I'M BACK! Boy oh boy did I miss you guys! Yeah, it took me awhile, but I've finally written, the sequal to, "SHE WILL BE LOVED"!!! Yes, and it is ineptly titled, "Love Will Tear Us Apart".
Ok, so I've come to terms with all the shit that happened three months ago, and I'm still pretty sure, everyone in Degrassi
history will never get over the shock of Em and me getting back together. Personally, I was even surprised she took me ba ck.
It's been three months, and Spike still hasn't spoken to either Emma or me. Three months, since she's been home. Emma still
hates her, she forgave me, but can never forgive her mom, "she started it!" she always says, "It's not your fault, she led you
on!" Manny is always convincing Emma to break up with me, "He did this to you Emma, how could you just forget all the pain
he caused you? I've been helping Emma lately, first thing we did, was clean up the horrible mess she left in her room. I had
only been down there once after she trashed it, but cleaning it up, was horrible. Her big mirror, was shattered, I had to take it
out to the front curb without leaving a bunch of glass everywhere, not to mention that huge blood stain on it because Emma
punched it. As I was dragging it out, you can only imagine the neighbor's faces. After we cleaned her room, and her whole
house, we would talk everyday, and we had to be honest with each other about what we were doing, Emma was still tense
about me cheating on her again. There is one thing that I do want her to do though, and that's talking to Spike.
So I forgave him, and you must think I'm insane! I looked in his eyes after we had done it, again, and I realized, I was madly
in love with Sean Cameron. There are of course, certain things I asked him to do, like help me clean up the house, and my
room, and be completely honest with me about absolutely everything. I shouldn't do anything for him right? I mean I don't
owe him anything, but he wants me to talk to my mom, he wants up to make up and at least be on speaking terms. I don't
want to, she caused this, and she should die alone. A part of me does miss her; a part of me wants her to die a fiery death. I
Three months ago, I died inside, because of her, she doesn't deserve my forgiveness. All the stuff that happened, changed me,
I was broken, and depressed, I don't owe her a single goddamned thing! Sean gave me that look in his eyes, he didn't ask for
much, and I guess he really shouldn't, but he really wanted this. Besides, it's not like he's going to go talk to her (if he does,
we're done!), he did want us to have a good bond again, a love that we should have. I looked at him and sighed heavily "Fine,
I'll go, because" I looked away, "I know you want this, I love you." We kissed, and I got ready to go to Joey's, I closed my
eyes and thought, "She doesn't deserve me as a daughter."
Yes, the fun is JUST beginning, please R&R, I will love you forever!!!!