In dark I hear a call, calling me there, and back again
There where no pain, no suffering. I just laid there. I saw flashes of my life filliping by. Al the happy moments I remembered now, those who had been buried under al these years. Funny, I didn't remembered al the sad and unhappy moments that had hunted me fore eternity. I saw a child playing in the water, splashing water on a teenage girl, who was laughing so mush that she couldn't stand up. She fell into the icy water. I could feel the joy once again, the joy that I had felt that summer, 10 years ago.
I just wanted to bee a child again, feel the secure arms of my mother and father.
Long lost friends find each other again. Hugging on a train station, in middle of nowhere.
I saw my newborn son.
It al went faster now, pieces of my life where set together. Pieces of the puzzle came to the right place.
Who is that calling my name so far away? I turned my head to the side to see a familiar face.
"Scully! Hang on, the ambulance will soon bee here, just hang on. Focus on my voice."
I just want to close my eyes and fall into a deep sleep. I can now feel life slowly drifting away from the wound in my stomach. I slowly close my eyes; I can here music from far away.
"Scully! Don't give up, you just hang on..."
Mulder was trying to stop the bleeding in Scully's stomach whit his jacket, but it was so much blood. A single tear was making its way on his cheek.
"Please don't give up, you have to fight, stay here just a little while more. Please don't go away, not now, I need you!"
He was holding her in his arms, praying silently to anyone that could help her.
I opened my eyes, and sees Murder's wheat face.
"Milder, I'm sorry" I said and I my eyes was blinded whit tears. "I'm sorry that I can't follow you on the rest of the journey. Its al clear to me now, I can see the connection to everything now. It was al meant to be."
I cough, and a drop of deep red blood was slowly formatting from the corner of my mouth.
I closed my eyes once more, No more pain, no more loos, no more sorrow. The puzzle was complete.
Mulder was holding the lifeless body of his partner, friend and lover.
Tottering back and forward. He buried his face in her red hair.
In the background he could hear the ambulance coming closer and closer.
When the cold of winter comes.
Starless night will cover day.
In the veiling of the sun
We will walk in bitter rain.
But in dreams I still hear your name.
And in dreams we will meet again.
When the seas and mountains fall and we come,
To end of days.
In dark I hear a call
Calling me there, and back again.