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Chapter 4

Amy sat on her bed crying and writing in her journal. 'Why doesn't he ever give me a chance?' Amy felt like her heart was going to explode inside of her. "Macaroni where are you? Why are you hiding from me? Don't you like me? Doesn't anyone like me?" Amy felt her heart sink to her toes. She wiped her nose from the running mucus coming down.

"Ooh I can't take it anymore. I try my best to make people like me and all I get is a fuck off!"

Dear diary

Today I saw sonic with my worst enemy, Cindy. And even worst they were dating for 2 months. Why doesn't he give me a chance? I can't bear to see them together. Cindy is known for the cheating and having so man guys up her ass. What do I do I feel like I am gonna blow up. I can't take it anymore, no one appreciates me. Everyone abuses me one way or another. It's not fair. I have my tenant that won't even pay his bills. Cream doesn't know when to shut up. Why did she call him to us? Cindy likes sticking shit in my locker. My boss doesn't take me seriously; fuck no one takes me seriously. Knuckles calls me kid. Sonic always runs and cream kisses people ass. I feel like I (tears drop from Amy's eyes and stains the paper) want to die. I say I hate so much. What do I hate? I hate tails. He gay and so is sonic, but if sonic is gay then why is he going out with Cindy. Is Cindy a guy? Tails is a kid why doesn't knuckles call him kid. And knuckles is only 4 years older than me, does that make me a kid. Well you could fuck off too. Why doesn't sonic like me, why is he around Tails. Everyone has unique talents. Sonic runs faster than the speed of sound, Knuckles hands are bigger than his ugly face, Tails can fly. Fly? Know your limits fag. And me...me I carry a huge hammer. Wow I'm so lame. I hate my life, I wanna die. Amy buried her head in her pillow and cried.

Amy ran down stairs to her kitchen. Then back up to her bed. Then down stairs again. She was just running back and forth, back and forth. She didn't know what to do. Her head was about to explode. She ran into the bathroom and felt a soothing pain in her foot. She smiles then sat on the toilet. Picks up her foot to find out that she is bleeding.

"...Blood?" She noticed a piece of glass embedded in her foot. She pulled the glass out. Looked at it for a while. 'Why does it feel so...so good?'

Amy walked downstairs leaving a bloody print where ever she stepped. She went to the kitchen. Threw the piece of glass out. Then heard the doorbell ring. "Aiy I'm coming." She says with a little of annoyance.

''Delivery.'' The man says outside. Amy opens the door.

"Oh finally after all the delays, It takes two months for this to come when they say top waiting was one week."

"Okay ma'am I need you to sign here...here...and here.'' Amy signs and was about to close the door.

"Eh wait." The man jumps out.

"What?" Amy says.

''Shipping and handling fee?"

"SHIPPING AND HANDLING FEE!" Amy slams the door in his face.

"B-But my money?" The man shouts from the outside.

"No it took two months for this dollhouse to get here and you want money? Well you caught me in a bad time."

"Miss MISS." Amy ignored him and soon after he left.

Amy opened the box and read the instructions. She read the contain list. .one roof top. 3 walls 11x6. 2 floors (1st floor, 2nd floor) some furniture. 1 small cloth cutting knife. Amy read the directions. She started putting the house together. Amy felt high. She wanted to feel that feeling again. The feeling that she got when she cut her foot. Amy was sweating. She needed that feeling. The crave a person gets when they're addicted to drugs. Amy grabbed the knife and started to cut into the cloth that she was going dress the doll's bed. It was so amazing to Amy, the way the cloth simply split into two.

'So soft, so smooth.' Amy thought. Amy slowly took the knife and dragged it across the palm of her hand. A soft red liquid followed the trail of the knife. Amy smiled and felt weird. She let her hand fill with blood. She walked upstairs and placed a bloody hand print on a picture frame with her and Sonic in it. Amy smiles. She finally found a way to get rid of her anger and sorrow. She was happy. Macaroni was scared to her wits, but Amy didn't care. Amy sat on her bed and dragged the knife across her arm lightly so it wouldn't be called suicide. Amy then let the blood drip on to her journal.

"So this dumb book is useful after all." Amy smiles.

The next day...

Amy gets up bright and early. 07:02 am. "Wow I am actually early again." Amy smiles and gets ready. Amy had to wear a long shirt because of the cut on her arm. She wore black gloves just in case the cut on the palm of her hand was to open up. Amy went down stairs. Macaroni followed her.

"Guess what Macaroni; your dollhouse came finally huh." Amy says.

"CHEW!" Macaroni paraded around.

"Okay what do you want to eat today?" Amy asks her small friend.

"Pancakes?...eggs...waffles...bagel...what?" Amy says finally getting annoyed. Macaroni opened a cabinet and pulled out a box of cereal.

"Okay cereal it is." Amy and Macaroni ate some cereal. 07:15 am. Amy went to take a shower. She turned the hot water then the cold water to even the two. Amy stepped in and bathed. Got out and put the uniform on, with long sleeves under. 08:30 am.

Amy walked downstairs and heard the phone ring. "...Hello?"

"Amy?" Sonic answered.

"Oh hi Sonic."

"Amy I hope you're not upset about yesterday."

"Ooh Sonic don't worry about it I'm fine now." Amy says emphasizing now.

"Are you sure Amy?" Sonic asked with a hint of concern.

"Yes now you can go and fuck your slut without me getting jealous." Amy says in a giddy school girl voice.

"...Amy about your language, you sound possess or something since when were you that colorful?" Sonic asks.

"Oh Sonic you don't know how yesterday at the mall changed me, I'm the brightest color in the rainbow." Amy says.

"Yellow?"

"It's a figure of speech Sonic." Amy says dully.

"Oh, well anyways I hope your okay."

"Nah don't worry about it, I found a way to take my anger out."

"Amy? Amy what do you-" Sonic was cut off. Amy hanged the phone up on Sonic. 08:45 am.

"Wow I'm early." Amy says.

"I don't start work until 11 o'clock."

Amy grabbed the small knife and put the cap back on it and put it in her small purse. Amy said good-bye to her Chao and left. Amy walked to her car and drove around the city. She had so much time to just get a good breakfast since she was still a little hungry and cereal never filled her up. Amy walked in a breakfast restaurant. "Hello may I take your order?"

"Yes I'll have 4 mini pancakes, an orange juice, and...Um...hash browns mini." Amy orders.

"Is that all?" The counter personnel says.

"No I'll have the waffles and Hash browns also with orange juice." A familiar voice replies.

"I'm paying." He says again. Amy immediately knew who it was.

"What do you want?" Amy turns around to face a young man.

"I want to apologize but you cut us off." Sonic replies. Amy noticed a small scratch on his cheek.

"Well you obviously didn't get the point when we were talking, okay I'll make it clear I-Don't-want-anything-to do-with-you." Amy says.

"That'll be 5.50" The counter personnel says. Sonic gave him 5.50.

"So you decide to pay my breakfast like a gentleman." Amy retorts.

"Yea.'' Sonic replies with a smirk. Amy walked to an empty table. Sonic grabs his food and follows her.

''Ahem... my food." Amy says.

"Get up and get it." Sonic says about to dig in.

"You wanna be the gentleman, finish your fucken job now get up and get my food." Amy commands. Amy scared Sonic so he went and got it.

"Thank you." Sonic rolled his eats and continued to dig in.

Amy yawned, " I don't feel that hungry." Amy got up and threw her food out. Sonic choked.

"You didn't even take a bit." Amy sat down and gave him a stiffed look.

"So why DID you buy me breakfast?" Amy says like if a whole new personality took her over.

"I want to know how you're overcoming your anger towards me." Sonic says swallowing one of his waffles.

Amy looked at the clock on the wall. 09:30am. "I don't have time for this I'm gonna be late for work." Amy says getting up. Sonic grabbed her and put her back in her seat.

"You don't start work until 11o'clock." Sonic says.

"How'd you know?"

"I'm dating a certain college remember?"

"Oh yea." Amy says in a whisper.

"Now talk.''

"I don't have to say a word." Amy says looking away from him.

"Amy please I want to make you feel better." Sonic pleas. Amy burst out.

"MAKE ME FEEL BETTER! SONIC I GAVE YOU SO MANY CHANCES TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER! GO TO HELL SONIC PLEASE TAKE CINDY WITH YOU!"

Chapter 5 soon

Chow Mandy