Memories of a distant love
chapter 4
You cry... so alone you cry of happiness
Residence Kinomoto 10:30 a.m
Kero already made a while that had left to that of Tomoyo, and as much its father as its brother Touya had left, because they had things to make, he didn't like a lot to be alone, because when that happened, she got lost in its thoughts, in its sad thoughts, and as always she spoke I get same, while its mind flew ago not a country very distant, made a you take care of called Hong Kong and to be more necessary a boy that lived there made
- Syaoran... my dear Syaoran like you will be? Did you still remember me, did you miss me as much as me to you or have you forgotten me, because you don't call me?, because you don't write me? Is it that you maybe love no longer me? - one cries fell slipping for their cheek - curse! Another time I am crying, had already been able to overcome that, was it again happy, cheerful and am I always surrounded of people that love me and do they worry about me, because another time I have to be crying, because?...
To who I try to deceive if nobody knows more than me because I am this way... is it for Syaoran, is everything for him and of sure they did wonder because him, did they wonder and does myself wonder because to suffer for somebody that I have not seen for 6 years, but is my answer to such a question because I want it too much, too much and will my happiness and happiness never be complete, until it doesn't return with me, alone I wait that that day it arrives soon, because.... did the bell sound and did I leave my thoughts I wonder who will be? Do lower the stairways and did I assist the door the postman it was, did give me a letter that said that it was for "Sakura Kinomoto" "for my" do I tell myself to my same one who the one that writes me will be? Good soon I will know it, in short I go to the kitchen and I get ready a cup of tea and the accommodation in a tray next to some cookies and the blissful letter that I don't still know neither who sends it to me, I go up accent the tray in the desk and I sit down to take the tea and to read my letter and almost I turn everything from the surprise when reading the sender of this, thick and torrents cry they began to flow of eyes, it had been amazed, could not react, it was the, the had written me...
- Li Syaoran says, Syaoran wrote me after 6 years, I will know about the, alone I wait that they are not bad news, good I suppose that alone I will find out when opens it, to see that says:
Dear Sakura:
" Good I don't really know that to tell you, because I am really embarrassed, embarrassed by not having me official statement with you as long as time, but is it that my shyness my damned problem will always be, did you wonder that has to see this? Because that gave me pain to call you, yes, gave me shame and neither I know because, so many times we have talked, so many times we have talked on the phone, until I cheer up to tell you that I liked you, you remember that? I don't know it but so many madwomen ideas have been crossed by the head, as thinking that you have already forgotten me and perhaps already have somebody to the one who to want or that you hate me for not having me official statement neither to have completed that promise or that you have gotten angry for the same thing, because you that that made is unforgivable alone I wait that at least you don't hate me and that at least you remind me.
I have so many things that to tell you, so many feelings retained by those that I wonder every day because demons are quiet!, because I didn't tell you all that felt, although perhaps you already knew it or perhaps not truly don't know it, the only thing that is been that I am in Hong Kong and you in Japan, and that every day is a hell for me, I want to see you, I no longer tolerate here I have of crying, of crying the whole day, if truly it is this way and I don't accuse you if you are surprised what I tell you, the cold and Chinese young stranger this saying this, but you don't create that I continue being this way, because your faces that all my seriousness and neither he/she calms down they go to the devil and alone wants to smile and to burn it more than he/she can... to smile that is something that is no longer accustomed to it turns in my, not since Japan abandons.
Good we change some topic, I want that you count me on you, I want to know as these that you have been making and all the related with you. do I count you a secret? You know, Daidouji sends myself your picture that is of some months ago, and you have left me impressed, impressed with your beauty and of that changed that these, of the pretty thing that these, rather would say that this extremely beautiful one as always has been. That makes him to become re-nervous and that I die go to see you but unfortunately the duties of my clan don't still finish them reason for which I have not been able to return to Japan.
Good I believe that I still have thousands of things to say but I prefer to tell it to you in person, so I will finish this letter, waiting your answer, I would also like that we talked so on The phone I wait that you call me since I still have the cellular one that Daidouji gives myself.
I say goodbye to you my dear Sakura, a big kiss
A lot of Li loves you Syaoran."
Pd: please doesn't tell Daidouji that of the picture, because supposedly a secret was yes?
Leave the letter on the desk and throws me to the bed I am really happy, after so much time I had news of the, I became very happy.
- I finally knew something of you, dear Syaoran and they were better news of what had imagined, he had already thought that I had forgotten, for it is not this way just the opposite he loves me and it misses me as much as me, if now that I am sure of it, I will call it a while ago that I want to listen their voice and to chat... but it will be later I have to finish the chores of the house.
Under and I begin to clean the kitchen, then the dining room and for I finish I put the clothes in the washing machine, return to the kitchen and prepare a cookies of chocolate, I don't know for that they gave me desires of making them the accent in oven and I go to spread the clothes but when leaving the kitchen the street door opens up and my father enters for her
- good afternoon daughter, do I see that these making the chores, don't you want him to help?
- good afternoon dad, it is not necessary already almost finish wait a moment and do we take the tea together you want?, I have just prepared some cookies of chocolate that now are in the oven
- ah already sees for that reason it feels so rich aroma, it is that case I will go preparing the tea
- this well, thank you
- of anything Sakura
after spreading the clothes and when we were taking the tea eating the rich cookies, my brother arrived accompanied by Yukito
- hello monster, hello dad good afternoon
- I mate!!!! How many times I have told you that you don't tell this way me!!!
- good afternoon son, good afternoon Yukito like these?
- good afternoon Mr. Kinomoto thank you is well, hello Sakura like these?
- am Yukito thank you well, do you want to take tea?
- Yes thank you Sakura
after to take tea and to converse with Yukito and to fight with my brother I ascended to my room throws me in my bed and I prepared to call to Syaoran...
(the following thing the telephone call)
Ring, Ring sounded a Telephone in Hong Kong in the room of Syaoran, but unfortunately the boy had left with Kiosuke to make a work in the house of this I finish forgetting the cellular Telephone
- because Syaoran won't answer? After some minutes the answering machine you asset receiving the call
- "hello, I am at this time Li Syaoran I am not so please leaves your message and phone nº and I will communicate with you when it is possible"
- Syaoran not goes at least this good one I will leave him a message
(message)
- "Hello Syaoran Sakura speaks a while ago that we don't see each other I would say that too much, but good that doesn't care alone I love you that I received your letter and did give me a lot of pleasure, did plan to talk a moment with you but, because it will be in another moment and if you have some free minute do you call me yes?
until message luego"(end)
- good I hope he listens my message and calls me...
Residence Li Hong Kong 6:00 p.m
- thank you Syaoran truly thanks that you have helped me with that task you already know that the mathematics is not of my pleasure
- if I know it and it is noticed! Li says laughing
- that is so amusing?
- it is not that it is amusing alone you reminded me to somebody
- and to the one who if one can know Syaoran?
- neither she liked a lot the mathematics
- seriously? And by the way you have not been still swims of that person, you made what you counted me
- * * ^ ^ * * hey... yes
- hello brother, hello Kiosuke like these? Fanren said
- well thank you good afternoon
- good afternoon, Fuutie and Shiefa said
- hello sisters, and where this Feimei? It is always the first one in appearing
- do I believe that this in their room for that? I ask Fanren
- for anything alone Fanren asked
- mmmm.... don't I know lately they are very suspicious both that are brought among hands, will be hiding something? Fuutie said
- not that you say! We don't hide anything
- hello brother, until you arrive lately these leaving a lot, Feimei said
- not so much and we also went to make a work with Kiosuke
- what you say.... ah! Do you know? As two hours ago or such you see a little more it sounded enough your cellular telephone but when he/she will enter to answer accent of sounding, because you don't notice such you see they left you some message
- if clear now I go thank you
- of anything
- ah... Wei!
- yes young Syaoran, good afternoon that wants? Good late Young Kiosuke
- good afternoon Mister Wei
- Wei could please go up some sodas to my room
- clear at once I take it to him
- thank you (they go up the stairways)
- (when entering to the room) to see where this that telephone... ah here
- and do tell me then Syaoran you sent the letter to Sakura, when it was?
- the other days that we were talking on this same after you left I wrote the letter to Daidouji and Sakura
- that also wrote to that girl? I ask Kiosuke
- if it is this way she one of those that cheer up to write him was and it was also always a great help for me when I was in Japan and if it was not for her I had not found out of how this Sakura now
- I understand you and you are right, Kiosuke said
- if truth.... good Feimei is right there is a message we will see that says:
"Hello Syaoran Sakura speaks a while ago that we don't see each other I would say that too much, but good that doesn't care alone I love you that I received your letter and did give me a lot of pleasure, did he/she plan to talk a moment with you but, because it will be in another moment and if you have some free minute do you call me yes?
see you later"
- Syaoran, Syaoran hears! You listen to me reacts, Kiosuke said shaking its hand before the face of Li
- hey... that happens? Did you speak to me?
- undoubtedly you were icy, you didn't respond that passed you it seems that she received your quicker letter from what imagined
- if such you see... but it will be better than then she calls it, the truth is amazed didn't hope called just like that
- and because you don't call it now?
- I prefer to call it later since although here they are the 6:00 p.m there is difference horaria with Japan and there they should hardly be the 2:00 or 3:00 p.m and such you not see this in their house or it went out for that reason with Daidouji I prefer to call it then since I know that it will be
- ah... good you make it like want, I answer Kiosuke
toc, toc
- happen, Syaoran said
Wei enters accent the drinks and leaves
- do you want to stay to have dinner Kiosuke? One doesn't eat so much alone time you can pass in your house your sister it arrives for the night and your mother you the raisin traveling
- a friend gets used you believe me
- if you are right
1 hour later
Toc, Toc
- if? Happen, Li said
- young permission Syaoran but the dinner this list
- if we already go
(below)
- ah Syaoran and had somebody left a message? Feimei said
- if, you were right later I count you, Syaoran said seeing that its other sisters to come closer
- good barbarian
2 hours after the dinner Syaoran and Kiosuke talked away from the house in the gardens
- good - Kiosuke said getting up and stretching out - we do each other tomorrow good-bye and luck with the call
- * * ^ ^ * * if clear, thank you until tomorrow (he enters to the house)
it ascends to their room and he/she undresses to take a shower, when it leaves the shower it is placed and the nightwear and he goes to bed with the hands behind the head looks at the roof
- ah.... not you that to make, you that I have to call him but... I am not possible he/she gives shame, oh... curse!
that I make that make! I want to call it and to speak with her but, but....
1 hour 1/2...
- oh that make that make ago like one hour that I am this way, devils!
Meanwhile in Japan...
Sakura was already put to bed and although it was early almost the 8:00 p.m, she was tired and he/she wanted to go to bed and Kero that had arrived one hour ago had already been slept...
- will have listened my message, I wait that yes, where it would be that their telephone doesn't answer, good I suppose that I forget it, not you.....
Ring, Ring....
-Hello who speaks?
- Sakura? Syaoran speaks....
to be continued.....
notes: nihao!!! Good I believe that you this putting good, I hope to follow this way it, and they already know that for what want my mail it is: Lilikayanagisawa@hotmail.com ó lilika@universoccs.zzn.com
Sayonara, Lilika Yanagisawa
chapter 4
You cry... so alone you cry of happiness
Residence Kinomoto 10:30 a.m
Kero already made a while that had left to that of Tomoyo, and as much its father as its brother Touya had left, because they had things to make, he didn't like a lot to be alone, because when that happened, she got lost in its thoughts, in its sad thoughts, and as always she spoke I get same, while its mind flew ago not a country very distant, made a you take care of called Hong Kong and to be more necessary a boy that lived there made
- Syaoran... my dear Syaoran like you will be? Did you still remember me, did you miss me as much as me to you or have you forgotten me, because you don't call me?, because you don't write me? Is it that you maybe love no longer me? - one cries fell slipping for their cheek - curse! Another time I am crying, had already been able to overcome that, was it again happy, cheerful and am I always surrounded of people that love me and do they worry about me, because another time I have to be crying, because?...
To who I try to deceive if nobody knows more than me because I am this way... is it for Syaoran, is everything for him and of sure they did wonder because him, did they wonder and does myself wonder because to suffer for somebody that I have not seen for 6 years, but is my answer to such a question because I want it too much, too much and will my happiness and happiness never be complete, until it doesn't return with me, alone I wait that that day it arrives soon, because.... did the bell sound and did I leave my thoughts I wonder who will be? Do lower the stairways and did I assist the door the postman it was, did give me a letter that said that it was for "Sakura Kinomoto" "for my" do I tell myself to my same one who the one that writes me will be? Good soon I will know it, in short I go to the kitchen and I get ready a cup of tea and the accommodation in a tray next to some cookies and the blissful letter that I don't still know neither who sends it to me, I go up accent the tray in the desk and I sit down to take the tea and to read my letter and almost I turn everything from the surprise when reading the sender of this, thick and torrents cry they began to flow of eyes, it had been amazed, could not react, it was the, the had written me...
- Li Syaoran says, Syaoran wrote me after 6 years, I will know about the, alone I wait that they are not bad news, good I suppose that alone I will find out when opens it, to see that says:
Dear Sakura:
" Good I don't really know that to tell you, because I am really embarrassed, embarrassed by not having me official statement with you as long as time, but is it that my shyness my damned problem will always be, did you wonder that has to see this? Because that gave me pain to call you, yes, gave me shame and neither I know because, so many times we have talked, so many times we have talked on the phone, until I cheer up to tell you that I liked you, you remember that? I don't know it but so many madwomen ideas have been crossed by the head, as thinking that you have already forgotten me and perhaps already have somebody to the one who to want or that you hate me for not having me official statement neither to have completed that promise or that you have gotten angry for the same thing, because you that that made is unforgivable alone I wait that at least you don't hate me and that at least you remind me.
I have so many things that to tell you, so many feelings retained by those that I wonder every day because demons are quiet!, because I didn't tell you all that felt, although perhaps you already knew it or perhaps not truly don't know it, the only thing that is been that I am in Hong Kong and you in Japan, and that every day is a hell for me, I want to see you, I no longer tolerate here I have of crying, of crying the whole day, if truly it is this way and I don't accuse you if you are surprised what I tell you, the cold and Chinese young stranger this saying this, but you don't create that I continue being this way, because your faces that all my seriousness and neither he/she calms down they go to the devil and alone wants to smile and to burn it more than he/she can... to smile that is something that is no longer accustomed to it turns in my, not since Japan abandons.
Good we change some topic, I want that you count me on you, I want to know as these that you have been making and all the related with you. do I count you a secret? You know, Daidouji sends myself your picture that is of some months ago, and you have left me impressed, impressed with your beauty and of that changed that these, of the pretty thing that these, rather would say that this extremely beautiful one as always has been. That makes him to become re-nervous and that I die go to see you but unfortunately the duties of my clan don't still finish them reason for which I have not been able to return to Japan.
Good I believe that I still have thousands of things to say but I prefer to tell it to you in person, so I will finish this letter, waiting your answer, I would also like that we talked so on The phone I wait that you call me since I still have the cellular one that Daidouji gives myself.
I say goodbye to you my dear Sakura, a big kiss
A lot of Li loves you Syaoran."
Pd: please doesn't tell Daidouji that of the picture, because supposedly a secret was yes?
Leave the letter on the desk and throws me to the bed I am really happy, after so much time I had news of the, I became very happy.
- I finally knew something of you, dear Syaoran and they were better news of what had imagined, he had already thought that I had forgotten, for it is not this way just the opposite he loves me and it misses me as much as me, if now that I am sure of it, I will call it a while ago that I want to listen their voice and to chat... but it will be later I have to finish the chores of the house.
Under and I begin to clean the kitchen, then the dining room and for I finish I put the clothes in the washing machine, return to the kitchen and prepare a cookies of chocolate, I don't know for that they gave me desires of making them the accent in oven and I go to spread the clothes but when leaving the kitchen the street door opens up and my father enters for her
- good afternoon daughter, do I see that these making the chores, don't you want him to help?
- good afternoon dad, it is not necessary already almost finish wait a moment and do we take the tea together you want?, I have just prepared some cookies of chocolate that now are in the oven
- ah already sees for that reason it feels so rich aroma, it is that case I will go preparing the tea
- this well, thank you
- of anything Sakura
after spreading the clothes and when we were taking the tea eating the rich cookies, my brother arrived accompanied by Yukito
- hello monster, hello dad good afternoon
- I mate!!!! How many times I have told you that you don't tell this way me!!!
- good afternoon son, good afternoon Yukito like these?
- good afternoon Mr. Kinomoto thank you is well, hello Sakura like these?
- am Yukito thank you well, do you want to take tea?
- Yes thank you Sakura
after to take tea and to converse with Yukito and to fight with my brother I ascended to my room throws me in my bed and I prepared to call to Syaoran...
(the following thing the telephone call)
Ring, Ring sounded a Telephone in Hong Kong in the room of Syaoran, but unfortunately the boy had left with Kiosuke to make a work in the house of this I finish forgetting the cellular Telephone
- because Syaoran won't answer? After some minutes the answering machine you asset receiving the call
- "hello, I am at this time Li Syaoran I am not so please leaves your message and phone nº and I will communicate with you when it is possible"
- Syaoran not goes at least this good one I will leave him a message
(message)
- "Hello Syaoran Sakura speaks a while ago that we don't see each other I would say that too much, but good that doesn't care alone I love you that I received your letter and did give me a lot of pleasure, did plan to talk a moment with you but, because it will be in another moment and if you have some free minute do you call me yes?
until message luego"(end)
- good I hope he listens my message and calls me...
Residence Li Hong Kong 6:00 p.m
- thank you Syaoran truly thanks that you have helped me with that task you already know that the mathematics is not of my pleasure
- if I know it and it is noticed! Li says laughing
- that is so amusing?
- it is not that it is amusing alone you reminded me to somebody
- and to the one who if one can know Syaoran?
- neither she liked a lot the mathematics
- seriously? And by the way you have not been still swims of that person, you made what you counted me
- * * ^ ^ * * hey... yes
- hello brother, hello Kiosuke like these? Fanren said
- well thank you good afternoon
- good afternoon, Fuutie and Shiefa said
- hello sisters, and where this Feimei? It is always the first one in appearing
- do I believe that this in their room for that? I ask Fanren
- for anything alone Fanren asked
- mmmm.... don't I know lately they are very suspicious both that are brought among hands, will be hiding something? Fuutie said
- not that you say! We don't hide anything
- hello brother, until you arrive lately these leaving a lot, Feimei said
- not so much and we also went to make a work with Kiosuke
- what you say.... ah! Do you know? As two hours ago or such you see a little more it sounded enough your cellular telephone but when he/she will enter to answer accent of sounding, because you don't notice such you see they left you some message
- if clear now I go thank you
- of anything
- ah... Wei!
- yes young Syaoran, good afternoon that wants? Good late Young Kiosuke
- good afternoon Mister Wei
- Wei could please go up some sodas to my room
- clear at once I take it to him
- thank you (they go up the stairways)
- (when entering to the room) to see where this that telephone... ah here
- and do tell me then Syaoran you sent the letter to Sakura, when it was?
- the other days that we were talking on this same after you left I wrote the letter to Daidouji and Sakura
- that also wrote to that girl? I ask Kiosuke
- if it is this way she one of those that cheer up to write him was and it was also always a great help for me when I was in Japan and if it was not for her I had not found out of how this Sakura now
- I understand you and you are right, Kiosuke said
- if truth.... good Feimei is right there is a message we will see that says:
"Hello Syaoran Sakura speaks a while ago that we don't see each other I would say that too much, but good that doesn't care alone I love you that I received your letter and did give me a lot of pleasure, did he/she plan to talk a moment with you but, because it will be in another moment and if you have some free minute do you call me yes?
see you later"
- Syaoran, Syaoran hears! You listen to me reacts, Kiosuke said shaking its hand before the face of Li
- hey... that happens? Did you speak to me?
- undoubtedly you were icy, you didn't respond that passed you it seems that she received your quicker letter from what imagined
- if such you see... but it will be better than then she calls it, the truth is amazed didn't hope called just like that
- and because you don't call it now?
- I prefer to call it later since although here they are the 6:00 p.m there is difference horaria with Japan and there they should hardly be the 2:00 or 3:00 p.m and such you not see this in their house or it went out for that reason with Daidouji I prefer to call it then since I know that it will be
- ah... good you make it like want, I answer Kiosuke
toc, toc
- happen, Syaoran said
Wei enters accent the drinks and leaves
- do you want to stay to have dinner Kiosuke? One doesn't eat so much alone time you can pass in your house your sister it arrives for the night and your mother you the raisin traveling
- a friend gets used you believe me
- if you are right
1 hour later
Toc, Toc
- if? Happen, Li said
- young permission Syaoran but the dinner this list
- if we already go
(below)
- ah Syaoran and had somebody left a message? Feimei said
- if, you were right later I count you, Syaoran said seeing that its other sisters to come closer
- good barbarian
2 hours after the dinner Syaoran and Kiosuke talked away from the house in the gardens
- good - Kiosuke said getting up and stretching out - we do each other tomorrow good-bye and luck with the call
- * * ^ ^ * * if clear, thank you until tomorrow (he enters to the house)
it ascends to their room and he/she undresses to take a shower, when it leaves the shower it is placed and the nightwear and he goes to bed with the hands behind the head looks at the roof
- ah.... not you that to make, you that I have to call him but... I am not possible he/she gives shame, oh... curse!
that I make that make! I want to call it and to speak with her but, but....
1 hour 1/2...
- oh that make that make ago like one hour that I am this way, devils!
Meanwhile in Japan...
Sakura was already put to bed and although it was early almost the 8:00 p.m, she was tired and he/she wanted to go to bed and Kero that had arrived one hour ago had already been slept...
- will have listened my message, I wait that yes, where it would be that their telephone doesn't answer, good I suppose that I forget it, not you.....
Ring, Ring....
-Hello who speaks?
- Sakura? Syaoran speaks....
to be continued.....
notes: nihao!!! Good I believe that you this putting good, I hope to follow this way it, and they already know that for what want my mail it is: Lilikayanagisawa@hotmail.com ó lilika@universoccs.zzn.com
Sayonara, Lilika Yanagisawa