Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own Remus, Sirius, James, or Severus. Tough
world, huh? None of them are mine...except in dreams. : P (peter I can do
without...)
Author's note-This is the longest story I've ever written, and I even did Dear Diary! Jeez..I hope people aren't getting bored! FOLLOWING IS SIRIUS BLACK
"Er--Lupin, may I speak with you?"
I glanced up to see that pitiful sight of Snivellus, a humble sort of sneer on his face. He didn't smile. It was just a constant, ugly sneer as far as I was concerned. Remus said yes and walked off with him. James gave me a look and I scoffed.
"No, I'm sure nothing's happening with them, Sirius," James assured.
"I could only hope not..." I murmured, suddenly losing my appetite.
"Trust me, Remus is a bit smarter than that..."
We headed back to the common room when I glimpsed Snape turning the corner to his dormitories. James lead up the stairs, told the password to the Fat Lady, and quickly sat in the armchair next to the bookcase.
'So, what did Snape have to say?" he asked. As I came into the room I saw Remus sitting on the couch, his head resting on his hand. He wasn't crying, but he definitely seemed ruffled by something. I closed the portrait behind Peter, who immediately went to the dormitory for a candy bar or something, and leaned against the wall. "You never told me what happened before when you asked him."
"He...he er--he told me before that he hated me and it was insensitive and silly for me to try to be his friend if I liked him that way. Then just now he said it was a lie and it's just because he doesn't know how to deal with things..." Remus stated quietly and slowly.
"....You didn't accept his apology, right?" James pressed.
"No, I didn't..." Remus chewed on his knuckles slightly. "Nevertheless, it was the fact that he made me want to that affected me...."
I strolled to James's chair and placed a hand on the back of it.
"Oh...I didn't know you were here, Siri..." said Remus, barely a whisper. He looked so shaken I don't think he could have said it any louder. He tried to look at me, but seemed embarassed, so he just pulled at his chin and pressed at his forehead, looking away toward the chess set. " I-I'm going to...go upstairs and just...sleep. See you later, James."
Remus left and I sat in his stead.
"I really wish he'd just make up his god damn mind..." I voiced.
"He has, Sirius, and it's you, but he isn't used to any of this. He doesn't know how to handle it....You can't blame him, he's never been in a relationship."
"What about Resa Stevens in Hufflepuff?"
"You call that a relationship? She was barely a friend, and they only hugged once," James laughed. "No, this is much different....But I don't know anything--why don't you just go talk to him? Just--Sirius, be nice."
Author's note-This is the longest story I've ever written, and I even did Dear Diary! Jeez..I hope people aren't getting bored! FOLLOWING IS SIRIUS BLACK
"Er--Lupin, may I speak with you?"
I glanced up to see that pitiful sight of Snivellus, a humble sort of sneer on his face. He didn't smile. It was just a constant, ugly sneer as far as I was concerned. Remus said yes and walked off with him. James gave me a look and I scoffed.
"No, I'm sure nothing's happening with them, Sirius," James assured.
"I could only hope not..." I murmured, suddenly losing my appetite.
"Trust me, Remus is a bit smarter than that..."
We headed back to the common room when I glimpsed Snape turning the corner to his dormitories. James lead up the stairs, told the password to the Fat Lady, and quickly sat in the armchair next to the bookcase.
'So, what did Snape have to say?" he asked. As I came into the room I saw Remus sitting on the couch, his head resting on his hand. He wasn't crying, but he definitely seemed ruffled by something. I closed the portrait behind Peter, who immediately went to the dormitory for a candy bar or something, and leaned against the wall. "You never told me what happened before when you asked him."
"He...he er--he told me before that he hated me and it was insensitive and silly for me to try to be his friend if I liked him that way. Then just now he said it was a lie and it's just because he doesn't know how to deal with things..." Remus stated quietly and slowly.
"....You didn't accept his apology, right?" James pressed.
"No, I didn't..." Remus chewed on his knuckles slightly. "Nevertheless, it was the fact that he made me want to that affected me...."
I strolled to James's chair and placed a hand on the back of it.
"Oh...I didn't know you were here, Siri..." said Remus, barely a whisper. He looked so shaken I don't think he could have said it any louder. He tried to look at me, but seemed embarassed, so he just pulled at his chin and pressed at his forehead, looking away toward the chess set. " I-I'm going to...go upstairs and just...sleep. See you later, James."
Remus left and I sat in his stead.
"I really wish he'd just make up his god damn mind..." I voiced.
"He has, Sirius, and it's you, but he isn't used to any of this. He doesn't know how to handle it....You can't blame him, he's never been in a relationship."
"What about Resa Stevens in Hufflepuff?"
"You call that a relationship? She was barely a friend, and they only hugged once," James laughed. "No, this is much different....But I don't know anything--why don't you just go talk to him? Just--Sirius, be nice."