The Malfoy/Lupin Romance

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Warning: Blow job at the beginning.

Remus' birthday is on February 14th, so he was his parents' Valentines Day present.

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Chapter 5: Heart Ache

Remus gazed up into the lustful grey eyes above him as he licked the head of Lucius' cock. He smiled when Lucius closed his eyes and moaned. With no further ado, Remus took Lucius' entire length deep into his mouth.

Lucius moaned, he let his head fall back as his boyfriend caused him so much pleasure with that talented mouth. He stroked Remus' brown hair while making sure that mouth stayed where it was.

Remus moved on of his hands from Lucius' thigh and cupped his lover's balls.

"Oh god…" Lucius groaned, he was losing control quickly, although he always did with Remus. "I'm gonna…" He shouted out Remus' name as he came into the Gryffindor's mouth, he fell heavily back against the pillows on his bed.

Remus swallowed every last drop before lifting his head, he gave Lucius' softening cock one last lick before finding Lucius' lips with his own.

When he had finally caught his breath, Lucius spoke, "Fifty points to Gryffindor."

Remus lifted his head from where he had been tasting Lucius' neck and raised an eyebrow, "Only fifty?"

"You lost the other fifty through teasing." Replied Lucius; he kissed Remus lightly on the lips. "I think you'll have to do over time and make up for it Mr. Lupin."

Remus smirked, "My pleasure Professor."

Tomorrow was a full moon so Remus was pretty horny, and the wolf was slowly taking control of him. But luckily for them, tomorrow was a Saturday.

"Such a hard working conscientious student." Mumbled Lucius before they started kissing, he could already feel Lucius Junior coming back to life.

………

Lucius awoke the next morning feeling thoroughly shagged out, but why wouldn't he? His boyfriend was an eighteen-year-old werewolf, he was very energetic.

Lucius pressed a kiss to the head using his shoulder as a pillow, before carefully disentangling himself from Remus and getting up. He got out of bed and put his black silk bathrobe on, a birthday present from Remus, which had been bought because the werewolf adored seeing his lover in silk. He went out into the living area of his quarters, yawning and stretching.

Some mail had been pushed under his door so Lucius figured it must be late in the morning by now. He bent to pick it up and he started looking at the writing on the envelopes to see if he could tell who they were from.

Lucius sat down on the couch and unfolded one piece of paper that had no writing on the outside, what he read on the note was shocking.

I know all about your relationship, with a student. A male student. High time you started treating us all fairly, eh, Professor?

Lucius sighed, he knew they wouldn't have been able to keep it secret if they were both in the school. It was risky that Remus was still in his Quarters right now. "Oh god…"

"What?"

Lucius looked up and saw Remus appear in the living area with nothing but a blanket wrapped around his slim body. I can't tell him about it, it'll worry him too much. "Eh nothing, we missed breakfast."

Remus shrugged, "Don't matter, I'm not hungry." He went and sat down on the couch next to Lucius and rested his head on his boyfriend's shoulder. "What are you doing today?"

Lucius tucked the note down the side of the couch; then he put his arms around Remus and kissed him on the head. "I have some papers to grade and after that, I was going to spend some time with one of my favourite students."

"Oh?" Remus looked to Lucius' face. "I do sincerely hope you mean me."

Lucius stroked Remus' cheek and kissed him lightly on the lips, "No, I was talking about Snape." Remus hit him in the arm and Lucius laughed. "Course I mean you, Slytherins don't give any reason for favouritism."

Remus smiled and cuddled up to Lucius, ready to stay where he was the entire day until he had to go to the Shrieking Shack.

………

"You want any lunch?" Asked Lucius when he came back out of his bedroom after getting dressed.

"No…" Remus curled up under the blanket on the couch.

"Okay." Lucius kissed his lover on the head. "I'll be back soon, and if anyone knocks on the door, don't answer it."

"I know."

Lucius left his quarters and headed off to the Great Hall for lunch, he was kind of hoping that he could pick out who knew about him and Remus while he was there. He already knew both Sirius and James knew, but he knew they wouldn't tell because they didn't want their friend to get hurt. So who could it be?

He also had a feeling that the Headmaster knew of their relationship, but then again, was there anything Dumbledore didn't know?

Lucius sat down at the Head Table in his seat between Professor McGonagall and the Potions Master evil Professor Eston.

"I never took you as a late sleeper, Lucius." Said Minerva McGonagall after he had sat down.

Lucius shrugged, "Late night marking." He lied through his teeth. Long night being shagged senseless by a Gryffindor more like it.

McGonagall nodded in understanding, "You get used to it after a couple of years."

Lucius raised an eyebrow, "You mean I have to stay?" He found he got on quite well with the non-Slytherin teachers, especially McGonagall, he had once even had a normal conversation with Sybil Trelawney but then she suggested reading his tealeaves and he ran off.

McGonagall smirked, "Its nice to have a teacher who knows what the students like, the rest of us are getting a bit old."

"You don't mean yourself do you?" Questioned Lucius jokingly.

McGonagall rolled her eyes, "Now I know you're joking."

Lucius laughed quietly, "Hey, if I was straight, I'd date you." He noticed a slight tinge of red appear on McGonagall's cheeks before she turned back to Dumbledore to speak to him. He sighed and started gazing around the Hall looking at the students, trying to pick out some who might know about him and Remus.

When his eyes rested on two certain Gryffindors he saw them doing some rude gestures with their hands when they looked at him. Lucius tried not to laugh but he put on his stern face, he then turned his gaze to the Ravenclaw table. Nothing strange going on there…no wait a minute, why is she looking at me like that? Lucius looked back at one dark haired girl who was watching him suspiciously. Maybe it was her…I think I'll check that note against one of her essays to see…

During lunch Lucius had a think, he really didn't want to risk his job or Remus' education with their relationship so he decided he would break it off with Remus until the werewolf graduated. He was sure Remus would understand.

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"You want to break up with me." Stated Remus, he had gotten dressed while Lucius was at lunch and now he was trying hard not to cry.

"No! Would you listen to me?" Replied Lucius, he thought Remus was a rational person, so why wouldn't he listen?

"No." Remus headed for the door. "I should've listened to my dad when he told me all Malfoys were the same!"

Lucius backed down in hurt, one thing he hated was being compared to the rest of his family. Before he could say anything more, Remus had stormed out of his quarters, but not before taking the ring he had given him off his chain and throwing it on the floor. "Shit!"

No, he wasn't going to kick himself over this, it was Remus who was being irrational and not listening. He had tried explaining his reasons for calling it off for the next few months but that part of the conversation had apparently gone in one of the werewolf's ears and straight out of the other.

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Come Monday afternoon, Lucius had only seen Remus at the meal times. Except now, because his last class of the day were the Slytherin and Gryffindor Seventh Years. He noticed Remus was sitting right at the back next to James and Sirius, scowling at him.

"Okay everyone, shut up and listen!" Called Lucius over the teenage chatter. "Right, as you all know, your N.E.W.Ts are coming up shortly, so from now until then, we will be going over the year's course." He noticed Narcissa Black's hand go up. "Yes?"

"Are the N.E.W.Ts hard?" Asked Narcissa seemingly thinking she would do absolutely fine in them.

Lucius gave a sarcastic smile, "For idiots such as yourself and your friends, yes, they will be hard." He looked back to the rest of the class ignoring the fact that the Slytherin was now nearly in tears. "As for the rest of you, I expect nothing less than Es and for the select few of you," He glanced at the three Gryffindor boys at the back. "I expect Outstanding."

"Maybe you should just talk to him." Suggested Sirius quietly. He had definitely noticed just how grumpy Remus had been ever since Saturday and he knew it had something to do with Lucius.

Remus glared at his friend, "No. Why should I? He broke up with me."

James leaned over to him and whispered, "From what you told us, I don't think he did."

"What the hell would you know?" Hissed Remus in annoyance.

"Boys! Stay on task." Ordered Lucius from the front of the classroom where he was writing more things on the board.

Remus scowled at their Professor for a moment before turning back to his work.

………

By mid-week, Remus had managed to avoid Lucius at meal times and between classes. He lay awake late Wednesday night thinking.

Perhaps he should have heard Lucius out, but he didn't understand. They had been going perfectly fine, Remus snuck out late at night under James' Invisibility Cloak and he snuck back into his dorm early the next morning, they had never been nearly caught out so why had Lucius decided to call it off? Unless of course somebody else had found out about them…

Remus didn't have Defense on Thursday so he probably wouldn't see Lucius at all to ask him.

………

The next morning an owl came into the Seventh Year Boys' Dorm for Remus, Sirius woke him up and gave it to him.

Remus curled up in his bed to read it; there was an hour before breakfast so he didn't have to get up anytime soon. The note was from his mother, it was fairly short but it got straight to the point and as Remus read it, his heart sank.

At quarter to eight, James poked his head through Remus' bed curtains, "You coming to breakfast?"

Remus sniffed and shook his head, "No…"

James tilted his head to the side, "Are you all right?"

Remus curled up more under the covers, "Can you tell our teachers I'm sick or something?"

James nodded, "What happened?"

"I don't want to talk about it." Remus pulled the covers over his head.

James frowned, he watched his friend for a moment in concern and then he left.

"Isn't Rem coming?" Questioned Sirius to his boyfriend.

James shook his head; "Something in that letter he got…it upset him…"

Sirius looked back to Remus' curtained bed and frowned, "I wonder what it said." He let James take his hand and drag him out of the dormitory.

Remus spent the entire day in bed thinking over what the note said. His mother had owled him to tell him his father had had a heart attack last night, he had died earlier this morning in St. Mungos hospital.

…Friday…

Lucius was annoyed, he had found out the identity of the person who knew about him and Remus. It was none other than one of Remus' friends, Peter Pettigrew. He had always thought that kid was a spineless rat but now it didn't seem so.

He counted the heads of the students seated in his classroom to see if anyone were away, it was then that he noticed Remus was missing. "Where's Lupin?"

"He's sick, Professor." Replied Sirius, lying for his friend. He and James had found out last night why Remus was so upset, the werewolf had stayed in bed all of yesterday and refused to eat, even today he hadn't had any breakfast and he had refused to leave his bed again.

Lucius raised an eyebrow, just by looking between James and Sirius he could tell they were lying. "Okay. Right everyone, continue with Wednesday's work, I want it handed in at the end of the lesson…Potter, Black, I want to see you two after class."

Sirius opened his mouth to protest but James elbowed him in the ribs, "Its probably about Moony." He whispered.

Lucius went back to his desk and sat down, he ran his fingers through his hair and fiddled with the ring in his pocket. He had heard in the staffroom last night that Remus hadn't been in any of his classes all of yesterday, and that Sirius and James had both claimed he was sick.

Lucius was snapped out of his thoughts when he saw a chubby hand waving around in the air. "What is it, Pettigrew?"

"I need help Professor." Squeaked Peter timidly.

Lucius rolled his eyes and got up, he didn't understand why Pettigrew was still putting on this act of being friends when he had threatened a teacher with a note. "What do you need help with?" He pulled a chair up and sat down in front of the desk Pettigrew was at.

Lucius spent the rest of the lesson trying to get Pettigrew to work, in between snapping at the rest of the class and taking points from both Slytherin and Gryffindor. When the class was finally over Lucius put his face in his hands, Pettigrew's whiny voice could give you such a terrible headache. He lifted his head again and saw Sirius and James still sitting there. "What's wrong with him?"

Sirius glanced at James and then back to Lucius, "We'll tell you if you answer us something."

Lucius sighed and nodded, "Go ahead."

Sirius crossed his arms and leaned back in his chair, "Did you, or did you not, break up with him?"

Lucius rolled his eyes, "Is that what he told you?" Sirius and James both nodded, their eyes narrowed at their Professor. "I did not break up with him, if he had stuck around and let me explain, he would know that." He looked between the two raven-haired boys. "Now, what is wrong with him?"

"Why did you tell him you didn't want to see him then?" Questioned James raising an eyebrow.

Lucius was getting annoyed again, he didn't have time for playing games so he pulled the note from Saturday out of his pocket and placed it in front of Sirius and James. "Somebody else knows about us. I told him I didn't think we should see each other again until after he graduated because, if everyone else finds out, he could be expelled and I'd be fired. Do you want that to happen to him?"

Sirius sighed and shook his head, "Fine, he hasn't been in class the last couple of days, because his father died of a heart attack. He hasn't left his bed since Wednesday night as far as we know. And we left him crying about it this morning." He stood up, grabbed James' hand and dragged his boyfriend out of the classroom.

Lucius leaned back in his chair and sighed, Poor thing…I need to see him.

………

That night, Lucius had decided to go and see Remus. He no longer cared if anyone found out about them, he just wanted to be with his lover.

Lucius had gotten the Gryffindor Tower password off a scared First Year and then he went on to the tower. He ignored the shocked and curious looks of the Gryffindors as he walked through the Common Room to the spiral staircase that led up to the Seventh Year Boys' Dorm. He knocked on the heavy wooden door and waited for it to be opened.

Sirius grumbled and pulled his mouth away from James', "Who the hell is that?" They had been making out on his bed for the last hour as it was only them and Remus, who was still hiding in his bed, in the dorm. Sirius disentangled himself from James and went to the door and opened it, "Professor."

"Is he here?"

Sirius nodded and stepped out of the way, Lucius appeared to be a man on a mission. "We should go."

James nodded; he got up and followed Sirius out of the dorm, but not before pointing towards Remus' bed.

Lucius closed the door and went over to his boyfriend's bed, he parted the curtains and saw Remus curled up with his back to him. "Rem?"

Remus opened his eyes and sniffed, "Leave me alone…"

Lucius sighed, he sat down on the bed and placed a hand on Remus' side, "You know I'm not going to do that. I'm sorry upset you and I am so sorry about your father, but you need some comforting."

"And I s'pose you think you're the person to do that?" Questioned Remus, his voice shaky.

Lucius stroked Remus' hair, "Rem, I never said I wanted to break up with you, I just thought it would be risky if we continued seeing each other while we're both in the school. I don't want you to be kicked out because of it, and I don't particularly want to lose my job."

Remus turned over and sat up, his nose and eyes were red from the crying he had been doing and it was obvious by the dark circles under his eyes that he hadn't been sleeping very well. "Sorry I didn't let you explain properly…' He sniffled. "I know I was rash…"

"Hey, don't worry about it." Said Lucius, he pulled Remus onto his lap and held him tightly. "It doesn't matter, forget what I said, I just want to be here with you, to hold you and love you…"

Remus looked up at Lucius, his brown eyes rapidly filling with tears again. "I'd like that…"

Lucius kissed him gently on the lips, then he pulled Remus' head back to his shoulder and held his crying lover. "Its okay Remmie…I'm here for you."

………

Later that night, Sirius and James went back to their dorm, thinking it would be safe now. Sirius snuck over to Remus' bed to check on his friend, he smiled at what he saw.

Remus wasn't alone in his bed, he had his head on Lucius' chest and they were both fast asleep, still fully clothed as well.

Sirius closed the curtains again and went back over to his bed where James was getting himself comfortable under the covers. "You know, I really do believe him now when he says Lucius isn't all that bad."

James smiled, "Then I suppose we should be happy for them right?"

Sirius nodded, he sat down on the bed and kissed his boyfriend deeply.

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A/N: Yes, I seem to have a fascination with killing peoples' parents, namely Remus'.

Next Chapter: Remus and Lucius are found out by the staff.