Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha. I never have and never will.
Title: Darkened Heart
Chapter 4: Truth in the Darkness
By Tainted InuShemeeko
Inuyasha sat under the god tree with a frown on his face. He didn't know what was going on with his Kagome, because the one he had just seen wasn't his.
'Kagome what's going on with you? Have I made you hate me that much?'
Inuyasha shifted his knees as he folded his hands in front of him.
"Feh, why the hell do I care?"
Inuyasha sighed to himself he knew the answer to his own question. He cared about her that's why and what she had just done just wasn't right.
"There was definitely something wrong with Kagome. Question is what's wrong with her?"
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Kagome's eyes blinked back tears as she stared at her hands and then at the spot were Inuyasha had once been standing. She had just throw Inuyasha threw the window of her bedroom, but why, why had she done it?
"Inuyasha..."
'What's happening to me?'
She just couldn't understand the feelings of hate she was feeling toward Inuyasha. Sure she was hurt and a little angry with him, but she knew she could never hate him not like that.
A few minutes later Kagome found herself standing in front of the bone eater's well, the shikon shard in the pocket of the black jeans she was wearing.
"Well, I might as well go back."
Kagome's hands slid over the bandages Inuyasha had placed over the cuts on her cheek.
'I hope Inuyasha didn't get hurt when he fell.'
Without another thought Kagome jumped into the well, the pink and blue lights making her disappear into thin air. A few minutes later Kagome found herself at the other end and back in the feudal era. As she made her way out of the well, she was met with the gawking eyes of her friends.
She looked at her friends and then down at the new clothes she was wearing. Black shoes, black pants and a dark blue v-necked shirt that had 'back off' in yellow letters on it. Kagome figured it would seem strange to her friends to see her dressed in such a way. She just smiled and waved her hand at her friends.
"I'm fine, ok, never been better."
A few mintues later Shippo flung himself on to Kagome crying.
"Oh Kagome, you came back. You were so angry at Inuyasha I didn't think you would ever come back too us."
She smiled as she hugged Shippo back.
"Oh Shippo, I could never leave you guys. No matter how mad I get at Inuyasha."
Sango took a few steps toward Kagome, unsure of what was going on in her friend's head.
"Kagome you seemed so angry when you left and then Inuyasha told us what happened with your mirror."
Kagome sat Shippo on the ground as she turned to look at Sango and Miroku.
"Oh that it's no big deal, I was just being stupid that's all. So don't worry about it."
"Kagome..."
Miroku stepped up and tried to save the awkward moment between the two girls.
"I think what Sango is trying to say is that. You're our friend Kagome. We can't help but worry about you. The clothes you have on are not like the one's we are use to seeing you in. I think I speak for us all when I say seeing you dressed this way worries us even more."
"Oh my clothes, well I figured I'd wear clothes that it wouldn't matter if they got torn up or dirty. I think my mom gets tired of building me new uniforms. That's all."
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And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it will be ok
Yeah I try to believe you
But I don't
Kagome froze when she looked up toward the god tree and saw Inuyasha looking back at her. What was he thinking when he was looking at her now? She'd been trying to tell herself that being shot hadn't changed her but it had, she just did realize how much it had changed her.
When you say that it's gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
not today...
Inuyasha couldn't believe what he was seeing Kagome had come back. He hadn't planned on seeing her for a week or so, but she was here standing inches away from where he sat up in the god tree.
'Kagome.'
So many emotions were flowing through him right now; he wasn't sure which end was up. Inuyasha stared harder into Kagome's eyes looking for any trace of the same cold and hatred for him that he had seen earlier. He found none; all he could see was the same caring girl he had slowly started to become friends with.
I don't know how I'll feel
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day
Kagome's gaze stayed locked with Inuyasha's for a while. This was her choice now on what she chose to do not Inuyasha's. However right now she was unsure of what she should do. Did she really hate Inuyasha? There was something deep inside of her telling her that she could never hate Inuyasha not really. Sure he was a jerk sometimes, but that was just something she had gotten use to. Why because no matter how much of a jerk he could be she knew that he still cared about her and the others.
It's always been up to you
It's turning around it's up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Just don't
Give me a little time
leave me alone a little while
Maybe it's not to late
not today....
Every muscle in Inuyasha's body seemed to be shaking. Why the hell was he so nervous, it was just Kagome so why was his body so on edge? The events of early on in the day flashed through his mind. The thing that had pushed him through the glass of Kagome's bedroom window sure as hell hadn't been the Kagome he knew.
I don't know how I'll feel
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day
She wanted to tell Inuyasha she was sorry for what ever happened earlier. The memory of her shoving Inuyasha through the glass of her bedroom window, was starting to slip away from her. She couldn't tell Inuyasha that she was sorry because now she couldn't remember what she was sorry about.
Hey yeah, yeah
hey yeah, yeah
and I know I'm not ready
Hey yeah, yeah
Hey yeah, yeah
Maybe tomorrow
Inuyasha looked at Kagome his eyebrow raised in confusion, a minute ago Kagome looked like she was about to say something to him and now it was gone.
'What the hell is going on with her? Every time I think I have her figured out something happens to make me change my mind about thinking I have her figured out.'
And I want to believe you
when you tell me that it will
be ok, I try to believe you
not today...
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Inuyasha jumped out of the tree he had been sitting in and landed in front of Kagome, his sudden appearance in front of her causing her to gasp.
"Oh! Inuyasha you scared me."
Inuyasha looked away from her for a minute as he wiggled his toes in the dirt. What was he going to say to her? I demand you tell me what the hell is going on with you? No he couldn't do that it would be wrong. So instead he fold his arms inside of his haori and glared at Kagome.
"So did you come here to ask me something, or did you come here to throw me around some more?"
Kagome swallowed hard as her stormy blue eyes looked at Inuyasha. She refused to cry, but she was scared she felt like she was losing pieces of herself and that pretty soon she wouldn't have control over her own body.
She reached out and grabbed hold onto Inuyasha's fire rat haori. Tears threatened to spill from her eyes.
"Oh Inuyasha I...I want to tell you that I'm sorry. I just wish I remember what it was that I was sorry for. Inuyasha please help me, I'm so scared I don't know what's happening to me."
Kagome then to three shaky steps away from Inuyasha, she needed to get away from him from all of them.
"I'm sorry I can't stay here I'm not even sure why I came back. I have to go, I know that now if I stay I might end up hurting one of you and I don't want to do that."
Inuyasha watched in horror as Kagome turned and ran from him. She had almost reached the well when he once again found his voice.
"Kagome wait a minute. Tell me what's going on let me help you."
(A/N: Wow look at that another chapter completed thanks to my word pad and my mother's computer. I'll be so happy when my new computer gets here.
Thanks for reading and reviewing you guys are great.
Jan ne!
Tainted InuShemeeko)
Title: Darkened Heart
Chapter 4: Truth in the Darkness
By Tainted InuShemeeko
Inuyasha sat under the god tree with a frown on his face. He didn't know what was going on with his Kagome, because the one he had just seen wasn't his.
'Kagome what's going on with you? Have I made you hate me that much?'
Inuyasha shifted his knees as he folded his hands in front of him.
"Feh, why the hell do I care?"
Inuyasha sighed to himself he knew the answer to his own question. He cared about her that's why and what she had just done just wasn't right.
"There was definitely something wrong with Kagome. Question is what's wrong with her?"
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Kagome's eyes blinked back tears as she stared at her hands and then at the spot were Inuyasha had once been standing. She had just throw Inuyasha threw the window of her bedroom, but why, why had she done it?
"Inuyasha..."
'What's happening to me?'
She just couldn't understand the feelings of hate she was feeling toward Inuyasha. Sure she was hurt and a little angry with him, but she knew she could never hate him not like that.
A few minutes later Kagome found herself standing in front of the bone eater's well, the shikon shard in the pocket of the black jeans she was wearing.
"Well, I might as well go back."
Kagome's hands slid over the bandages Inuyasha had placed over the cuts on her cheek.
'I hope Inuyasha didn't get hurt when he fell.'
Without another thought Kagome jumped into the well, the pink and blue lights making her disappear into thin air. A few minutes later Kagome found herself at the other end and back in the feudal era. As she made her way out of the well, she was met with the gawking eyes of her friends.
She looked at her friends and then down at the new clothes she was wearing. Black shoes, black pants and a dark blue v-necked shirt that had 'back off' in yellow letters on it. Kagome figured it would seem strange to her friends to see her dressed in such a way. She just smiled and waved her hand at her friends.
"I'm fine, ok, never been better."
A few mintues later Shippo flung himself on to Kagome crying.
"Oh Kagome, you came back. You were so angry at Inuyasha I didn't think you would ever come back too us."
She smiled as she hugged Shippo back.
"Oh Shippo, I could never leave you guys. No matter how mad I get at Inuyasha."
Sango took a few steps toward Kagome, unsure of what was going on in her friend's head.
"Kagome you seemed so angry when you left and then Inuyasha told us what happened with your mirror."
Kagome sat Shippo on the ground as she turned to look at Sango and Miroku.
"Oh that it's no big deal, I was just being stupid that's all. So don't worry about it."
"Kagome..."
Miroku stepped up and tried to save the awkward moment between the two girls.
"I think what Sango is trying to say is that. You're our friend Kagome. We can't help but worry about you. The clothes you have on are not like the one's we are use to seeing you in. I think I speak for us all when I say seeing you dressed this way worries us even more."
"Oh my clothes, well I figured I'd wear clothes that it wouldn't matter if they got torn up or dirty. I think my mom gets tired of building me new uniforms. That's all."
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And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it will be ok
Yeah I try to believe you
But I don't
Kagome froze when she looked up toward the god tree and saw Inuyasha looking back at her. What was he thinking when he was looking at her now? She'd been trying to tell herself that being shot hadn't changed her but it had, she just did realize how much it had changed her.
When you say that it's gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
not today...
Inuyasha couldn't believe what he was seeing Kagome had come back. He hadn't planned on seeing her for a week or so, but she was here standing inches away from where he sat up in the god tree.
'Kagome.'
So many emotions were flowing through him right now; he wasn't sure which end was up. Inuyasha stared harder into Kagome's eyes looking for any trace of the same cold and hatred for him that he had seen earlier. He found none; all he could see was the same caring girl he had slowly started to become friends with.
I don't know how I'll feel
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day
Kagome's gaze stayed locked with Inuyasha's for a while. This was her choice now on what she chose to do not Inuyasha's. However right now she was unsure of what she should do. Did she really hate Inuyasha? There was something deep inside of her telling her that she could never hate Inuyasha not really. Sure he was a jerk sometimes, but that was just something she had gotten use to. Why because no matter how much of a jerk he could be she knew that he still cared about her and the others.
It's always been up to you
It's turning around it's up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Just don't
Give me a little time
leave me alone a little while
Maybe it's not to late
not today....
Every muscle in Inuyasha's body seemed to be shaking. Why the hell was he so nervous, it was just Kagome so why was his body so on edge? The events of early on in the day flashed through his mind. The thing that had pushed him through the glass of Kagome's bedroom window sure as hell hadn't been the Kagome he knew.
I don't know how I'll feel
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day
She wanted to tell Inuyasha she was sorry for what ever happened earlier. The memory of her shoving Inuyasha through the glass of her bedroom window, was starting to slip away from her. She couldn't tell Inuyasha that she was sorry because now she couldn't remember what she was sorry about.
Hey yeah, yeah
hey yeah, yeah
and I know I'm not ready
Hey yeah, yeah
Hey yeah, yeah
Maybe tomorrow
Inuyasha looked at Kagome his eyebrow raised in confusion, a minute ago Kagome looked like she was about to say something to him and now it was gone.
'What the hell is going on with her? Every time I think I have her figured out something happens to make me change my mind about thinking I have her figured out.'
And I want to believe you
when you tell me that it will
be ok, I try to believe you
not today...
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Inuyasha jumped out of the tree he had been sitting in and landed in front of Kagome, his sudden appearance in front of her causing her to gasp.
"Oh! Inuyasha you scared me."
Inuyasha looked away from her for a minute as he wiggled his toes in the dirt. What was he going to say to her? I demand you tell me what the hell is going on with you? No he couldn't do that it would be wrong. So instead he fold his arms inside of his haori and glared at Kagome.
"So did you come here to ask me something, or did you come here to throw me around some more?"
Kagome swallowed hard as her stormy blue eyes looked at Inuyasha. She refused to cry, but she was scared she felt like she was losing pieces of herself and that pretty soon she wouldn't have control over her own body.
She reached out and grabbed hold onto Inuyasha's fire rat haori. Tears threatened to spill from her eyes.
"Oh Inuyasha I...I want to tell you that I'm sorry. I just wish I remember what it was that I was sorry for. Inuyasha please help me, I'm so scared I don't know what's happening to me."
Kagome then to three shaky steps away from Inuyasha, she needed to get away from him from all of them.
"I'm sorry I can't stay here I'm not even sure why I came back. I have to go, I know that now if I stay I might end up hurting one of you and I don't want to do that."
Inuyasha watched in horror as Kagome turned and ran from him. She had almost reached the well when he once again found his voice.
"Kagome wait a minute. Tell me what's going on let me help you."
(A/N: Wow look at that another chapter completed thanks to my word pad and my mother's computer. I'll be so happy when my new computer gets here.
Thanks for reading and reviewing you guys are great.
Jan ne!
Tainted InuShemeeko)