A/n no, Robbie is not a stalker, on the show. In this he's a bit of one. Sorry this chapters a bit late. Soooooooo sorry, honest. This one's to I feel so by boxcar racer. What a good song...
A/n boxcar racer owns this song, not me. I think the-n and family and decode/Nutley owns RFR. I don't own the cast, I think they own themselves.
Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I would try
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
I wished I was everything I wasn't. it sometimes got strange, I had no real friends they all left me or they were just people I talked to. Robbie walked to me. It was strange, we never talk. His friends and my 'friends' don't talk, they hate each other. "hey" he said. "why're you talking to me?" I asked, biting on my lower lip. "look, this may seem real odd. Actually it is real odd. But d'you ever think Travis and Lily are uh... more than just friends?" he asked me. I gave him a strange look. "sometimes, but I know they're not" I replied. "they were at some mushy movie yesterday, alone" he informed me. "so, maybe they're both into that stuff, I dunno I don't talk to them anymore" I retorted. "so much for that" he said walking away. I went back to thinking about Travis. I saw himm standing there, alone. Then the picture was ruined when ed and ted walked past me.
Cuz
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
I was feeling so much at one time, used, unfaithful, angry, jealous, cheap, and all the stuff I shouldn't. It was strange the way one second you're joking and having a good time with someone, next second they hate you, you hate them. I was walking home from school, I didn't want to go to Mickey's. usually I would but today I just walked on home. I turned on my cd player which had the cd meteora in it. It was playing somewhere I belong (a/n I know that's song #3 but it's a cd player that goes from where It left off and it left off there.) "I wanna heal, I wanna feel, what I thought was never real I want to find something I've wanted all along, somewhere I belong. I will never know myself until I do this on my own" I started to sing, but then I remembered I had to pick my brother, chris up from school. He was only in grade 3 and I picked him up when my parents weren't home
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made curses for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could leave
I wish I could change the world
For you and me
I wish I could leave roscoe high, and roscoe all together. I was waiting for chris to come outside when I noticed Lily and Travis walking into the school yard. What? They don't come here often. Why're they even here? They were talking I was listening. "so what does she look like?" what sounded like Travis asked. "brown hair, gold higlites, green eyes and skin the same colour as me" the girl, Lily replied. "K" the guy replied. I thought for a minute. Chris had a picture of a girl who looked exactly like that. how'd they know her? My little brother ran up to me, with the girl. Lily and Travis started heading towards me and the two. "hey simmy, we have to get home" Lily was trying so hard to ignore me.
Cuz
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Cuz
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
A/n how was it? Good, bad, ok? And guess whose POV it was. And next chapter I'll give it away. R&R