Hey guys, I'm so sorry for the long wait! The net didn't work and my brother formatted the computer so I lost everything! Sorry guys, I have to start all over again, so yeah, I hope you enjoy this n I'm really sorry, oh yeah, I'm sorry to those people out there without no mothers and I hope I didn't make you cry, anyways enjoy:

Chapter 3: letters

Dearest Mami

Hey, how you? Me? I'm not doing so well. Touya is still hanging out with his friends, and coming home and smelling like piss. Even though he makes me feel really bad and angry, I feel sorry for him. He promised my mother that he would make her proud; I wished he kept his promise.

It's weird, but I think that he does those things because it's his only way he can cope. It must be really hard for him. But I still think he should take care of us more, so I wouldn't have to do so many things. I hate his friends too! They are all jerks!

You know what one of them did to me?! It was late at night and they were in my brother's room, one of them went down stairs to go to the "toilet". I was sitting down watching TV and his friend sat next to me, put his arm around me and asked "What are you watching?"

I told him I was watching this movie then he started kissing my cheeks and went down to my boobs! I wanted to cry, I tried to push him off but he was too strong. I wanted to yell out but I didn't want to wake up my father.

It was horrible! He took off my shirt and lay on top of me! I told him if he went any further I would call the police. He stopped and begged me not to tell Touya. I wouldn't tell Touya because I don't really want to talk to him.

Anyway, I love writing to you, you always listen/read all my problems, I feel like a burden though. You're like one of my best friends; I wish I could be a better friend for you. I wish you all the luck in your life because you deserve it.

Well enough about me, how bout you? How is it going over there? I hope you're doing well in your studies. You want to be a doctor right? I'll come to you whenever I am sick, but you might get sick of me. I better go now, tell me everything exciting that happened okay. Bye

Lots of love from you best friend, Sakura

To Sakura

Hey, how are you? Me? I'm doing great hehehe, I'll tell you why I'm so happy at the end of the letter okay hehehe, it's the best news, so I'll save the best for last.

Anyways I reckon your brother is a fag and should take a shower and wear a nappy! Stupid baby! I don't know why you feel sorry for him! He left you to do all the house work so he can get drunk and have fun with his friends! Some brother, no offence or anything, but if I were your mother, I wouldn't be proud of him!

Oh my god! I can't believe his friend did that to you! You know what that is, it's called sexual harassment! You should have told someone about! Or screamed! Who cares if you dad wakes up, at least you would be safe! You should think more about your self than other people! You important too and if anything ever happened to you I would flood the world with my tears.

You should tell Touya! I know Touya, and I know that he would kill the guy! He cares a lot about you Sakura... I think... well he should! But you have to tell someone else but me! You seriously need some help; maybe you should see the counsellor or something? Please do it, for me.

And you're not a burden! You're my best friend and I love helping you out! You always helped me out before so it's about time I returned the favour! And never change the way you are because that's why I love you so much! And you deserve some luck too so with this letter I'm giving you a lucky charm! I hope you like it.

And yes I want to be a doctor! And you can come to me whenever you want coz I can never get enough of see my best friend (that's you, Sakura). And you can be a nurse that works with me! Hehehe that would be so cool! Hehehe.

Oh yeah the good news! Well you know how I always talk about Jared, the guy I like, well I got the courage to tell him that I liked him and guess what!? He said he loved me too and now we are going out! I'm so happy! His always saying how much he misses me and everything!

His the sweetest guy ever, he bring my favourite flower to school and holds my hand all the time! I love him so much! I'm so lucky I have him. Hehehe his reading the letter and his saying that his the lucky one! How sweet! Hehehe Well I better go! I'll see you later and I hope you are has happy has I am one day!

Big hug and kisses from your best friend, Mami.

Hey, so what did you think about it? RR and no flames okay hehehe and I apologise for making you wait so long byes.