Breaking the habits

A/n: another linkin park. This one's breaking the habits. I brutally hurt my finger today, ouch it got somewhat stuck in the chains of a swing. And I have a stubbed toe, evil chair, 2 scrapes that were bleeding like the underworld on one foot and on the other a cut that made my whole foot red from blood. Yeah, not fun and evil spray was being evil. Thanks to everyone who has reviewed. And I got the new GC cd and the simple plan cd with I'm just a kid, perfect and I'd do anything. PLEASE R&r

Disclaimer: last I checked, I didn't own the lyrics, or the band but I can be wrong. I don't own RFR or the characters.

Memories consume like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume

I'm safe here in my room

Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one that battles always choose

Cuz inside I realized I'm the one confused

I was thinking, which was unusual for me. I, Raymond Stanley Brennan was not meant to think. I sometimes thought about the times we had together when we were little. Lily and Travis had told Robbie and me they were going out. I was in shock, Robbie had a point. And Robbie at the time just left Mickey's.

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright

So I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight

I started walking around lonely roscoe. I walked down to my old public school, roscoe elementary. Roscoe elementary was a small school with 250 kids. I don't know about how big it is now, but it seems small. They haven't done anything to make it bigger. I sat down under a window against the brick walls. Behind me were the school colours, royal blue and white. I could picture Robbie and Lily having a poking battle in front of me. They did this a lot when we were young but it seemed to stop. I didn't want to think of Lily. Inside I was screaming.

Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I had much more

Then anytime before

I don't want to be the one

Who battles always choose

Cuz inside I realized that I'm the one confused.

I walked to Henry roscoe high a week later. Neither Lily nor Travis was talking to me. Robbie would sometimes but not much. I didn't know what would happen to RFR because of this. We did do RFR still, but it wasn't that great. I saw Lily and Travis in the hall. I slammed my locker shut and left before they saw me.

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream'

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be all right

I'm breaking the habits

I'm breaking the habits

Tonight

I didn't go to RFR after school. Instead I went to softball tryouts. Actual baseballs were too hard so I tried softball, fear of getting hit in the arm, chest head or anywhere by those hard things that fly. It was a guy/girl team. More girls than guys. Jessica Abler walked to me. She called all the people to one area to start tryouts. There was me, Dyane Mason, Bridget and a bunch of other kids.

I painted on the walls

Cuz I'm the one at fault

I'll never fight again

And this is how it ends

I don't know what's with fighting for

Or why I have to scream

But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be all right

So I'm breaking the habits

I'm breaking the habits

I'm breaking the habits

Breaking the habits

Tonight

A/n I think you should all know whose POV it was. Next chapter I'll try to make it a girl singer. And happy thanksgiving everyone, is it the American Thanksgiving Day or do Canadians get a day off but not Americans? Cuz I know I get one of . And my calendar doesn't say anything about Americans having a holiday today. R&r