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Chapter 5- The meeting

The Pogue a week later. Jordan has finally agreed to talk to Woody. Woody's POV

I walked in and Jordan was already sitting at "our table" in the back corner. At least it was somewhere familiar and for the first time I was glad her dad wasn't around. I don't think I could deal with his scrutiny and anger right now. I felt bad though, I knew Jordan was missing him almost as much as I was missing her. I walked up to her and sat down, I gave her a wide eyed look. She smiled and said, "Calm down, it's just a ginger ale, I'm a doctor, you know I'm not that stupid I hope."

"Oh.. Of course, I know would do anything to jeopardize a life, it's just I haven't seen you in what seems like for ever and you look like you are glowing," she blushed, I knew I was okay. She really did look amazing, I noticed her clothes were a little more calmed down and she was covered a little more like it would protect the baby is she kept her covered and safe. "Jo, I know I was a jerk, and I wish I were the baby's father because the idea of you carrying anyone else's child almost kills me, but I still love you and she is part of you so I'll love her to. I'm so sorry that I have been such an idiot."

"Woody, shut up." she didn't yell it, but she was stern enough that I paid attention, "You have to know I love you, but I can't handle all this right now. I have to think about her," and she placed her hand delicately on her stomach and smiled, it was so sweet, I'd never really seen Jordan so... I don't know sweet and careful. It was like she thought if she touched it too hard it would break. It made me want to be with her even more.

"Jordan, don't give up on me, I want to help you through this, through everything."

"Of course I want your help, but if you left I know I couldn't handle and I don't think she could either."

"After everything we've been through do you really think I could leave you, especially with this," and I pointed to her slightly larger tummy, I wondered how she could be showing after only a little over a month or so, but I guess she was really small to begin with.

"I didn't think so before, but you know how you acted at the cabin, I couldn't take another brush off like that, there is just too much at stake now." for the first time I could tell how she really felt about me and it was killing me that I had been so stupid.

"You have to know I hate what I did to you up there, I was sulking around for weeks, I've hardly been any good to anyone, I can't take my mind off of you guys. I don't want to lose you. Jo I miss you, I miss us."

"There was hardly an us to miss."

"You know that's not true, I know that something has been going for the past three years, we can't just ignore all that."

Jordan's POV

Woody can't you understand I can't go through that kind of pain anymore, worse you could find out she's yours and try to take her away from me and I couldn't handle that. 'Mom, your being stupid, you know he would never try to separate us. He cares about you and I think me way too much' great the fetus is talking to me again. 'Just give him another chance I know he won't let us down.' "Okay I'll give it to him."

"Jo, you okay?" Oh crap, did I just say that out loud, ya I guess I did.

"Woody, I will give you one more chance, but you have to prove that you want us no matter who her father is." What are you doing, you know this can only end bad. Stop talking before you think.

"Are you serious, I won't let you down. Jo, I love you and I can't lose you now after everything." I hope you're telling the truth 'cause I don't know if I could handle it if you broke my heart again. Well here goes nothing.

"I have a doctor's appointment now, do you want to come?"

"YES!" he practically yelled, he got and walked over to my chair and pulled it out so I could get up, he even held my hand, boy I could used to this.

"Woody I need to make one stop first," and I placed my hand over my mouth and ran to the bathroom. I emerged a few minutes later to see a sullen expression on Woody's face.

"Are you alright?" he looked like he was going to throw up himself, it was kinda funny.

"No, but I'm getting used to it, it ought to lighten up in a month or so, I hope."

"Let's go."

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Please R&R, I said I was blocked before, I don't know why but after last nights ep the block was removed so you get 2 chapters in one day, sorry that they are a little short