A/N: Read and review. If you don't like the pairing, too bad, I do not accept flames. I do not own blah blah....
This world is full of cruel irony. Everything is a paradox. Love is hate. War is peace. It's nothing like my world. Here, because of love, I am hated. Here, I must fight to keep the peace. Here, my friends must be my enemies. In my world, what I do is my buisness and mine alone, and no one would care if I did there what I have done here. But nomatter what, I am condemned to this world until further notice.
There are some good things about this world, however. That stupid fox being one of them. I learned to love here. Before I came here, I was cold and unfeeling, killing when I had to and never missing a trick. Yet, as everything does, feelings have a price, and that price is pain. Because I have fallen in love with the fox, I am suddenly subject to all sorts of ridicule. And guilt, another new emotion, prevents me from killing the patronizing fools who dare to play with my newfound feelings. That damn carrot top and that cocky bastard.
Why must they do these things to me? It was bad enough having to walk through the idiots hand in hand with Kurama, listening to them snicker as we passed, but their jokes were just cruel. Wrestling me into womens' clothing, telling dirty jokes that I had to have Kurama explain so I could understand...those alone were too much. But whenever I picked my lover up from school, the glares we received were so saturated with hate that they made me cringe. As ironic as it is, I hated the hate.
I regret nothing that has happened between Shuiichi and I. I love him with all my heart, every fiber of my being. He is everthing anyone could ever hope for. But I do wish that someone could understand. Love alone with no one to talk to is....lonely...
This world is full of cruel irony. Everything is a paradox. Love is hate. War is peace. It's nothing like my world. Here, because of love, I am hated. Here, I must fight to keep the peace. Here, my friends must be my enemies. In my world, what I do is my buisness and mine alone, and no one would care if I did there what I have done here. But nomatter what, I am condemned to this world until further notice.
There are some good things about this world, however. That stupid fox being one of them. I learned to love here. Before I came here, I was cold and unfeeling, killing when I had to and never missing a trick. Yet, as everything does, feelings have a price, and that price is pain. Because I have fallen in love with the fox, I am suddenly subject to all sorts of ridicule. And guilt, another new emotion, prevents me from killing the patronizing fools who dare to play with my newfound feelings. That damn carrot top and that cocky bastard.
Why must they do these things to me? It was bad enough having to walk through the idiots hand in hand with Kurama, listening to them snicker as we passed, but their jokes were just cruel. Wrestling me into womens' clothing, telling dirty jokes that I had to have Kurama explain so I could understand...those alone were too much. But whenever I picked my lover up from school, the glares we received were so saturated with hate that they made me cringe. As ironic as it is, I hated the hate.
I regret nothing that has happened between Shuiichi and I. I love him with all my heart, every fiber of my being. He is everthing anyone could ever hope for. But I do wish that someone could understand. Love alone with no one to talk to is....lonely...