investigate. But if I lie, he would know, somehow and I would be in deeper shit then I am now.
"Mr. Johnny McGregor."
I nearly whispered as I lowered my head. His maroon carpet looked so interesting right now.
"Are you telling me the truth?"
"Yes Sir, no lie in that."
"Good, cause if you are there will be hell to pay."
"Yes Sir."
God I sounded like a soldier in the army. Even though Grandad is like a cold leader. Yes sir, no sir, and maybe sir. This is driving me mad, but what can I do, I can't speak back.
"Go to your room now. Breakfast is in 20 minutes so don't be late."
"Yes Sir."
I turned around a quickly walked out of the room. More grateful that I didn't get punished, then actually leaving, which was a first.
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I slid out of my clothes. My body felt dirty and unclean. I quickly turned the shower on, not bothering that the water was freezing, I ducked under the stream.
The beads of water rolled off my body, causing goose bumps to be apparent on my lightly tanned skin. My mind floated away, to places of darkness and misery.
As darkness consumed my body, I lost track of what I was doing. I slid down the wall of the shower and sat on the cold tiles. My head cupped in my hands as I sobbed lightly.
My life was a wreck. Hidden, forgotten memories chose now to surface, why now? Why me? What a dumb question, it has only one-answer.....life hates me.
I was brought out of the shadows by the rough banging on the door; I quickly looked over at the clock and cursed. I knew who was at the door and I could guess that he wasn't happy.
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I quietly walked up the stairs back to my bedroom. Turning the corner, I walked down the corridor towards my room. A single tear spilled down my cheek, which was quickly followed by others.
Tonight went worse then it usually did.
Grandad was royally pissed because I was 10 minutes late. He and Grandma decided on having one short period of spilling everything they thought of my mum and me out. Rude, crude, evil, plain nasty, anything you could think of they told me.
I tried to wipe the tears away with the back of my hand. I forced myself to keep my straight posture until I reached my door. I opened it and quickly walked to the bathroom. I tore open the door and slammed it shut. The room shadowed in darkness, the only light illuminated from under the door from the main room.
Now that no one could see me I broke. Tears cascaded down my already tear stained cheeks. I slid down the back of the door. Collapsing into a heap, a fragile sobbing wreck. I drew my knees to my chest and wept. The darkness consumed me.
I needed to escape! This wasn't where I wanted to be!
I pulled myself up from the floor and staggered over to the basin. I turned the light on. The tear stained, puffy eyed girl looked back at me in the mirror.
I pulled the door open and fumbled around in the cupboard. Objects and tablets fell onto the floor, but I didn't care, they weren't what I was looking for.
My hands finally found what I needed. I slammed the door shut and held it up. The small razor glinted in my trembling hands.
I wobbly walked back over to the door, leaning my back against it.
I took the blade. Placing it against the skin on the top of my leg. I drew it across, drawing blood instantly.
My hand fumbled as I turned the light switch off. My body once again sliding down the door towards the floor.
My head spun and the darkness consumed me once more. But this time I felt warm, my own blood giving me warmth. I slowly drifted away, my memories of May and I came once again. I smiled weakly as my brain switched off......
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So what do you think of this chapter.......for all your reviews I made it longer ( well I'm asking all you nice people if you wouldn't mine giving me a total of 20 reviews ^-^
I like your reviews, they give me the inspiration to wright....so the chapters come up faster that way......you want that don't you?!?!?!?
Well next chapter Kitten meets someone.....Someone that is very important.....You'll have to wait mwahahahah so review and I'll update......fair trade _ okies till next time
~!~ The Red Phoenix ~!~
Oh and I apologise for spelling mistakes and grammar mistakes....I am dreadfully sorry! *nods* oh and I do not own the beyblade characters from any of the beyblade series......
Part 3
I slammed the door behind me as Johnny's expensive car pulled up in the driveway. I didn't tell Gran I was going out. I never do.
His black Lamborghini diablo continued to run as I opened the door and slipped into the nice black leather interior. I turned and smiled. Johnny looked gorgeous in his semi tight black top, jacket and jeans. He smiled leaning over and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"You look great."
"Hum yeah right." I rolled my eyes.
I was wearing a black shirt that was unbuttoned quite low down. Underneath I wore a white singlet. I also had a black short skirt on with nice black high heels. I wore jewellery, bangles, the works.
Ok, I admit I look good, but the thing is I hate these clothes, it just isn't me! It's another of Gran's clothing ideas.
Johnny laughed and shook his head.
"So were are we going?" I asked, placing my hand on his.
"Were going to a nice restaurant for dinner, then I dunno, where ever you want to go?"
"How bout your place afterwards. Give us a time to talk."
I smiled. Leaning back in the seat, laying my hands in my lap. Johnny smirked and pulled the car out of the driveway.
"What ever you want princess."
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The soft thud of my top dropping on the ground was heard.
We had had our dinner and was now at Johnny's place having a friendly.......um chat.
Light kisses were placed along the side of my neck as his hands wrapped themselves around my back. I moved closer and placed my arms around his neck.
Crooking my neck on an angle, as the kisses came close to my chin. I tugged at his top. A smirk played on his lips as he stopped, allowing me to remove his top and drop it with mine on the floor. His well built chest visible in the pale light, the muscles slightly retreating as I ran my hands over his chest. I smirked and looked up, his eyes wondering over my face.
He leaned down and grasped my lips in a passionate kiss. Moaning I leaned further into him. His hands ran down my sides before cupping themselves under my arse. I gasped as he lifted me up onto his hips. I smiled as I wound my legs around his waist, wrapping my hands around his neck as I playfully kissed the side of his mouth.
He smiled, walking easily with me over to his bed. Dropping me down he climbed up, kneeling over the top of me, hands placed on each side of my head as she stared contently into my eyes. I stared up into his. I now understood why girls flung themselves at his feet. He was gorgeous!
I moved my head up, locking my lips with his once again.
Not after long I was down too only my red lace undies and bra and he was only in his black silk boxers. I gasped as he cupped one of my breasts in one hand and massaged it lightly, as we were still kissed. I quickly pulled back. He stopped and looked down at me.
"If you want me to stop, I will."
I shook my head lightly in a no.
"It's just that.....I've never done this before."
I couldn't believe this! I was confessing my deepest secret to him. He amazingly just smirked.
"Ok, I'll take it slow."
I smiled. His lips claimed mine once more, I moaned as his tongue rubbed against mine. He was melting me like butter. I gasped.......
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I layed wrapped up in the red sheets. Hair messily spread out on his pillow. Last night was heaven, never knew sex was so good.
The pain then the pleasure, happy memories had come to me last night and I felt free, when his arms wrapped around me.
I rolled over onto my side, glancing over to the body next to me. He was fast asleep, red hair all over the shop. The sheets hovering dangerously low on his hip.
I smiled before rolling back over and sliding out of the bed. I heard him stir. I froze, looking back as he shifted over a little, still in sleep.
I let out my breath and continued to reclaim the discarded clothes from around his room. Blushing as I found my undies under his sofa.
When I was ready I wrote him a little note and placed it on the pillow I slept on, before quietly slipping out the door.
I tiptoed down the hallway and slowly walked down the main entrance staircase. It was a fact that the McGregor's were one of the most richest and powerful families in town.
I stopped as a figure appeared at the doorway, which would lead to the kitchen. The older man stood straight. His crystal blue eyes stared at me. His red hair was short and nicely brushed. I continued to the bottom of the stairs before smiling and saying good morning.
"Good Morning, my dear"
His voice was laced with the Scottish accent that his son had unfortunately lost.
"I see that my son entertained you last night."
He had a mischievous glint in his eyes. Not to be rude I smiled and nodded.
"He did sir and if you wouldn't mind, when he wakes up could you say thank you for me."
The man smiled, looking like he was about to laugh.
"I shall do. This is the first time I've seen the girl leave first. This won't go down well on his ego."
This time the man chuckled to himself. I smiled.
"Well I should go now. Don't want to be late for school."
"Oh my dear, I can only guess that you don't have a way to get home. Aren't I right?"
It then did occur to me. Johnny had driven me and it would take me at least 2 hours to walk home and there wasn't a snowflakes chance in hell that I was going to walk all the way home, not in these killer heels.
The man's chuckles broke me out of my line of thought.
"I'll get my driver to take you home. No need to stay any longer if you don't want to."
Johnny's Dad was a nice fellow. He was layed back and causal, but you always needed to polite. That's what my Mum always said.
I smiled and thanked him. He then quickly disappeared around the corner and returned shortly after.
"Just head out the front, your lift should be there."
"Thank you sir, I'll see you at the function on Friday?"
"Yes you'll see me there and it was a pleasure to have you, I think it was for my son to."
I couldn't help but laugh.
"Thank you again."
"Goodbye child."
I then opened the door and left. Walking down the black marbled front steps until I reached the black stretch limo that awaited me. I slid in and told the driver my address. I watched as Johnny's house slowly moved away.
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"WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU LAST NIGHT! YOU HAD US WORRIED SICK!"
I rolled my eyes. My Gran probably brought out the champagne and celebrated and Grandad probably didn't even give a shit.
"I was out with a friend."
Was my only reply as I ascended up the stairs.
"KATIE MARY JEFFERSON!"
I stopped and turned around as the harsh voice sliced through the air.
"MY STUDY NOW!"
This couldn't be good. When grandad gets involved, it's never good. He has a harsh way of dealing with things.
I dropped my head and stared at the stairs as I walked back down, turned around the banister and walked along the stairs until I came to a nearly invisible door. It blended in with the wall.
I pushed it slowly open to where my Grandad now sat in his throne like leather chair. His hands folded neatly on the desk, his brown beady eyes contrasted with his black, grey streaked curly hair. I stepped in and stood straight in the middle of the room. Awaiting the coming onslaught.
"Where were you last night?"
His voice harsh but toneless. My body rippled with fear. I hate my grandparents, but I was scared of my Grandad.
He didn't remind me of my Dad. Dad was a kind, sweet-hearted man who loved to be with his prized daughter and wife.
Grandad was a heartless, cold, demanding man, who lived in belief that women are inferior. I'm even sure Grandma is scared of him when he's in a shitty mood. Which I have to say is always.
"I was with a friend like I said before."
"And who may that be?"
I bit my lip, if I told him he would investigate. But if I lie, he would know, somehow and I would be in deeper shit then I am now.
"Mr. Johnny McGregor."
I nearly whispered as I lowered my head. His maroon carpet looked so interesting right now.
"Are you telling me the truth?"
"Yes Sir, no lie in that."
"Good, cause if you are there will be hell to pay."
"Yes Sir."
God I sounded like a soldier in the army. Even though Grandad is like a cold leader. Yes sir, no sir, and maybe sir. This is driving me mad, but what can I do, I can't speak back.
"Go to your room now. Breakfast is in 20 minutes so don't be late."
"Yes Sir."
I turned around a quickly walked out of the room. More grateful that I didn't get punished, then actually leaving, which was a first.
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I slid out of my clothes. My body felt dirty and unclean. I quickly turned the shower on, not bothering that the water was freezing, I ducked under the stream.
The beads of water rolled off my body, causing goose bumps to be apparent on my lightly tanned skin. My mind floated away, to places of darkness and misery.
As darkness consumed my body, I lost track of what I was doing. I slid down the wall of the shower and sat on the cold tiles. My head cupped in my hands as I sobbed lightly.
My life was a wreck. Hidden, forgotten memories chose now to surface, why now? Why me? What a dumb question, it has only one-answer.....life hates me.
I was brought out of the shadows by the rough banging on the door; I quickly looked over at the clock and cursed. I knew who was at the door and I could guess that he wasn't happy.
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I quietly walked up the stairs back to my bedroom. Turning the corner, I walked down the corridor towards my room. A single tear spilled down my cheek, which was quickly followed by others.
Tonight went worse then it usually did.
Grandad was royally pissed because I was 10 minutes late. He and Grandma decided on having one short period of spilling everything they thought of my mum and me out. Rude, crude, evil, plain nasty, anything you could think of they told me.
I tried to wipe the tears away with the back of my hand. I forced myself to keep my straight posture until I reached my door. I opened it and quickly walked to the bathroom. I tore open the door and slammed it shut. The room shadowed in darkness, the only light illuminated from under the door from the main room.
Now that no one could see me I broke. Tears cascaded down my already tear stained cheeks. I slid down the back of the door. Collapsing into a heap, a fragile sobbing wreck. I drew my knees to my chest and wept. The darkness consumed me.
I needed to escape! This wasn't where I wanted to be!
I pulled myself up from the floor and staggered over to the basin. I turned the light on. The tear stained, puffy eyed girl looked back at me in the mirror.
I pulled the door open and fumbled around in the cupboard. Objects and tablets fell onto the floor, but I didn't care, they weren't what I was looking for.
My hands finally found what I needed. I slammed the door shut and held it up. The small razor glinted in my trembling hands.
I wobbly walked back over to the door, leaning my back against it.
I took the blade. Placing it against the skin on the top of my leg. I drew it across, drawing blood instantly.
My hand fumbled as I turned the light switch off. My body once again sliding down the door towards the floor.
My head spun and the darkness consumed me once more. But this time I felt warm, my own blood giving me warmth. I slowly drifted away, my memories of May and I came once again. I smiled weakly as my brain switched off......
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So what do you think of this chapter.......for all your reviews I made it longer ( well I'm asking all you nice people if you wouldn't mine giving me a total of 20 reviews ^-^
I like your reviews, they give me the inspiration to wright....so the chapters come up faster that way......you want that don't you?!?!?!?
Well next chapter Kitten meets someone.....Someone that is very important.....You'll have to wait mwahahahah so review and I'll update......fair trade _ okies till next time
~!~ The Red Phoenix ~!~
Oh and I apologise for spelling mistakes and grammar mistakes....I am dreadfully sorry! *nods* oh and I do not own the beyblade characters from any of the beyblade series......