Chapter 3: A Nightmare

Disclaimer: I dont own JtHM or any other Jhonen Vasquez stories but this one might even be a little distrubing.Oh and if you have the Hellsing Soundtrack( The anime Hellsing) This song is deicated to Track 11 : Bodhissattva of Cathedral.

Johnny was on his usual sleeping habits but this time he was so stressed he disided to go to sleep.He feared sleep though. He always had a freakish nightmare that within the next few days he would do. The nightmares are something NOONE wants to do not even if it costs them their lives.He worried if this was the right idea to sleep and fall into a near eternal hell. A hell that would never stop. Not even for sake of many lives. His hell was his life. He wanted to escape it. Deep inside he doesnt like to kill. But now he's too used to it. He pretty much does it unconsisouly.He doesnt like his life style.

" Maybe I should it would help and I'd might sleep forever and never see this world again and then maybe I will be at peace" He said that out loud before coaxing himself to sleep.

He's dream started out as a regualr Dream something that you would want to happen. He was in a different life. A much better one. Devi was also with him. They were at a resteruant. Possibly on a date? He was hopeful looking. He looked up from his drink to look into Devi's eyes. He never noticed that her hair fell perfectly over her face. She looked up and blushed as He finally broke out of the trance he was in.

" Are you having fun?" Johnny asked subconsisly but all that came out was" heh...." as he looked away somewhat ashamed of being cought staring.

" Hm....Is every thing ok Nny?" Devi asked looked worried.

" Perfect" Nny said as he gave her an akward smile. She also smiled and tilted her head.He looked away believing and knowing this was only a dream. She looked a bit concerned but though nothing of it.He looked back up and stared again like this was the only time he would she her happy when she was around him.She continued to eye what the resturant called a meal then looked up at Johnny. They sat like that forever until Johnny felt something bad was going to happen.He now started to stare as if he was never going to see her again. She looked at him with wondering eyes.

"whats wrong?" Devi asked out of concern and soon fear.

" Im getting a bad vibe" Johnny slowly said.

" dont worry its probley not-" Devi was cut short by a pain in her hand that was under the table. She picked her hand up only to see that there was a fork stabed through it. She sat there panting in horror . She looked a Johnny somewhat accusingly. She didnt have the nerve to talk to him thought but only to scream as a knife penitrated her stomach.She looked at Johnny horrified. Heer eyes slowly drifted shut as she fell on the ground. He ran over to her and pick her head up . Someof his tears splashing her cheeks. He looked around the resterant for help but noticed everyone else was eating like nothing happened like nobody saw what happened. He looked back down at her then over to the table only to have his eyes be caught by a shine off of some sort of metal. He noticed the shine was from a steel toed boot . He followed the boots to the head and gocked in horror as he stared back up at himself. The other Johnny smirked as he licked devis blood from the knife he used.

" YOU BASTARD!!" Johnny yelled as he slowly put devi down and punched the Other Johnny in the face. He stared at the killer with eyes that yell 'how dare you you son of a bitch' .Hecontinued to look only to find the other was still smiling. Johnny took a step back and fell to the floor. " I WANT TO WAKE UP !" He looked absolutely drespreate. He stole a glance at the knife the other was carring he grabbed it from him and pratically gutted himself. He woke up screaming.

He sighed seeing he woke up. But then greif struck his face he realized that he WAS going to kill Devi.He was not gonna let himself do that.He searched around the room of the spare sword or knife or breadstick something he could stab him self with. Burger boy watched this.

"why do you want to kill yourself Johnny?"

"What the hell do you care?! And get out of my room!"

" like that will stop me"

Johnny took a cold stare from the figurine thenthrew a lamp at it and watched as the peices shattered and broke the burger boy into millions of stompable peices.He gloomed over it head tilted to the side and an eye twiching. He picked one of the biggest peices of the now broken lamp and shoved it into his neck. He released his hand and leaned on the bed post as he slid to the ground. He closed his eyes and waited for death as the last image of devi passed though his mine.

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OK yeah it was good... and maybe I cried at the end and I was the one who typed it!! well fuck you all to if your laughing at me!! But this is a one chapter on a non-continues story so dont REview saying well your story ended seeing as you killed NNY off because the next chapter just so happens to be a songfic one!! now bugga buggaa review plz!