"The Past that I know"
Kurama's POV
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Actually I can't remember the complete details about my past. My parents just told me about it. They said that when I was still four years old, I become friends with Botan. We were really close to each other and never separate. We went to Hong Kong when I was in grade five. I study there in a short time. We went back to Japan again. They said that I spend most of my time with Botan.
Then the accident happened. I was driving my BMW when a truck bumped me…I got an amnesia.
But you know, I feel that, that's not my complete past. Something is missing…someone…I feel it in my heart. But I can't really tell what it is. When I search for answers in my room, I found a plush doll, pictures and letters.
Are these the key to my questions? How about my love life? I feel that someone is missing…I feel that I really love that person so much. I hope I can remember that person again. If ever I can remember her again…I promise that I will not leave her again. But…if she know that I'm still alive or have an amnesia, why don't she come to me and say to me our past? Where is she? Is she afraid of something?
It's hard to have your memories lost. Especially if your most special memory was lost. I don't know if I really have that "special memory" but then, deep in my heart I feel that someone is missing in my life now. I can feel the "black hole" in my heart. I hope I can remember you, find you, and love you again. I wish I can find that person who can fill the "black hole" in my heart. Where are you? I'm longing to see you again…