Hey guys I'm back with another chapter, again I would like to thank all those that reviewed, and I will also like to say sorry if this story is becoming a little to fluffy hehe…anyways this chapter is going to be kind of short because I did this one already but my computer hates me and shut down and lost all my work! Sorry!

Sorry Roscoe and x1nfernal if you don't like...just making a few adjustments same chapter.

Disclaimer: I'm so tired of this…me no want to do it anymore.

Kira kept tossing back and forth in his bed, trying to reach and dreamless sleep, but failing miserably, he kept hearing passer-byer's conversations about the upcoming wedding, and was starting to get agitated.

" Yea, I heard the wedding is going to take place a week from now, pretty soon eh?"

"Yea I wonder why they are in sucha rush?"

"I Doubt it's for unity purposes…you never know they probably want to get to the honeymoon already Haha or maybe-" "Excuse me but I'm trying to sleep here, and I'm pretty sure I don't appreciate your conversation being so close to the door, so can you leave?"

"Jeez man, hey let's get out of here"

Kira realized he was on edge and decided that he had to stay away from everyone, he decided that he would go the ship's deck, the place where Cagalli had whispered his name, the time where her eyes held so much love, which has now vanished.

"Oh Ms. Attha, how are you?"

"What do you want Lacus?"

"Oh pardon me if I am being bothersome, I just thought we should chat, since you are getting married soon I thought we could have a nice conversation about it."

" Yeah…whatever."

"Marriage is a most joyous occasion is it not?…To think that we are both getting married in the same month, how lucky for us."

"What?!"

"Oh you did not know?…I thought Kira told you…My most sincerest apologies, Kira and I are to be wed, but don't worry we won't take the spotlight off of you, I'm sure the public cares about the unification of Orb and Zaft that that of Plant."

"Lacus….can I ask you a question?"

"Why…of course Cagalli"

You conniving little witch how could you do this?! " Do you….love my…….brother?"

"Oh yes of course, I love Kira immensely!"

Liar! " The don't mind me asking…but why Lacus? Why were you with Athrun that night at the Ball?"

" Oh…Cagalli please forgive me!…I was at a state of confusion…I do love Kira very very much…I do not know what to say…I am very very sorry."

"Whatever…." Cagalli turned to leave as Lacus was bowing down with an apology. She couldn't believe it Kira was actually going to get married, when Athrun said Kira and Lacus were doing it too, she didn't know it was going to be so soon after her own wedding….She needed to find him.

Cagalli ended up at the deck, she stopped almost immediately, after seeing Kira's back facing her, she debated about whether or not to confront him…to finally tell him how she feels, to see…no to hear from his own words hoe he felt,….and why he was doing what he was doing, why he betrayed her! In the end Cagalli decided to turn back, she would learn to deal with it she need not see Kira and he need not see her, it was over. Cagalli turned to exit but was stopped by his voice.

"If you came here to say something….say it Cagalli."

" Kira I….I…."

" What do you want Cagalli?"

" Kira why? Why did you betray me?!"

" What?! Betray you?…why did you betray me Cagalli?!!"

" I did no such thing Kira…you…you are going to marry Lacus!"

"Only because you ratted me out to The Captain…why did you tell them I stole the Gundam?!"

" I did not tell them anything ..are you insane?…how could I…why would I?"

"The how did they find out Cagalli, you were the only one who chased after me…you were the one who…left"

"No Kira…I didn't leave…listen to me-" " No I don't want to hear it anymore Cagalli….can't you see?…It…it just can't work Cagalli…there's just no hope."

"Kira…" Kira turned around and Cagalli ran up to him. " Just…listen to me"

Kira turned around and looked at Cagalli…she looked up and stretched her hands out to reach his face…forcing him to look at her. Her started to glisten over with the moonlight reflecting off of it.

"Cagalli…. Do not look at me like that" Kira meant to sound light-hearted, but his voice was pleading, full of what he felt for her. She had no idea how beautiful she was in the moonlight, her eyes big and filled with longing, the silver of the moon making them liquid.

" You are hurting me…" Kira gasped out, Cagalli heard the pain in his voice and, for the thousandth time her life, damned his sense of honor. No doubt he thought that what they were doing was wrong. How could anything they did together be wrong?

"I'm not putting any strength at all Kira…how could I be hurting you?"

" You don't understand…" Kira pushed her away, he meant for it to be gentle but with all his emotion ended up rough, and knocking her to the floor with a small thud.

"Oh I understand Kira!…I understand that you're an idiot! You're so naïve Kira! Why?! Why would you believe what you hear from everyone else? Why can't you just trust yourself….why can't you trust me?!!"

"Trust you? Why couldn't you trust me?!….Cagalli I…you did not want me…I asked you but you…but you could not wait for me…" He could not speak he had done so much to be with her, and yet she had betrayed him. " So now you have your husband…" He said his voice beginning to break, he could not think of anyone else touching Cagalli, he could not bear it.

" Kira…no…why can't you just listen to me….if you really cared…if you really wanted this …damn you Kira Yamato!…how could you do this to me?….how Dare you make me…think all of this and let it fall to nothing?!…."

" Cagalli…"

" No Kira…right now this is it…this is your last chance!…tell me tell me how you feel! Tell me everything you have wanted to tell me, I did wait for you, but they took me away!"

"Who Cagalli, that is a lie… there were no signs of struggle, it doesn't matter anymore.." Kira started to pass by Cagalli with out looking at her. Cagalli immediately turned and grabbed on to him. " Why…Damned that Pride of your Kira!…It means everything to you…to do the right thing…to make everyone happy! It is everything and I am nothing! Isn't that right Kira?! What was the meaning of the War?! Why have we fought so long for freedom and yet you're still bounded by obligation, still clinging on to the idea of having to make everyone happy, having everyone depend on your choice? Why Kira?…why can't you just run away with me?…."

" Cagalli…I would have loved….no we could not…it is wrong can't you see?! It is wrong Cagalli, I am going to marry Lacus Clyne, and you to marry Athrun Zala, why can't you be happy, what I had thought…was stupid, insignificant, I was a fool… as I have said it's over Cagalli, why do you still bother?"

Kira was half way out the exit when Cagalli spoke her final words to him. " Then this is your final word Kira? You will not come with me? You will not stop this wedding from happening and instead give your blessing?"

Kira looked down and did not answer, after a few short moments, Kira left leaving Cagalli once again alone, drained of all hope. " Oh Kira…you idiot…I hope you are happy with your choice." Cagalli walked slowly through the corridors, bumping into random people and not saying sorry until a pair of hands caught her…hoping it was Kira she looked up in earnest.

"Hey Cagalli….are you okay?"

" Oh…hey Athrun…I'm not in the mood to speak right now…see ya."

" No no no no no wait up Cagalli.." Athrun held on tight to Cagalli, " Listen Cagalli, what I said to you minutes before the speech was the truth I know I had hurt you, and I will never stop apologizing for it, but I want you to know I'm here for you…I am going to be your husband, a loving devoted husband, and I want you to be happy, and to maybe someday trust and love me again….so please let's start now and tell me what is wrong."

" Athrun I…." Cagalli dared not speak she just collapsed on Athrun crying uncontrollably, letting out little bits of "I hate him! I hate him soo much!" in between sobs.

"Shhh…it's alright Cagalli, it's alright…" Athrun comforted her, as they fell to the grown, stroking her back and holding her tightly.

Passing crew members dared not pass-by and went an alternative route, after awhile of crying Cagalli fell asleep, her eyes were to tired and sore to keep open and her body was emotionally void of anything.

Athrun gently picked her up and carried her to his room, where he laid her down on his bed, he knew it would be best for him to not lay down with her, so he occupied the floor right next to her after covering her with a few sheets that would keep her warm throughout the night.

Lacus seeing this public display ran to make sure no one would disturb them, she bumped into Kira on the way, he caught her asked her what was wrong.

" Oh everything is fine Kira… I'm just making sure no one comes through here"

"Why's that Lacus?"

"Oh not a serious reason I am not trying to warn you, but simply to preserve a most romantic and beautiful moment between Ms. Attha and Mr. Zala."

" What?… what are you talking about?"

" Oh…for some reason it seems as if Athrun is comforting Cagalli, I do not know the reason as to why, but she seemed emotionally distraught, and she eventually collapsed onto the floor crying, poor Cagalli….." Lacus looked at Kira knowingly " Do you have any idea as to why…Cagalli is so upset…Kira?"

Kira looked away and turned around. " No…come on I have to get through and go to my room…"

"Nun-uh I absolutely will not have anyone pass through here…why don't you come my residence Kira? I'm sure there is enough room…and seeing as we don't know how long they will be staying there, it is best we do not disturb them."

"But Lacus…"

" No buts Kira…now let's go. " Lacus started to pull Kira… Kira kept looking back trying to see if what Lacus was saying was true, he eventually gave up knowing that he shouldn't care.

Athrun stood up some what throughout the whole night, he wanted to make sure that Cagalli was okay, he got up from the floor and checked on her a couple of times, and was finally glad that after the fifth time she stopped tossing and turning. He gently kissed her on the forehead and whispered a soft " I love you Cagalli..", when he turned around he froze when he heard her say. " I love you too…" he looked at her in shock but then gave a small smile, happy that finally he could marry her with as much love as he had imagined.

Hey guys sorry this was so short and not to your liking remember read a review, and yes I finally made sure to accept anonymous reviews woo-hoo!