Chapter Five

I Hate Every Thing About You

Ray was interrupted from his sobs when he heard an almighty scream from outside his window. Ray moved from where he was sitting on the bed over to the window seat and looked out the window to see Kai, kneeling on the ground.

Ray knew this would be hard for Kai, as he didn't know the types of emotions that everyone went through. He didn't even cry when he found out that Max died in Ray's arms. It was all because of the way he was trained in the abbey. That place had changed him for good and it would take Kai years to become accustom to the emotions that everyone should have.

"Oh Kai, I wish that I could make things different for you," Ray said to himself as the tears returned to his eyes. "I want the pain to go away, I want things to be the way they were."

Tyson remained where everyone had left him. The emotions that everyone still felt were still strong, and they could not cope with Tyson's as well.

"What happened while I was a way, how could anyone of let this happen?" Tyson asked himself as he still held his face in his hands.

Tyson looked up as he suddenly realised something for himself. He quickly stood up and looked around for the teen that he sought, noticing that he was outside he walked out the sliding doors to him.

"Why didn't you stop him, why didn't you try and save him?"

Kai got to his feet and turned to look at the distraught Tyson. "What do you mean Tyson?"

"Your our captain, our leader, we trust you with our lives. Why didn't you try and stop Max?" he asked again hoping that Kai will give him an answer.

"Yes I am your captain and I am your leader, but I can't follow ever move you make and try and figure out what other peoples moves will be. When Tala shot Max I-"

"Tala...Tala shot Max?" Tyson asked hoping what Kai had said was incorrect.

"Yes, its true," Kai said bowing his head.

Tyson bowed his head to the side as he tried to let the news sink in with out him bursting into tears. "As an ex-Demolition boy you should have know of this kind of behaviour," Tyson said.

"How was I supposed to know that Tala was going to try something stupid like this? I am not his minder and I am defiantly not yours or anybody else in this team!" Kai shouted as he pointed to Tyson then to the house indicating to the people in question.

"No, but you were the one we trusted, we trusted you with our lives, Max most of all. And now he's dead and it is all your fault!" Tyson shouted through his pain.

"Well now you know never to put your trust in me, cause as you can see people wind up dead," Kai said as he turned his back on Tyson and began to walk away.

"Why you..." Tyson pounced on Kai's back pushing him to the ground where he started to punch and kick him.

Ray looked out the window again trying to control his crying, as he watched Kai begin to talk to Tyson. He was hoping that Tyson might be able to try and get some of Kai's strength, as there are still hard times to come. Ray watched a bit longer as he saw Kai turn his back on Tyson and to see Tyson start attacking Kai.

"Kai!" Ray cried as he got up from where he sat and began to run to his aid.

Kenny sat on his bed in his room, huddled into a little ball. He didn't like sharing his pain, he knew he would just get in the way of everyone else as they tried to cope of the loss of their dearest friend. The one that always wore a smile on his face no matter what was happening.

Kenny sighed through a sob that was trying to break free. He missed him, he missed Max so much, but he didn't want it to show, he wanted to be strong, he wanted to be strong like Kai, so he could help everyone out. But with every thought that he gets of Max, or if he sees the pictures that they have of him around the house, with Tyson, by himself or with the group, he can't help it he just breaks down. He didn't want it to affect him this much, he shouldn't let it affect him this much.

Kenny wiped his eyes and stood up from his bed and was about to go over to Dizzy when he heard a cry come from outside his door.

Kenny rushed out of his room to see Ray running down the stair to outside the house. 'What's going on? Please god, please tell me that non of my friends are hurt?' Kenny followed soon after Ray to see what was going on.

"Tyson stop it!" Ray cried as he came outside to see Tyson punching and kicking Kai. "Get off him!"

Ray turned to the house to hear someone coming, only to see it was Kenny.

Kenny rushed past Ray to push Tyson off Kai. "Get off him." Kenny said as stood between Tyson and Kai

"Kai are you ok?" Ray said as he rushed to Kai's side looking him over for injuries.

"I'm fine," Kai answered in his cold-hearted voice, as he helped himself up.

"I hate you!" Tyson shouted as he to got to his feet and was stopped by Kenny before he pounced on Kai again.

Kai turned to face him and wiped the blood away from his lips and spat out some blood that was in his mouth. "You hate me?"

Tyson nodded. "I hate everything about you. I wish you have never come and joined us."

"Kai, he doesn't mean that," Ray said as he came to Kai's side. "He is just emotional."

"No let him speak. If he has something to say he might as well say it now," Kai said looking to Ray who was situated beside him then to Tyson who was still being held back by Kenny. "Come on Tyson no one has stopped you talking before, so please continue."

"Ever since you joined the Bladebreakers you have been a cold hearted bastard, treating us all like shit. But then one day you changed, we all made you see that we were your friends," Tyson said as Kenny had loosen his grip on him. "Things changed around here and we all became friends, we put our trust in you. Ray most of all, as he had realised how much of a connection you to shared."

Kai turned to Ray and looked at him. Tyson was right Ray and he did share a special bond, a bond that no one else shared.

"The connection that you sheared with Ray made you see things from a different perspective, and turned you into how are today," Tyson moved forward. "What happened to you Kai, what changed in you when I went away?"

"Nothing changed in him Tyson, Kai is the same person he was when you left," Kenny told him as he moved forward to stand next to the blue haired blader.

"Maybe for you, but he will never be the same to me or Max," Tyson said pushing past Kai to go back into the house and to his room that he and Max shared once, before he left to go over seas.

Kenny looked to Kai and Ray who were standing there in silence. "I will leave you to alone now," he said with a slight smile as he began to walk away.

"Kenny!" Ray called after the small boy as he slightly followed him.

Kenny turned to look at the White Tiger that.

"Thanks. Thanks for coming to my aid and helping Kai," Ray said with a slight smile. "I don't know what I would have done with out you."

Kenny slightly smiled and walked up the wooden steps to get to the back entrance to the house.

Ray watched Kenny walk into the house then turned to see Kai walking through the garden to get to the lake that was situated at the back of there home that the BBA had supplied to them. Ray followed slowly behind Kai so not to disturb him, as he knew that he like his space.