My first fanfic. NO FLAMING. One-shot songfic. Ash n Craig's breakup. The Used's Bulimic PLZ R/R.
From the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
it wasn't worth my time
God I hated it when he was gone, but he was gone with MANNY, little slut. God she never understood the real him that I thought I knew. I didn't. I never will, and I never want to.
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them
How could he screw her? And get her pregnant? And not tell me? And cheat on me at Christmas but then act like everything's ok? I'll bet he doesn't even hurt at all from this. He doesn't lie awake thinking about what went wrong this time… And then begggggg me to be his friend still, even ask me back out. God.
Goodbye to you
you're taking up my time
you call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
And everytime I think about Craig, its like im giving into him again, acknowledging him again. Letting him get to me and not even defending myself to what he did. Sure I broke up with him, but he never knew the pain. He never wanted to die. He never almost committed suicide, but thought better of it.
I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before
And I'm
I'm about to do all of the things I dreamed of
And I don't even miss you at all
Im gonna prove this bastard wrong. SOOO wrong. I'll make him sorry he ever talked to me. I can win. I can be on top of him (not literally). But then I'd be becoming him. I'd be the bad one. I guess it cancels out kinda, but what he did can never be cancelled out.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
you're taking up my time
A/N: do u like?? R/R or email me