"The past we shared together…"
Botan's POV
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We became friends when we were still four years old. We share a very sweet past. We have the same interests, hobbies and dislikes. During our third grade in school, I accidentally dropped my text books while raining…my text books got soaked…I was surprised when you said that you want will give me your own text books. When we reach grade four, we became closer. We were inseparable. You're always there when I need you…you always protect me from danger…wherever I am, you're also there.
Even if you went to Hong Kong unwillingly when we were still in grade five, we still keep those sweet moments we share. We are exchanging letters to keep updated in everything we do and whatever is happening to us.
During first year in middle high, I was really happy and surprised when you came back from Hong Kong, even if you didn't inform me. BUT the most important thing is you're back and here with me again. During our Christmas party, you picked me up at my house. I gave you my gift and you smiled at me…the smile that I want to see everyday. The snow began to fall…it's a white Christmas. We looked up at the sky together and watch the falling snow. Then one of my most unforgettable moments happened…you said to me that you like me…love me. I was speechless at that time…but then replied with an "I like you and I love you too". Then, we hug each other tightly.
Months passed…
Our love become stronger…but an accident changed it all…one Friday night…the BMW you're driving was bumped by a truck. I was really shocked. When you were confined, I was there, watching over you day and night. The doctor said to me that you have amnesia…that is the most horrible news I ever heard. Your parents came; I look at them and ran away, crying. Your parents informed me that as expected, you don't remember anything. They said that they already told you your past, the past.
Unfortunately, your parents don't know anything about us…the love we share together…
I was afraid to say it to you because I'm afraid you might reject me, don't believe me and push me away. I didn't visit you when you are still in the hospital…afraid to see you not remembering me anymore…worst our love for each other.
When we finally see each other, we just smile and talk about some other things…except our past. We became close again but not that close like we were when you still remember me…as your girl friend…
Until now…you still don't remember the love we share together. I hope you'll remember it again…accept it and accept me. I want you to remember that I'm always here for you and still waiting for your true memories to come back…and…for your love for me to come back again and to be born again.
I thought that death is the most painful way to separate two people who love each other…but I was wrong…the most painful way is that, you're here by my side…loving you so much…but then you don't see it or even feel it…losing your memories and not remembering any of the moments we share together…and worst you don't remember our love for each other…the love we share together…. My prayer now or wish is that you will be able to remember me as your girl friend and also…remember our love…