Memories of a distant love
chapter 5
It releases conversation... and memories
- Sya.. Syaoran?, (something trembling Sakura had said)
- hello like Sakura have been? (said serious and nervously Syaoran)
- well, do I suppose and your?
- the same thing says, I was surprised your call I didn't think that you answered so soon
- because you no longer think this way, does it seem that you no longer knew me you maybe believe that he would not answer your letter I believe that although 10 years passed, people that we know and do we appreciate although they change the same ones they will always be inside, don't you believe it?
- if him you but... good what happens is that I wrote you that letter because... because I believed it necessary, taenia that to tell you eats up felt, but in fact she didn't wait that you answered me, I believed that you hated me or that you were angry with me and that you would not want to know anything about my, but even so I wrote you and good...
- Syaoran I could not hate you, even this way if you didn't never return, it would not hate you, could never make it
- and that because?
- for the simple reason that you are a person to which estimate a lot, and also because your has always been very sweet and kind with me, like it could hate you on the contrary I love you very much
- * * * ^ ^ * * * well... you remove me a weight of above, I also love you and I miss you a lot, and although I already told it to you in the letter you excuse me for not having gone, I broke our promise and I feel very bad for it and...
- you don't have to apologize neither to feel bad, if you have not broken it I still wait for you or rather I wait that we see each other again, as I told it to you already 6 years ago I will expect the time that is, and if you cannot still come and we cannot see each other I understand you, your you are and you have a very busy and important life, you are the heir of a very important and powerful dynasty and you have many things that to make, for that reason it is that in the message that leaves you I said that you called me alone if you had a free minute to be able to talk.
- but that you say, if I also wanted to speak with you in the letter I told it to you, and as for my clan they can leave to the devil lately I don't have spirits to train, or to carry out any task of the my clan, the only thing that I want is to return to Japan
- but until you finish your pending matters you won't be able to return or I make a mistake Syaoran
- no, you don't make a mistake Sakura it is this way and him you but I am not able to, I don't simply want to finish those matters, the truth the only thing that I make now is to go to the preparatory one and then to go to bed in my bed and to stay in my room the whole day, I have a called friend Kiosuke and when the one comes, I leave but I prefer to be alone in my room
- like it is that Syaoran, I ignore you I cannot believe what I am listening, your that you were so active you liked the sports and the martial arts that I cannot believe so much you to tell me that
- myself ignores myself Sakura, believe me and I even like the sports and all that, you should in when I practice them but I no longer have spirits to no longer make it, and now change topic you want that I told you in my letter that wanted to know about you and you have not still told me anything, if I cannot see you at least you count me that you have been making in these years
- because my life has not changed a lot, I continue living with my dad, my brother that continues as annoying as always and Kero of course, I go to the preparatory Tomoeda with Tomoyo and the other ones, I am still porrista in short...
- if I understand you, and do the other ones refer Yamazaki, Mihara and the other girls?
- exactly
- and them like they are?
- they are well, Yamazaki continues being so or lying than before, Chiharu lives him nagging, Rika so kind as always, Naoko so fanatic of the terror as always, and Tomoyo continues filming I eat up of habit, and good although the years pass and we with them inside continue being the same ones
- do I already see, and do say I eat up this Tsukihiro? And did you also know something of Hiragizawa since left?
- Yukito this well, continues being my brother's better friend and therefore reap coming accidentally followed to house today it was here, as for Eriol you little but you that this well, and I also believe that lately there is something between the and Tomoyo because very good friends have become and they are written with something of frequency
- of you will see that good I am happy a lot
- if, exactly Tomoyo told me that to you it would be who would give him but I like since you would make sure this way that the didn't notice my, because says that when we were children you always looked at it with bitterness and you became very jealous when Eriol was brought near and although I admit that I am very distracted many times didn't know the because of your reactions
- * * * * * * * * * * * ^ ^ * * * * * * * * * * * please Sakura, do tell to Daidouji that I don't invent it was not neither I am this way, good I admit that distrusted some the, and did make very since I turn out to be Clow, don't you believe?
- if you are right but Eriol is alone its reincarnation
- him you Sakura, I am their descendant you believe that not you of the one
- it is not that you that you know everything as for magic, more than I since am a great witchdoctor
- your is also it Sakura because you tell me that me not you all many things taught me, you taught me as to be more solidary and to forget my selfishness a little, to be kinder and the most important thing taught me to love, and to love you that it is something that alone your you taught me, that feeling that I didn't have, or perhaps if but it was hidden very inside my being and that my arrogance and indifference could not see
- you were not cold Syaoran, if distrustful but you that you were this way to protect you to yourself
- to that refer?
- people spread to be distrusted or rude alone to defend of the other ones or also fearing being hurt me you understand
- if I understand what you love me and you are right, good it will be better than we cut the chat now because tomorrow you have class and you won't get up if we continue speaking
- don't worry Syaoran for that reason, tomorrow I don't have classes since there will be soccer championship and also of athletics. Therefore I won't have classes, the one that won't rise is your
- not I neither have classes, it is that the professors traveled to a congress
- but does look that coincidence, and then that you will make, won't I forgive you if you stay in your house, you have to leave Syaoran or but you will depress yourself more it trusts my and do make I marry if?
- undoubtedly I will pay you attention, in you I trust blindly and I always made it, since I met you, good rather since we begin to make ourselves friends and since I began to become fond with you
- and from when that was Syaoran if it is that I can know it?
- since we catch the letter return or at least that thinks
- if? And because not these insurance
- because I don't remember those things very well, the truth is that my prettier memories of Japan were when you converted the letters Clow to letters Sakura, since they spent very pretty things in those years, things that not you yes I live again, and that I keep very inside my heart
- all reason has, if it is true for my that the best stage in my life was, do we have a good time much together in that time truth?
- if a lot, and many adventures pass in that time
- it is this way, and also in that time it was... * * ^ _ ^ * * good when...
- when that Sakura? , (Syaoran was confused)
- good when you told me that you liked me
- * * ^ ^ * * to yes you are right and your you answered me before I left, you know? I still conserve the bear that you gave me and also the scarf
- if? I am happy, me... I also conserve the bear that your you gave me, (the voice of Sakura began to among intersecting)
- Sakura these well? Your voice is listened something strange
- it doesn't happen to me anything Syaoran I am... I am well ( said while it felt as their eyes they were filled of you cry without knowing because)
Syaoran listens sobs of her for the telephone and you worries a lot
- Sakura really these well, I listen to you to please sob you tell me the truth, these crying please answers me!
- not! I am not crying ( lied very to their grief) Syaoran doesn't worry, I am really well
- these sure one?
- if he am, please Syaoran always worries about everything, you don't have to worry
- this well if your you say it the I will believe, now if it will be better than we cut conversation, because if we continue speaking goes to dawn
- if you are right (Sakura tried to fake happiness for not worrying it) good then a kiss will speak see you later, another day
- clear, the same thing says I love you much see you later
- me also good-bye
both cut the telephone and Sakura it continued crying in silence
- Syaoran... so much that he/she yearned to listen your voice and now that I have been able to speak with you I begin to cry, I am a fool, silly! I wait that you forgive me I didn't want to lie you but neither me you because I am crying, and I didn't want to worry... it will be better I fall asleep him I promised Tomoyo to go to their house tomorrow... ( leaves the telephone in the desk and goes to bed to sleep)
They were the 9:00 a.m when Sakura you rises and began to get dressed, I lower and alone their father was in the kitchen
- good morning dad
- good morning Sakura, did you sleep well?
- if dad thank you, and does my brother continue sleeping or did he already leave?
- today left early to the university had an important exam and although didn't have classes until the 10:00 a.m wanted to go early to study calm
- I already see, since I enter to the university that you the raisin studying and hardly this in casa(Sakura began to have breakfast)
- is the medicine career, daughter this way it is very complicated, does Touya also work also so when not this working this studying.... by the way today you will go to the house of Tomoyo truth?
- if it is this way as yesterday I stay making the cleaning of the house I told him that today would go
- good in that case that goes you well, I will be here until the 11:00 a.m and then I will leave to the work the most probable thing it is that it arrives late
- like you arrive we always say
- if more or less
- good that goes you very then it vetoes carefully, I will leave inside a while (you rises and it left the kitchen, it went up the stairways)
it arrived to their room and accent a cake portion for when Kero wakes up and you support in the window of its room to contemplate the morning, smiled to if same and said:
- I feel happy, happy for I could listen your voice, 6 years ago didn't listen to you, and although it has already spent so much time, you have not changed in anything at least your voice, continues being as serious, gentile, and sweet as always............ my dear Syaoran, I am happy to know about you, and I am happy more knowledge than you even care I, and as much as you care I, you even love a lot me, that puts me so happy...
- good morning Sakura that to make there not that today you left to that of Tomoyo?
- good morning Kero, if you are right but waited that you woke up to go together, your breakfast this envelope the desk
- thank you Sakurita, I love the cake ( sits down to eat it)
moment later...
- did you already finish?... do you enter in the backpack so that we leave
- if clearing goes
- I already leave dad, see you later
- see you later daughter takes care that have a good time
- thank you
arriving at the house of Tomoyo plays the bell
- if? Who is? I ask a you the mucamas of the house
- I am Sakura Kinomoto
- ah miss Kinomoto, pass, said the mucama and opened the grill
Sakura step for the wide garden until arriving to the entrance door of where Tomoyo came out to receive it
- hello Sakura like these?
- hello Tomoyo, am I very well and your?
- also, but that time it maybe makes happy you step something good
- if, something like that
- good in that case we enter and do you count me if?
- clear
- ah and Kero where this?
- here Tomoyo am hello!, Kero said leaning out of the backpack
- hello Kero, good we enter
in the room of Tomoyo...
- and that it has become he so cheerful Sakura you count me, ah but before ( gets up and goes for their camera) I will film you at this time so special
- Tomoyo ^ _^U
- we go you count me
- good if what happens is I received a letter of Syaoran
- really! Sakura that is fantastic!
- and not alone that talks for telephone last night
- but that well, am I happy for you Sakura and that it counted you, as this the one?
- the this well and told me that forgave it for not having returned, what happens is that it has not still finished their matter slopes in Hong Kong
- good that well, you know I received news of Meiling, this living in a near city to that of Li and soon will write us it sends you greetings
- that good the truth that I forget to ask to Syaoran on her last night
- and I don't accuse you, with the emotion that taenias of talking with neither you remembered those things
- ^ _^U believes that you are right
- good but when they talked again?
- not him you Tomoyo, we are not in anything
- but Sakura like that they were not in anything, in that case for that you don't call it and they are in calling himself at a certain hour
- good it can be but I don't want to bother it the one should have more important things that to make that to be talking with me on the phone
- but Sakura that sews can be but important for the one that to speak with the person that more owner
- * * ^ _ ^ * * Tomoyo that punishes don't continue
- as that it doesn't continue if you are divine when you are embarrassed
- good I already have to leave I have to make the purchases, we will see each other later Tomoyo
- I can accompany, I don't want to stay in my house
- clear, we go
Sakura and Tomoyo left the house of this finishes to make the purchases.
Tomoyo was happy of seeing Sakura so happy but it continued thinking the convenserla way him to call to Syaoran.
- "I have that convenserla that calls it, but como?,bueno will already be happened something I am sure that the convense,Li the stranger very much and I am sure that he loved speak with her again"....
to be continued.....
Nota:Y? did Tomoyo convenserla achieve, will be necessary to wait to the next chapter, do I hope they have liked.
Sayonara, Lilika Yanagisawa
pd:lilika@universoccs.zzn.com, lilikayanagisawa@hotmail.com, or send review onegai it's very important
chapter 5
It releases conversation... and memories
- Sya.. Syaoran?, (something trembling Sakura had said)
- hello like Sakura have been? (said serious and nervously Syaoran)
- well, do I suppose and your?
- the same thing says, I was surprised your call I didn't think that you answered so soon
- because you no longer think this way, does it seem that you no longer knew me you maybe believe that he would not answer your letter I believe that although 10 years passed, people that we know and do we appreciate although they change the same ones they will always be inside, don't you believe it?
- if him you but... good what happens is that I wrote you that letter because... because I believed it necessary, taenia that to tell you eats up felt, but in fact she didn't wait that you answered me, I believed that you hated me or that you were angry with me and that you would not want to know anything about my, but even so I wrote you and good...
- Syaoran I could not hate you, even this way if you didn't never return, it would not hate you, could never make it
- and that because?
- for the simple reason that you are a person to which estimate a lot, and also because your has always been very sweet and kind with me, like it could hate you on the contrary I love you very much
- * * * ^ ^ * * * well... you remove me a weight of above, I also love you and I miss you a lot, and although I already told it to you in the letter you excuse me for not having gone, I broke our promise and I feel very bad for it and...
- you don't have to apologize neither to feel bad, if you have not broken it I still wait for you or rather I wait that we see each other again, as I told it to you already 6 years ago I will expect the time that is, and if you cannot still come and we cannot see each other I understand you, your you are and you have a very busy and important life, you are the heir of a very important and powerful dynasty and you have many things that to make, for that reason it is that in the message that leaves you I said that you called me alone if you had a free minute to be able to talk.
- but that you say, if I also wanted to speak with you in the letter I told it to you, and as for my clan they can leave to the devil lately I don't have spirits to train, or to carry out any task of the my clan, the only thing that I want is to return to Japan
- but until you finish your pending matters you won't be able to return or I make a mistake Syaoran
- no, you don't make a mistake Sakura it is this way and him you but I am not able to, I don't simply want to finish those matters, the truth the only thing that I make now is to go to the preparatory one and then to go to bed in my bed and to stay in my room the whole day, I have a called friend Kiosuke and when the one comes, I leave but I prefer to be alone in my room
- like it is that Syaoran, I ignore you I cannot believe what I am listening, your that you were so active you liked the sports and the martial arts that I cannot believe so much you to tell me that
- myself ignores myself Sakura, believe me and I even like the sports and all that, you should in when I practice them but I no longer have spirits to no longer make it, and now change topic you want that I told you in my letter that wanted to know about you and you have not still told me anything, if I cannot see you at least you count me that you have been making in these years
- because my life has not changed a lot, I continue living with my dad, my brother that continues as annoying as always and Kero of course, I go to the preparatory Tomoeda with Tomoyo and the other ones, I am still porrista in short...
- if I understand you, and do the other ones refer Yamazaki, Mihara and the other girls?
- exactly
- and them like they are?
- they are well, Yamazaki continues being so or lying than before, Chiharu lives him nagging, Rika so kind as always, Naoko so fanatic of the terror as always, and Tomoyo continues filming I eat up of habit, and good although the years pass and we with them inside continue being the same ones
- do I already see, and do say I eat up this Tsukihiro? And did you also know something of Hiragizawa since left?
- Yukito this well, continues being my brother's better friend and therefore reap coming accidentally followed to house today it was here, as for Eriol you little but you that this well, and I also believe that lately there is something between the and Tomoyo because very good friends have become and they are written with something of frequency
- of you will see that good I am happy a lot
- if, exactly Tomoyo told me that to you it would be who would give him but I like since you would make sure this way that the didn't notice my, because says that when we were children you always looked at it with bitterness and you became very jealous when Eriol was brought near and although I admit that I am very distracted many times didn't know the because of your reactions
- * * * * * * * * * * * ^ ^ * * * * * * * * * * * please Sakura, do tell to Daidouji that I don't invent it was not neither I am this way, good I admit that distrusted some the, and did make very since I turn out to be Clow, don't you believe?
- if you are right but Eriol is alone its reincarnation
- him you Sakura, I am their descendant you believe that not you of the one
- it is not that you that you know everything as for magic, more than I since am a great witchdoctor
- your is also it Sakura because you tell me that me not you all many things taught me, you taught me as to be more solidary and to forget my selfishness a little, to be kinder and the most important thing taught me to love, and to love you that it is something that alone your you taught me, that feeling that I didn't have, or perhaps if but it was hidden very inside my being and that my arrogance and indifference could not see
- you were not cold Syaoran, if distrustful but you that you were this way to protect you to yourself
- to that refer?
- people spread to be distrusted or rude alone to defend of the other ones or also fearing being hurt me you understand
- if I understand what you love me and you are right, good it will be better than we cut the chat now because tomorrow you have class and you won't get up if we continue speaking
- don't worry Syaoran for that reason, tomorrow I don't have classes since there will be soccer championship and also of athletics. Therefore I won't have classes, the one that won't rise is your
- not I neither have classes, it is that the professors traveled to a congress
- but does look that coincidence, and then that you will make, won't I forgive you if you stay in your house, you have to leave Syaoran or but you will depress yourself more it trusts my and do make I marry if?
- undoubtedly I will pay you attention, in you I trust blindly and I always made it, since I met you, good rather since we begin to make ourselves friends and since I began to become fond with you
- and from when that was Syaoran if it is that I can know it?
- since we catch the letter return or at least that thinks
- if? And because not these insurance
- because I don't remember those things very well, the truth is that my prettier memories of Japan were when you converted the letters Clow to letters Sakura, since they spent very pretty things in those years, things that not you yes I live again, and that I keep very inside my heart
- all reason has, if it is true for my that the best stage in my life was, do we have a good time much together in that time truth?
- if a lot, and many adventures pass in that time
- it is this way, and also in that time it was... * * ^ _ ^ * * good when...
- when that Sakura? , (Syaoran was confused)
- good when you told me that you liked me
- * * ^ ^ * * to yes you are right and your you answered me before I left, you know? I still conserve the bear that you gave me and also the scarf
- if? I am happy, me... I also conserve the bear that your you gave me, (the voice of Sakura began to among intersecting)
- Sakura these well? Your voice is listened something strange
- it doesn't happen to me anything Syaoran I am... I am well ( said while it felt as their eyes they were filled of you cry without knowing because)
Syaoran listens sobs of her for the telephone and you worries a lot
- Sakura really these well, I listen to you to please sob you tell me the truth, these crying please answers me!
- not! I am not crying ( lied very to their grief) Syaoran doesn't worry, I am really well
- these sure one?
- if he am, please Syaoran always worries about everything, you don't have to worry
- this well if your you say it the I will believe, now if it will be better than we cut conversation, because if we continue speaking goes to dawn
- if you are right (Sakura tried to fake happiness for not worrying it) good then a kiss will speak see you later, another day
- clear, the same thing says I love you much see you later
- me also good-bye
both cut the telephone and Sakura it continued crying in silence
- Syaoran... so much that he/she yearned to listen your voice and now that I have been able to speak with you I begin to cry, I am a fool, silly! I wait that you forgive me I didn't want to lie you but neither me you because I am crying, and I didn't want to worry... it will be better I fall asleep him I promised Tomoyo to go to their house tomorrow... ( leaves the telephone in the desk and goes to bed to sleep)
They were the 9:00 a.m when Sakura you rises and began to get dressed, I lower and alone their father was in the kitchen
- good morning dad
- good morning Sakura, did you sleep well?
- if dad thank you, and does my brother continue sleeping or did he already leave?
- today left early to the university had an important exam and although didn't have classes until the 10:00 a.m wanted to go early to study calm
- I already see, since I enter to the university that you the raisin studying and hardly this in casa(Sakura began to have breakfast)
- is the medicine career, daughter this way it is very complicated, does Touya also work also so when not this working this studying.... by the way today you will go to the house of Tomoyo truth?
- if it is this way as yesterday I stay making the cleaning of the house I told him that today would go
- good in that case that goes you well, I will be here until the 11:00 a.m and then I will leave to the work the most probable thing it is that it arrives late
- like you arrive we always say
- if more or less
- good that goes you very then it vetoes carefully, I will leave inside a while (you rises and it left the kitchen, it went up the stairways)
it arrived to their room and accent a cake portion for when Kero wakes up and you support in the window of its room to contemplate the morning, smiled to if same and said:
- I feel happy, happy for I could listen your voice, 6 years ago didn't listen to you, and although it has already spent so much time, you have not changed in anything at least your voice, continues being as serious, gentile, and sweet as always............ my dear Syaoran, I am happy to know about you, and I am happy more knowledge than you even care I, and as much as you care I, you even love a lot me, that puts me so happy...
- good morning Sakura that to make there not that today you left to that of Tomoyo?
- good morning Kero, if you are right but waited that you woke up to go together, your breakfast this envelope the desk
- thank you Sakurita, I love the cake ( sits down to eat it)
moment later...
- did you already finish?... do you enter in the backpack so that we leave
- if clearing goes
- I already leave dad, see you later
- see you later daughter takes care that have a good time
- thank you
arriving at the house of Tomoyo plays the bell
- if? Who is? I ask a you the mucamas of the house
- I am Sakura Kinomoto
- ah miss Kinomoto, pass, said the mucama and opened the grill
Sakura step for the wide garden until arriving to the entrance door of where Tomoyo came out to receive it
- hello Sakura like these?
- hello Tomoyo, am I very well and your?
- also, but that time it maybe makes happy you step something good
- if, something like that
- good in that case we enter and do you count me if?
- clear
- ah and Kero where this?
- here Tomoyo am hello!, Kero said leaning out of the backpack
- hello Kero, good we enter
in the room of Tomoyo...
- and that it has become he so cheerful Sakura you count me, ah but before ( gets up and goes for their camera) I will film you at this time so special
- Tomoyo ^ _^U
- we go you count me
- good if what happens is I received a letter of Syaoran
- really! Sakura that is fantastic!
- and not alone that talks for telephone last night
- but that well, am I happy for you Sakura and that it counted you, as this the one?
- the this well and told me that forgave it for not having returned, what happens is that it has not still finished their matter slopes in Hong Kong
- good that well, you know I received news of Meiling, this living in a near city to that of Li and soon will write us it sends you greetings
- that good the truth that I forget to ask to Syaoran on her last night
- and I don't accuse you, with the emotion that taenias of talking with neither you remembered those things
- ^ _^U believes that you are right
- good but when they talked again?
- not him you Tomoyo, we are not in anything
- but Sakura like that they were not in anything, in that case for that you don't call it and they are in calling himself at a certain hour
- good it can be but I don't want to bother it the one should have more important things that to make that to be talking with me on the phone
- but Sakura that sews can be but important for the one that to speak with the person that more owner
- * * ^ _ ^ * * Tomoyo that punishes don't continue
- as that it doesn't continue if you are divine when you are embarrassed
- good I already have to leave I have to make the purchases, we will see each other later Tomoyo
- I can accompany, I don't want to stay in my house
- clear, we go
Sakura and Tomoyo left the house of this finishes to make the purchases.
Tomoyo was happy of seeing Sakura so happy but it continued thinking the convenserla way him to call to Syaoran.
- "I have that convenserla that calls it, but como?,bueno will already be happened something I am sure that the convense,Li the stranger very much and I am sure that he loved speak with her again"....
to be continued.....
Nota:Y? did Tomoyo convenserla achieve, will be necessary to wait to the next chapter, do I hope they have liked.
Sayonara, Lilika Yanagisawa
pd:lilika@universoccs.zzn.com, lilikayanagisawa@hotmail.com, or send review onegai it's very important