Konnichiwa Minna-San! How's life? Well I would it's a crisis! And Yes Jeremy if you are reading this your saying 'She always says that'. I KNOW! CAUSE YOU ALWAYS SAY THAT TOO!
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[....] if you see that it's the lyrics. Enjoy Minna-San!
Music:
Angel Eyes
By:
Ace of Base
Thanks to:
My Dad
6th anniversary coming
From his death
I want to give him
Thanks for this Fan Fiction
If it wasn't for him
I would've never got into
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This romance stuff . . . . Sesshoumaru walked into the deep and dark woods. All of its surroundings would make Sesshoumaru think of himself. Sesshoumaru looks up into the sky that he hardly can see. The sunlight brings in very little light to the daylight.
'These woods...Am I like them? Cold, Dark, no life or emotions?' Sesshoumaru closed his eyes having a picture of Rin again. Not the Rin who had a smile on her face. But the Rin that he has now. The Rin that made him feel as if he lost part or himself.
'This is all my fault' Sesshoumaru thought.
You had love in your path before me
But when your lips touched my lips
it felt like I was kissing destiny]Sesshoumaru, whom was wishing to be with Rin, was afraid to. He didn't want to see her cold eyes on him. He hated that. He would give her the same cold eyes, but she never cared or said anything about it. He wished to have her in his arms and have his lips touch hers. He wanted to be right next to her.
He was afraid...Afraid that Rin can never accept him if he stayed with her. He had this feeling that she loved him but he never thought it was true. A cold hearted man like him and an innocent young woman like her can never be.
-Rin's Room-
Rin was also thinking of Sesshoumaru with her eyes closed. Picturing him when he looked at her. He also gave her an uncalled for cold star. Just thinking of that made her soul feels like it has shattered into pieces like fragile glass. [Angel eyes with your angel eyes
Will you always be there to hold me?
Angel eyes I'm satisfied
I don't want to hear your story
'Cause I can see the things
I really want to see
I'm in love]
She walked to her balcony and looked out from it. Seeing the birds in the sky flying free. She wished she could be like that. Someone free once more when she was dead. Her soul was free to roam.
Falling on the floor, feeling confused and pain from her beating and lovesick heart. She started to whimper again. Her mind was in a war, either being free or accepts this life for as long as she has to or can hold out. [I believe in what I'm feeling
I'd give everything up just for you
Love is devoted to those who see
That the last dance, you dance with the truth]
Embracing herself and feeling her whole body shattering into pieces again she wanted to die. She wanted to do what she did in the beginning.
- In The Woods With Sesshoumaru-
Sesshoumaru felt a shock of pain in his heart, but he was too stubborn to tell the truth. He knew what this feeling was it was the same one when Rin was...
'No.... Not again...'
Sesshoumaru ran back to his palace. Hopefully he was able to get back to Rin in time.
Rin's Room Rin found and started to reach for the scissors. Not having enough strength she was sinking to the floor trying to reach to the scissors on the nightstand. When she got a hold of the scissors Sesshoumaru pushed the door open and saw Rin. [Angel eyes with your angel eyes
Will you always be there to hold me]Rin ignored Sesshoumaru right after and took the scissors into her grasp. She had a little trouble picking them up. Frail and full of sorrow she picked them up. She looked straightly at the scissors and glance at Sesshoumaru.
Sesshoumaru froze right there.
'Rin...Don't leave me again'
[Angel eyes I'm satisfied
I don't want to hear your story]Sesshoumaru ran over and hits the scissors right out of Rin's delicate hands. Rin looked at him with questioning eyes. She wanted to run away but she can't. She wanted to leave her life but she can't. She wanted to do many things that she can't. Sesshoumaru knew what was happening in her mind somehow. He looked deep into her eyes, which still held many unanswered questions. ['Cause I can see the things
I really want to see
In your eyes]Rin looked away and started to cry softly. With the scissors out of her hands, she forgot about her mission in that second. She just started to cry softly.
Sesshoumaru couldn't bare her tears.
'Rin...you cry so many times...I wish you to stop...I just can't bare to see you unhappy'
Sesshoumaru kneeled down and looked at Rin whose eyes was looking the other way.
"Rin..." Sesshoumaru said, with a gentle and unalarmed voice, "Look at me"
Rin hesitantly looked at Sesshoumaru and her eyes met with his. Rin's eyes were questioning and begging for answers and while Sesshoumaru eyes was full of sorrow. [Angel eyes
Just want you here to hold me]Sesshoumaru couldn't help himself but to take Rin into his arms. Rin who was more confused than ever didn't hesitate or push away. In that second Rin felt safe and secure. She felt as if Sesshoumaru glued all her soul back together.
'Rin...I don't want you hurt nor do I want you taken away from me...No one...Not even Kohaku...But I cannot tell you that I love you...'
[Angel eyes...
Angel eyes with your angel eyes
Will you always be there to hold me?
Angel eyes I'm satisfied
I don't want to hear your story
'Cause I can see the things
I really want to see
I'm in love]Sesshoumaru just stayed there for the rest of the day and into the nights holding Rin until she sleeps. Although he never let her go, his mind was in a trance. A trance that was making him thinks about Rin. Only Rin........ . . . . .
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This one was short...but did you like it? I hope you guys did! As I said I wanted to thank My Dad. Don't worry Sarah and everyone else who helped me also. I give you guys some credit also.
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