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I was asked to update quickly, so this is what you get. Thank you to everybody who reviewed the last chapter, it was greatly appreciated- Remember I'm a hopeless romantic, that said here is chapter 21.

Chapter 21- The END....

Woody's POV- at the apartment

"Max call 911, quick hurry" I placed the kids back in the play pen and ran back to Jordan, I saw a small puddle of blood at the bottom of her nightgown that was quickly getting larger. "Hold one Jordan, the paramedics are coming, it is going to be ok, I promise, don't leave me, I can't do this without you, come on." I put her head in my lap, this is the last thing I ever thought would happen, we had made it past the hard part, we were supposed to be together forever. "Max call Garret, and see if he can get someone to come watch the kids? Don't leave me! DON'T LEAVE ME." I was practically screaming at her. I could feel the tears start to fall down my cold face. Jordan felt so cold, I kept stroking her hair and rocking back and forth like I was trying to calm a baby. "DANG IT! WHERE ARE THEY?" just them I heard a pounding at the door and Max let them in. Everything was a blur I saw them hook her up to all sorts of different things everywhere I looked they had a needle going into her. This wasn't right, it's not supposed to be like this, we are supposed to be happy and get married and live happily ever after. This is not right. Max came over to me and put his arm around my shoulder,

"Go with her I'll stay here until Garret can get someone over here to watch the twins, go." he practically pushed me out the door after the paramedics.

"I'm going with you!" this was not a discussion.

"Are you a family member?"

"What does it matter, she's my fiancé, and the mother of my children. I'M NOT LEAVING HER!" That was the end of the discussion and I climbed into the back of the ambulance. I sat staring at her, I held her tiny limp hand in my much larger one. "Jo come back, Jo come back." I realized I was still crying. I could faintly hear the siren in the background and of the sudden we stopped and the back door were thrown open and I saw a handful of people standing there all trying to get Jordan out.

"Sir, sir, you need to let go so we can get her out and help her." I let go, why her, of all people why her. She was so happy, she was smiling, we were going to get married. Not my Jordan. I stood there in the ambulance bay for what seemed like forever. A nurse came out and led me inside. I felt so numb. If only I hadn't been so stupid, we could have had more time. Stop it she's not dead yet. I wandered the hall until I found the trauma room she was placed in. I looked through the windows, there was blood everywhere, I looked the room was painted in it, she had a tube in her throat, I could see her chest moving up and down slightly, she was still breathing, thank you God, she is still breathing. All of a sudden everything slowed down, I could hear he faint beeping of the heart monitor as it slowed, it's not supposed to do that is it?

Back at the Apartment Garret and Renee arrived Garret's POV

"Hi, Max, is Jordan okay?" I asked with a little more than urgency in my voice.

"I don't know, she passed out there was blood and Woody, oh, gosh, Woody was a wreck. The paramedics came and took them to the hospital."

"Renee, would mind staying with them?" I asked as I pointed to the twins.

"Not a problem, just make sure she is okay, Gar I want updates asap. I'll stay with the kids, you two need to go now." I gave her a quick kiss and we left.

It seemed like such a long drive to the hospital, I wonder what Jordan would say if she knew I left her kids with Renee, well they did ask her to be the Godmother, she can't complain too much, besides she always did want children, now she can at least be with them. I couldn't think of a better mother than Renee, I know, weird, but I would love for us to have a kid. Did I really just think that? Jordan back to Jordan, we made it to the hospital and were led into a private waiting room. Max had called the morgue and Nigel, Bug and Lily were on their way over, it was going to be a long night for all of us. I got up and started pacing the room, I couldn't believe how calm Max was being when I was such a wreck. Max was like a father to all of us, he didn't seem to be giving up so much as giving in. Finally I couldn't take it anymore. "Max, I'm going to a walk I can't stand being in this room, it just keeps shrinking." I walked out and made my way down the hall I approached the familiar trauma room and saw Woody standing out side the door, hands on the glass and tears streaking down his face, poor guy, he finally got the girl and now this. I didn't know what I would do if I ever lost Jordan, she was my rock whether she knew it or not, but Woody, I didn't think he could live without her, let alone those two new lives. Jordan has grown up so much since two came into existence. She finally managed to focus on something other than her mother and she was so looking forward to being a mother, those kids wouldn't survive without her, they needed both or their parents.

Woody's POV

The doctor was taking off his gloves and walking towards the doors, the nurses appeared to be cleaning her up, her heart monitor was no longer bleeping, maybe they just shut it off, they could've shut it off, no they wouldn't do that. The doors opened and the doctor emerged. "I'm sorry, we've tried everything we could, but she didn't make it."

"NOOOOOO!!!!" now my knees where weak. I felt someone wrap their arms around me as I collapsed to floor, just like Jordan had earlier. I was sobbing my chest heaving, "I can't do this without you, come back please come back" I noticed that the arms around me were those of Garret. "I can't lose her, I just got her the kids need her, I need her. NOOOOOOO!!!!"

"I know, I loved her too."

"Don't say that."

"What?"

"Loved, that's past tense, she's still here she has to be she couldn't leave us, she loves us, she wouldn't give up like that.

Sharebear's POV

Just kidding. This is how it really goes....BTW nowhere near the end If you all remember I said I like happy endings and we still need a wedding. The last chapter got me reviews- not desperate, but they do help. And they make me nicer.

Woody's POV- Of the beginning

Her heart monitor was picking back up, 26, 30, 38, 47, 60, 69, 74, 80. It was going up, "Thank God." I looked up "Thank you." for the first time today the tears were tears of joy. I looked over and saw Garret looking at me expectantly. "She's doing better, she looks better." He came and stood next to me for, but a minute.

"I'm going to see if I can find anything out." He walked into the room and straight up to the doctor. I couldn't make out what they were saying, but a smile started to spread across his face. He walked back to me. "She's doing better, they have managed to control her bleeding, it is still going to be a battle, but it looks like she made it over the peak. She's lost a lot of blood and they are still transfusing her, but her color is better and she is holding her own for the time being. She may still need surgery, but she's looking okay for the moment."

"Thank you Garret, thank you."

"Woody they'll let you in if you want, but your children need you to."

"Oh my gosh, the children!"

"They're okay, Renee is with them. If you want I can see if she'll bring them down here for a little while."

"Ya, that is probably a good idea, they are probably starving, Jordan's nursing, there is not any formula at home, we didn't think we would need it yet."

"I'll go call her. Woody, she's doing better, really." he patted my shoulder and left to call Renee. The doctor signaled at me to come in. I slowly approached the bed. "Can I?" I said signaling towards her hand, he nodded. I took her hand in mine, I swear I felt a slight squeeze, I squeezed back.

"I love you Jord, thanks for coming back, we need you and we love you. Hey Renee is bringing the twins by to see ya, I'm sure they're hungry, I'll figure out some way to feed them until you feel up to doing it again, I know you'd kill me if I let you stop." I laughed a little. I felt like I was talking to my girl. "You know, we still have to get married, you better get well quick, I don't know how long I can wait to have you be mine in every sense of the word. I want a ring on this finger." I said slightly waving my left ring finger at her. Her eyes were closed, but I could still see them in my head, those honey, gold, twinkling eyes, I could see everything in those eyes. There was a slight knock at the door, I turned and saw a handful of people, our children included, evidently I'd been here longer than I thought. I waved them in and Garret and Renee stood next to me with the babies, I took Em and placed her next to Jordan, Max followed in suit and picked up Jackson and placed him on Jordan's other side standing right next to her. "Jordan, look who's here to see you, looks like they wanted to say hi." I saw a slight smile cross her face.

"Woody, Woody, what happened?"

"Jo, sweetheart, your in the hospital you started to bleed out, your doing okay now though." I had picked Emily back up.

"Where are the kids? I want to see my kids." she sounded so desperate.

"They're right here, Renee had been watching them, they were getting a little hungry so I had her bring them down, I figured I would get them fed one way or the other, but I couldn't leave you."

"Woody, they come first, you have to promise me you won't leave them, they need you."

"They need us." I kissed the top of her head. It was settled. We were doing this together.

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Sorry about the false ending, It was used to evoke some emotion as well as maybe some reviews, Please be nice though, I promise not to do it again in this story. I was in a really weird mood today and this chapter was what happened. I hope you liked the second ending better, I did, and no this is not the last chapter, like I said, they still have to get married. The real title is "The end of the Beginning" Meaning if you didn't figure it out, that this is just they're beginning together, they have a ways to go and it will never be over.