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Chapter 3: Foolish Lily

That was a very special day for me. I had a million questions to ask him, like when did he start to love me. Was this a joke? Do you do this with every girl? I had tons more. I remember every little detail of that day; it truly was a special day. And guess what. It was true, he did really love me. I asked him my million questions when I finally had some time with him and that was when we gone out on our second date. Not to Hogsmeade though. Nope, this time it was just a romantic walk around the lake and all over the fields. Everything was perfect, but I was so foolish...

Getting dried from her bath, Lily put on a white robe and walked over to her make-up stand. Getting out her make-up she remembered how really foolish she had been.

I should have known I loved him too. It was in my heart, but my stupid brain told me it was nothing! Foolish foolish...

In the girls dormitory Lily was humming to herself. She was actually humming silently not to cause the other girls to wake. She had been on her sixth date with James! This night they actually went to see the squid. They were arguing about who would be a better kisser, James or the squid! It was just tease play, but James took it to extreme. He dragged Lily out to the lake to find the squid and was going to make Lily kiss it! Lily just played along and soon they were laughing and slashing. Then it almost happened. They were so close, it was the perfect time for a kiss under the moon, but it was ruined. The squid actually came!! Of all the time too! .sigh. I guess you can't always get what you want. Anyhow we had to battle the squid and make a run for it before any professors came out to see what the racket all about was.

The next night was just a study night for Lily and her friends in the library. Well Lily thought it was....

'Sooo Lily, how are things going?' asked Hannah eyeing her down.

'Good, yours?' asked Lily, without looking up from her book.

'Ohh same old, same old. You know what, let's take a break from studying.'

'Great idea.' said Sarah throwing her book down.

'Lily....' said Ana.

'Yes?'

'I was wondering how you and umm your new friend is doing?' asked Ana nervously.

'Who?'

'Oh cut the crap Lily Evans!' burst Hannah suddenly.

'Wha? What are you guys talking about?' asked Lily, now putting down her book.

'You and Potter!'

'James?'

'You call him James, now do you?'

'Yes, it seems very silly to call a friend by his last name.'

'Ohhh now you guys are friends are you?'

'Well... yes...' Why are they ganging up on her?

'So, how good of a kisser is he?' asked Sarah.

'Sarah!' said the three girls.

'What?'

'I think, Lily, that you and Potter are more then friends.'

'What?!' Why am I so surprised? Of course I think James as more then a friend, but why am I rejecting this idea to my friends? Is it because I'm embarrassed? Of what? Maybe it's because you're letting James finally get what he wants, stupid. Oh right... Lily forgot that this whole thing was a pity date. He gets what he wants and I get what I want, to leave me alone. And at the end of the school we'll go separate ways. Right? Right. Then why do I feel so... sad? Everything's happening so fast!

'Oh don't sound so surprised Lily. Personally I think you and James are a cute couple.' said Ana grinning.

'Well I'm sorry to tell you this then Ana, because me and James are not a couple and never will be.' said Lily crossing her arms.

There was a loud thud across the library and the librarian was screaming her head off about being careful books.

Getting back to their conversation Hannah asked 'What do you mean?'

'Isn't it obvious? This is a trade between me and James.'

'Wha?' asked Sarah.

'James gets what he wants, getting the girl he couldn't have for the last seven years. And I get what I want, him leaving me alone after we break up or something.' said Lily looking straight into her friends eyes.

'Lily... you are a genius!' said Hannah, but at the same time Ana said 'evil!'

'What?' asked Hannah to Ana.

'I think what your doing is cruel Lily. I mean have you seen James? He's so happy now. I think it's more then 'getting a girl he can't have'.' said Ana, now crossing her arms.

'Oh come on Ana! Anyone can see me and James are not meant to be!' Did Lily really think that?

'So you don't like him at all?' asked Sarah

Lily just smiled and got back to her studies, she didn't like lying to her friends.

The next morning Lily went to see James at breakfast. Smiling Lily went over to the Marauders in the great hall.

'Hi James.' Lily said cheerfully.

'If it isn't little Miss know-it-all.' said Sirus sneering.

'What?' said Lily shocked.

'What do you want?' asked James not looking up from his plate.

'I just wanted to say hi.' said Lily confused.

'Well you said you're hi. Now go on, get out of here! You're ruining our breakfast!' said Sirus.

Peter was laughing and Remus didn't pay attention to this at all.

'What is up with you guys?' asked Lily. She thought she and James's friends were okay with each other.

'Is there anything you want Lily? If there isn't we want you to leave us alone!' yelled Sirus loudly enough for the whole school to hear.

'Uhhh. no.. umm...' confused, Lily took off.

In an empty corridor Lily was crying her eyes out.

Why did they all change like that? Did I do something wrong? And James... he didn't do anything to what Sirus said about me. He encouraged it. What did I do? What? Is he finished with me? Is that it? Am I boring? Does James feel he wasted his time on me? Am I one of his rejects now?

'Lily?' said a voice.

James. Has he come to say sorry?

'I need to talk to you Evans.' said James walking up to her.

Time stopped. Did James called her Evans?

'Evans??'

Getting back to reality Lily answered 'Yes?'

'I think we're over.' said James not looking into her eyes.

'What?!' Million things rushed into her head. Memories, questions, and allot of feelings.

'But... why?' asked Lily grabbing James hand.

'Because we got both got what we wanted now, haven't we!' yelled James taking back his hand.

He heard me. In the library yesterday. Oh no this is all going wrong.

'That's right Evans. I heard you yesterday telling your friends about me. How you're using me and I'm using you. How could you even think that! I thought we were having a good time and that maybe when I said 'I love you' you too would love me back! But no! You were playing with me! And that Evans will never happen to me again!' yelled James at Lily face.

For Lily everything was going slow. She couldn't speak in time for James to hear her say that that wasn't true. But it was too late. He turned and walked away. That was when Lily felt something. Something she never felt before. She felt she was torn into shreds and that she just wanted to do anything to get this feeling out of her. This was a whole new feeling for Lily. She never felt this way when she broke up with other guys... Her heart was breaking, beating slower and faster. She really was in love with James wait, still in love with him, Lily realized. And all things were too late. How foolish she was...