Darkness Solitude
When I was eight I don't like being
called Panny or little girl.
They see me as a little girl because
of my height, why can't they past
beyond it? No matter how much I
yell at them, they still see me as
their little Panny.
Dad seem overprotective since my
accident. Why shouldn't he. It's
normal, but it's not right to stay
mad at someone for so long. Just let it
go. It wasn't his fault, it was mine.
Don't you understand, daddy?
Well maybe they will understand this,
the man I love is taken! Everytime
I hear her name, I just hate her.
Now he askes me this question about
asking her to marry him. What could I
say, but smile.
Am I truely lonely? For Kami's sakes
I'm 18, what should I do. I'm heart
broken, sad yet angry. I'm prideful girl,
what could I say. I don't cry, but hide it
in a facade which is a lie. I know he won't
love me, but what should I do or feel. So
yet I sat on this tree branch as my solitude
is great, I hear the annoucment, I just fall
out of the tree and let darkness consume me.