JTHM ramblings and songfic chapters.

chapter 2: Breaking the habit.

Diclaimer: I do not own JtHM or Linkin Parks great song (s)..... but I like making them into chapters for a random story!

Memories Concern like opening the wound I'm peaking me apart again

Johnny sat on his hardly used bed and stared deep into his hands which were covered in the blood from a hotdog man you gave him the wrong amount of change.

You all asume i siiting in my room unless I try and start again

He slowly got up and walked over to his counter to wash them." why?"

I dont want to be the one the battles always chose. Cause inside I relize that I'm the one confused. I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream. I dont know why I instagate and say what I dont mean. I dont know how I got this way. I know its not alright.

" Why?! why is it that I have to do this?! Theres many other unworthy people that might just as well be tickled pink to kill to cover a wall in blood!!!"

So I'm breaking the habit... I'm breaking the habit tonight.

"WHY WONT I ANSWER?!"

Catching my cure. I tightly lock the door. I try to catch my breathe again

Johnny finally figures out that was defeated by himself yet again.

I held much more then anytime before. I had no options left again.

He grabs a random cup of Cherry-doom brain freezy and walks out of his house.

I dont want to be the one the battles always choose cause inside I relized that I'm the one confused I dont know how i got this way. Or why I have to scream. I dont know why I instagate and say what I dont mean. I dont know how I Got this way. I'll never be alright.

He walks down the street and a very odd manner. He was Humming a tune. He looked over to the 24/7 and smirked a evil smirk. He headed towrd the enterence.

So I'm Breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit Tonight

He walked into the slighty crowded room.

I'll paint it on the walls!! Cause I'm the one that Falls!!

He looked over to the spot he was looking for.

I'll never fight again. And this is how it ends!

He sorta jogged over to the spot and stared at what he was waiting for.

I dont know what worth fighting for. Or why I have to scream. But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean. I dont know how I got this way it will never be alright

He picked the item up and walked steadily but with a face that screams " I'm gonna kill you"

I'm breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit...TONIGHT!

He finally reached his distination and handed the clerk his bag of senor salsa.

a/n: wow worked up to a great ending no? . DONT KILL ME!!! ::quiver quiver cry cry::