Neville Longbottom: So I'm Not Smart

I know I'm not the best

At magic

And making friends

And everything.

I know

They think I'm an

Idiot,

A fool.

Not worthy of their time,

Not worthy to study magic.

Not worthy to do almost anything.

I wish people would just accept

The fact

That I'm different.

I'll never be as good as them.

It's not really my fault,

I'm not like them,

See I'm what some would call,

'Special.'

Grandma says,

They hit me with some spell,

That day my parents,

Went insane.

She says I was in the hospital,

For a month,

And never recovered

The full use of my brain.

It doesn't really matter.

I've learned to live

With my problems

All on my own.

The one thing I can never live with though,

Is how people treat me

As if it is a crime,

To be bad at something.

Do these people ever stop to ask

Why is he that way?

Why do I care if he is different?

Why can't I just live with the fact that someone

Is bad at something?

If I can not care

About messing up

At everything I do,

Why do you care?

But people never do ask,

Themselves

Why?