I'm updating! I'm updating!!! Ok, this one I gave a lot of thought for. I know that a lot of people liked the previous chapter! I am glad too! I hope this one is just as good! I was able to convince my mom to let me stay on by saying that I would baby-sit my little brother for 2 months!!! ;; But I can't stay on any longer than I used to!
Well, this story is ending soon! I hope you like it! Two more chapters! Can you believe it!? I can! First to be written first to be finished and with a sequel! I have an idea for it kinda...but PLEASE if you have any ideas tell me!! I will tell you my prologue at the end of this chapter! DON'T go skipping the story to look at it!!!
Okay, so I love music fanfics! I mean they kind of show more of Rin and Sesshoumaru's emotions more! Right? I think its something that I love to do! )
I am looking through my playlist for a song for this chapter its going to be a Trish Thuy Trang one watch! If not Ayumi Hamasaki!
Sesshoumaru had Rin is his arms as he walked back to the castle in the night. He was realized that Keona and Fiona left an hour before and they were hoping that they didn't disturb them. The night was cold and Rin was asleep. She looked like a fallen angel. Not like she was a devil or anything but it was like when she fell she landed in the right place...
One more day...I have only tomorrow to get my act together and tell her... I can't buy more time, and I can't have someone else do it. Why is this happening to me!? If I never could have found this girl I would have been better off I would've...
Rin was making noises in her sleep signaling Sesshoumaru to stop pushing her away. He knew what he finally had to do and he was going to do it. He was a Youkai Lord! He can do anything if he set his mind to it! And he knows that he will do this and get this over with.
Taking her, as my mate would be the last thing I do! She's a mere human and confessing my love for her is good enough! I don't need to go any farther than that!
Sesshoumaru flew up to Rin's balcony and walked into her chambers. He slowly walked into her chambers and set her down on the futon. He saw move around to get comfortable and slept peacefully.
Sesshoumaru left the room without a sound and retired into his own chambers.
The last thing that I will ever do is to make her my mate...
-Next Day-
Fiona went to find Yuri to ask her more questions. She couldn't get Keona to help since she was asleep for sure.
Oh, Where can she be!? I know that she watches over Rin she can't be THAT for away from here! Fiona's blood rushed to her head as she ran around the castle walls.
Fiona looked everywhere for her spirit. She was a fairy making her able to see anything form the naked eye. She then heard rustling form the bushes faraway. Her head immediately swung around and walked over to the bushes.
"Yuri?" She whispered. She walked over to see who it was over there. When she got close enough she saw Yuri sitting on the floor looking at her moonstone carefully.
"Yuri!" Fiona cried over to her. She ran over to greet her but she didn't even look at her.
"Yuri, tomorrow is the deadline and..." Fiona was immediately cute off by Yuri's cold glare.
"I know that it is tomorrow," Yuri calmly said. She concentrated on her moonstone more than she did to Fiona.
"Do you think that he will do it?" Fiona asked her.
"In my opinion I say that he would do it but then again who knows," replied Yuri.
"We have to make it happen, Yuri...Rin...?" Fiona was confused with the names.
"Just call me Yuri," She answered. "Come with me, Fiona. I will show you something that has happened in Rin's...our past,"
Fiona nodded in agreement as she heard Yuri started to chant a spell. Fiona was calm but she was a little scared, from the light mist coming up from the ground.
"Stay still," Yuri whispered. The mist became thicker and it had covered both Yuri and Fiona. Soon after the smoke dissipated and they were at the same place that Sesshoumaru was yesterday.
"What are we doing here?" asked Fiona. She walked around and saw the wrecked Sesshoumaru and was about to run over and help until Yuri caught her and pulled her back.
"What are you doing?!" Fiona whispered furiously.
"This is ten years into the past," Yuri explained. "This is when Sesshoumaru and I or Rin met,"
"Oh," Fiona whispered back. "Wouldn't Lord Sesshoumaru sense us?"
"No, were nothing but dust in the wind to him," Yuri replied.
Fiona watched how Rin tried to offer him food and water, and how Sesshoumaru would decline everything. She was even there to see how he asked Rin about her busies from the horrid villagers.
"I can't see why Lord Sesshoumaru took her in," Fiona observed. "I would take her in, but this is Lord Sesshoumaru were talking about."
Yuri nodded and fast-forwards the time.
"Watch what happens here," Yuri said.
"It's so dark here and what that coming our way?" Fiona complained.
Fiona's eyes went wide as she saw Rin getting chased by wolves she couldn't watch. Her tiny hands were pressed against her eyes and the wolves attacked Rin.
Fiona heard the wolves disappear and she opened her eyes. Tears slid down her cheeks as she saw poor Rin.
"Oh my god...so you're telling me that Rin was an orphan girl who was beaten up by nasty village people because she was trying to get food for herself AND Lord Sesshoumaru? Also, she is now dead by a pack of wolves?" Fiona implied. Yuri just quietly nodded in return.
"So, how did she get revived then!?" Fiona questioned.
"By Lord Sesshoumaru's sword, the Tenseiga," Yuri simply said.
"Then why didn't he use it on Rin when she killed herself?" Fiona asked.
"Because it wouldn't let Lord Sesshoumaru revive her," Yuri once again answered simply.
"And.." Fiona was cut short once more by Yuri as they saw Sesshoumaru and Jaken walk in.
Fiona observed how Sesshoumaru slashed his sword on the servants from the netherworld. She saw how Sesshoumaru held her close to his heart, and how he gave her a chance to live once more.
"So Lord Sesshoumaru allowed Rin to follow him ever since?" Fiona asked. Yuri didn't answer this time and told her to come along so she can show Fiona more of how Rin and Lord Sesshoumaru came to be.
-Rin in her room-
Rin had woken up from her slumber and sat up in bed. She looked around in her room curiously as if she never saw any of this before. Her eye caught on a music box that Sesshoumaru had given her for her sixteenth birthday, of course with many other things.
Rin cautiously walked over to the table that held the music box. She sat on the nice cushioned chair and started to wind it up. She stopped when she couldn't wind up the music box any more. She opened the box that says Rin's name printed in gold leaf. The music started to play as Rin had this urge and started to sing to it.
(A/N I have put the Japanese and the English translated version together just in case you want to know what they meant)
Nokosareta tooi mukashi no
Kizuato ga uzukidashite mata
Furueteru kokoro kakushite
Hohoemi ni suri kaeta
Scars left behind from the distant past cause me pain again.
I hid my shaking heart and replaced it with a smile
Rin's voice was heard all around the castle. She sang from the bottom of her heart and out to Sesshoumaru hoping that he can hear her.
Ikutsu ni natte mo aikawarazu na watashi wa
Ima demo okubyou de
Tsuyogaru koto bakari oboete yuku
No matter how many times it happens,
I am still a coward.
I think of nothing but showing my strength.
Sesshoumaru heard Rin sing from the other room. He was practically hypnotized by Rin's voice.
Tsutaetai omoi wa afureru no ni
Nee umaku kotoba ni naranai
Anata ni deatte inakereba konna
Modokashii itami sae mo shiranakatta ne
Although the feelings I want to express flow out,
I can't easily put them into words.
If I hadn't met you,
Then I wouldn't know even this kind of irritating pain.
He walked down the long hallway to Rin's room and leaned on the door listening to the rest of Rin's song.
Sukoshi zutsu mitome hajimeta
Iyasarenu kako no sonzai to
Kobamenai mirai ni ikura
Obiete mo shikata ga nai to
Ato dono kurai no yuuki ga motetara watashi wa
Daiji na mono dake o
Mune o hatte daiji to ieru no darou
Tashika na omoi wa kanjiru no ni
Nee itsumo kotoba ni dekinai
Daremo ga koushite kotoba ni naranai
Omoi o kakae nagara kyou mo ikite iru
Tashika na omoi wa kanjiru no ni
Nee itsumo kotoba ni dekinai
Daremo ga koushite kotoba ni naranai
Omoi o kakae nagara kyou mo ikite iru
Tsutaetai omoi wa afureru no ni
Nee umaku kotoba ni naranai
Anata ni deatte inakereba konna
Modokashii itami sae mo shirazu ni
Little by little i started to notice it.
How much have these unhealed years in my history been?
How much will the inevitable future be?
While there is no way around having nightmares,
how much courage can i have afterwards?
While tightening my heart,
I can probably say that only the serious matters are important.
Though these thoughts feel right,
I can never put them into words.
Nobody can express these words this way.
While cradling these thoughts in my arms, I'm also alive today
Although the feelings i want to express flow out,
I can't easily put them into words.
Without meeting you and knowing this kind of irritating pain.
Though these thoughts feel right,
I can never put them into words.
Nobody can express these words this way.
While cradling these thoughts in my arms, I'm also alive today.
Rin sat there humming the rest as Sesshoumaru leaned on the other side of the door listening to Rin's lyrics to her enchanting song with a salty tear sliding down his cheek.
On the other hand Keona listened to Rin's singing. She hoped that everything will work as planed and Rin won't act like this anymore.
What do ya think? Short yes....Review! The song was No Way To Say By Ayumi Hamasaki and oh yeah! The summary....
Let's just say that Rin gets everything about Sesshoumaru and The Moonlight Shadow Spell mixed up and she gets into a lot of trouble by... MenoMaru, who is the dude that InuYasha kills in the first movie. I'm going to make him come back cause I want him too! Lol It took like six months to make up for it to be either MenoMaru or Naraku! I had the movie in Japanese form Japan so I kinda watched it a hundred times lol!! Ok so Review!