I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
James was watching Lily, groggily, who had passed out on her bed in the head "person" 's quarters.
Lily and he, himself, had been celebrating the victory of the Gryffindor Quidditch team, having just won the House cup for the 7th year running. James had been especially excited about winning it, this year as it was his 7th and final year at Hogwarts. In the complete ecstasy of the victory, the Marauders and a few others, including Lily, decided to skip off to Hogsmead and have a little party of their own. They went off to the Hogs head and out of their own stupidity, got extremely drunk. Somewhere in the course of the "party", one of the other boys took something out of his pocket. He took one out and lit the end of it. He puffed it once and passed it to Lily. Of course she didn't exactly know what it was, but she didn't think it would hurt, so she took one long puff and with a shaky hand passed it on, throughout the group. They stumbled back, drunkenly, to the Castle hoping not to get caught by anyone. Finally, without breaking any precious artifacts or any other such whoha, they reached the Gryffindor Common Room. James and Lily on the other hand, walked to the Head Girl/Boy's quarters.
James plopped down on the couch and glanced a Lily. With a shaky step, she went to walk up the stairs, but overwhelmed with a sense of dizziness, she fell back wards. James, seeing this ran over to her quickly, or as quickly as someone, as intoxicated as he was, can. He picked her up gently and started walking up the stairs slowly. He laid her on her bed, on her stomach, then he scuttled over to a chair and brought it next to her bed. He sat there for a few hours, watching over her, holding her hand as the wave of unconsciousness was slowly passing over her.
At long last, she stirred and opened her eyes. While she was still regaining her vision, James gave her a small peck on the cheek. She realized this and began blushing slightly, she'd had a crush on James ever since her first year, even so she treated him like an absolute dolt because… Well, he was a guy after all. She'd wanted this all her life and she had to take this opportunity. She grabbed his hands and, with her regained strength, and the little he had left, pulled him to the bed. She wrapped her arms around his neck and snogged him like there was no tomorrow. She continued kissing him, then finally released him, leaving him, gazing at her in dazed state. He stared at her, for only a moment longer before he leaned in for yet another kiss and she returned it with equal passion. James held her in his arms and whispered in her ear, "I love you, Lily Evans."
She realized what she'd just heard and kissed him again and whispered, "I l-…"
At that moment she became aware of her situation and froze. She then leapt out of his arms and shoved him out of her room, locking the door after him.
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
Lily sat in her room, knees brought to her chest as she rocked back and forth in utter confusion. She had just snogged James Potter!
