A/n wow, someone guessed, and they guessed right. I didn't think anyone would get that. I don't know if I would if I didn't write it. K, this one's to Linkin Park's numb.
Disclaimer: I don't own: RFR, the characters of RFR, linkin park, and this song, the lyrics of this song. I do own the cd of this song, Meteora.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressures of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
Is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
I was sick and tired of being what everyone expected me. I was a 14-year-old girl, I shouldn't be trying to get into whatever school Waller and my parents want me to go to yet. I wished I were still young, like Chris. I could hear my parents coming home. I turned on the radio. For some reason I had it on 88.1 radio free roscoe. Lily or Travis must have got me addicted to it. "This is radio" Smog started. "Free" Shady Lane added on. "ROSCOE!" Pronto yelled. "I'm Question mark, and I'm wondering, why do teachers torture us with 'go to Sheridan' or go to Mohawk or queens or York or oxford?" Question mark asked. That was a question I had been wondering myself.
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I've becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
I was becoming numb, it was annoying. I couldn't feel anyone around me. I was becoming a snob. All I wanted to do was be the same Audrey Quinlan Travis used to be dating, Lily used to talk to. I was turning into a cheerleader; I had made the squad but hadn't told anyone yet.
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly, afraid to loose control
Cuz everything you thought I would be
Is falling apart right in front of you
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I walked to school, miserable. It was early in the morning. Cheerleading practice started at 7:30. I was feeling like I was about to fall asleep. Every second I wasted getting there would be torture. If you were late by a few seconds they'd kill you. I bumped into Lily, who was running. "Hey" I said. She ignored me. "Hello" I tried again. "O, hi Audrey" she greeted me. "How's life?" I asked her. "Good, I guess" she replied. "Cool" I said. "Why are you talking to me?" Lily asked. "Cuz" I replied.
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
I was yawning as I was getting changed in to the outfit. "Aud, what's wrong, tired?" Jordyn asked me. She was a cheerleader. We weren't friends, but we talked. "Tired" I replied. I yawned again while I was walking into the gym. I was doing the routine we had been practicing for the Cougar basketball game. I did a kart-wheel and landed in the position.
And I know
I may end the villain tone
But I know
If you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
I was walking to science class. I had a huge science test that was worth half my grade. I was feeling like falling asleep. Travis was sitting beside me, and Lily was sitting beside him. I noticed them flirting. I took a deep breath in and started the test. As the class ended, Lily and Travis walked outside. I followed them silently. "What's the topic for RFR tonight?" Ray asked coming from beside them. "Uh... tests" Lily suggested. What? Why did Ray just ask them what they were doing at RFR tonight? Were they somehow connected with RFR?
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
A/n it was Audrey. Next chapter will be in someone else's. Who will it be? I know who it is, but you don't. R&r