I feel as though I'm drowning
In a sea of misery and guilt
Anger and Pain
Loss and Sorrow

I feel as though I'm trapped
In my own frail teenage mind
Shutting everyone out
Leaving hurt and anger in my wake

I feel as though I'm drowning
In a pool of concern and worry
Happiness and Sadness
Laughter and tears

I feel as though I'm stuck
Between a rock and a hard place
Knowing that no matter what I choose
It all goes back to my family

I feel as though I'm drowning
In a world of deceit and despair
Frantically searching for a way
To get a little bit of air