"In The Stars" Chapter 26
Wufei shifted
in the large bed his hand coming to slide over the mattress. He
forced his eyes open to see he was lying alone in the bed as the
morning sunlight fed through the window. Wufei pushed himself up, the
blankets pooling around his waist, as Treize's sweater hung off his
shoulder. The bedroom door was wide open and he spot a black mass on
the other side of the doorway. "Stormy," Wufei called his
voice low.
The kitten's
head perked up before it stretched and looked into the room. Wufei
pat the bed grabbing the kitten's attention. Stormy ran into the
room, launching herself from the floor, yet she had to use her claws
to climb into the bed. Wufei picked her up looking her in the face.
"So where is he?" He asked the little cat.
She mewled
rubbing her face against him, causing Wufei to laugh. He pushed her
further away smiling. "Better be careful, if Treize sees you
behaving that way he may get mad."
"And I
am," Treize's voice said from the door surprising Wufei.
"She got a morning kiss before I did."
Wufei looked
over to see Treize smiling as the older man approached the bed, he
wasn't really angry. Wufei set Stormy back on the bed when Treize
leaned forward across the mattress, they shared a soft warm kiss.
Wufei's fingers came up to caress Treize's cheek while Treize weaved
his free hand through Wufei's loose hair. Wufei pulled away a few
moments later breaking the kiss. "I could really use a shower."
"Mind if I
join you?" Treize asked with a smile.
"What?"
Wufei blushed intensely, his eyes wide with shock.
"It was
only a joke," Treize assured him moving to stand up. "I'll
go make some breakfast while you shower."
"Should I
use the bathroom in the hall?"
"Of course
not, you can use my bathroom," Treize replied from the door.
"Towels are in the linen closet."
Wufei nodded
throwing the covers back to slip out of the bed. He took a pretty
quick shower, only to realize as he was drying off all of his clothes
were still in his room. It was only across the hall, so it wasn't
that big of a deal. Wufei slipped his ring back on, retrieving it
from the little basket he'd left it in.
He stood
looking in Treize's closet with the towel tied around his waist. He
found the item he had been searching for; pulling on the midnight
blue sweater that was at least three sizes too big, it was even big
on Treize. He quickly crossed the hall to pull on a pair of boxers
and some faded jeans. He headed toward the stairs only to remember
something he'd left behind. Going into Treize's bedroom he picked up
Stormy only to stop. No, this wasn't Treize's bedroom anymore, he
realized, it was theirs. Wufei pushed the thought away deciding not
to dwell on it or the emotions it seemed to cause.
When he reached
the bottom of the steps he set Stormy down, to let her roam as she
liked. Going through the front room he noticed all the wrapping paper
from the day before was gone. The large bear sat in the only
available chair, leaving the couch the only place to sit. The tree
still glow in front of the bay window that was cold and frost
covered. He could just make out the falling snow, he was pretty sure
it was just a continuation of last night. Making his way into the
kitchen he spot Treize behind the stove, their dinner dishes also
gone from where they'd left them.
"Why did
you do that?" Wufei asked moving to stand on the dining room
side of the island.
"Do
what?" Treize asked in return not turning around.
"Clean all
that up, I should have helped," Wufei explained.
"Oh, it
was fine, you looked so peaceful this morning I didn't want to wake
you," Treize answered finally turning to look at Wufei, only to
have his eyebrow shoot up. "I see you were in my closet again."
"Yeah,
your sweaters are so warm and soft," Wufei answered looking down
at the overly large sweater, this one was one of his favorites,
"and they smell very nice."
Treize smiled
at the final comment. "Looks like it swallowed you whole, makes
you look so adorable."
Wufei gaped at
the words. "You did not just call me... ador...that gross word?"
"Actually
it really fits, unlike that sweater. I can't even see your
hands," Treize replied with a grin.
"So, what
do I need my hands for, and I can always pull the sleeves back if I
need them," Wufei countered.
"Very
true, in fact you can have it, will always look good and cute on
you," Treize said over his shoulder as he began to plate their breakfast.
"Are you
sure?" Wufei asked surprised.
"Positive,"
Treize assured him setting the plates on the dining room table. When
he walked back toward the kitchen his arm wrapped around Wufei's
waist pulling him into his arms before leaning down to kiss the
smaller man.
Wufei
instinctively wrapped his arm around Treize's neck, holding the older
man close. He couldn't believe how much he was coming to enjoy
kissing the man. He had never realized how enjoyable kissing could be
with someone, especially when you loved that someone. Wufei pulled
back breaking the kiss, surprised by his own thoughts.
Treize smiled
before releasing him to grab a couple of glass, the silverware, and
orange juice from the fridge. He sat everything down before gesturing
to one of the chairs. "Come on, breakfast is ready, have a seat."
Wufei slid into
his normal seat as Treize sat in the one across from him like always.
They ate a quiet breakfast as Wufei was focused on his own thoughts,
and just when he'd started thinking them. Treize let him have his
space to think, seeming to know that he needed to process everything
he was thinking.
Treize began to
collect the dishes when Wufei seemed to snap out of his stupor.
"Oh I'm sorry..."
"Don't be,
it is fine. You looked like you needed the peace and I enjoyed the
quietness of the house," Treize cut off his apology.
"Are you
sure it's okay, I didn't mean to get so wrapped up in my
thoughts," Wufei questioned.
"Want to
talk about it?"
"Maybe
later," Wufei answered looking away; it was still hard to just
say what he was thinking about.
"That's
fine, whenever you're ready I'll be here," Treize assured him
before smiling and heading into the kitchen with the dirty dishes.
Wufei followed
him with the intent to help out, yet Treize just stuck them in the
dishwasher eliminating the need. Wufei watched him as a question he
wasn't sure he could voice entered his mind. He was shocked though
when he heard the words leave his lips. "Treize, why do you open
your mouth when we kiss?"
Treize was
drying his hands when he froze at Wufei's sudden question. He turned
to look at the younger man a little surprised. "Wufei, how many
people have you kissed, not counting me?"
Wufei blushed
looking away, he could lie but what would that accomplish.
"None," he finally whispered staring at the floor.
"Ah,"
Treize said moving closer, "I think showing you would be easier
than explaining."
Wufei looked up
surprised by the response only to find Treize almost nose to nose
with him. He moved to step back but Treize's arm snaked around his
waist keeping him close. Treize leaned forward bringing their faces
even closer before he pressed their lips together. He opened his
mouth, his tongue slipping out to slide along Wufei's lips,
surprising the smaller man. Wufei opened his own mouth in shock
allowing Treize to slip his tongue inside.
Treize's other
hand cupped the back of Wufei's head as his tongue gently and slowly
explored the moist cavern. Wufei own tongue lay pliant as his mind
was so absorbed with the fact that Treize's tongue was in his mouth.
It was a strange sensation, so very different from any other kiss
they'd shared.
Treize pulled
away his hand still buried in Wufei's loose hair. Wufei blinked his
eyes open to see Treize watching him. "What was that?"
"That was
what is called a French kiss," Treize answered with a smile.
"I don't
know what to say, it was different. Do people really do that kind of kissing?"
"Yes, a
lot of people do," Treize answered. "I didn't want to push
you beyond what you were ready for, that's why he hadn't before."
"Oh..."
"If you
don't want to again, I'll understand," Treize explained.
"I'm not
really sure," Wufei admitted. "Can I think about it?"
"That is
fine. Is this what you were thinking about earlier?" Treize
asked releasing him and hanging up the hand towel he'd left on the counter.
"Sort
of," Wufei admitted looking away.
"It's all
right; tell me when you're ready," Treize said as he wiped down
the table.
"I feel
pretty useless," Wufei commented as Treize took the dish rag
back to the sink.
"What?"
Treize asked somewhat surprised by the comment.
"Well I
mean, you do the cooking, cleaning, everything, so I'm pretty useless
aren't I," Wufei explained turning away and looking at his feet.
"No you
aren't," Treize disagreed wrapping his arms around Wufei from
behind. "I think you're perfect and I honestly don't want to
subject you to such menial tasks."
"But I
feel like I'm just mooching off you..." Wufei whispered.
"Well
you're not," Treize said turning him around in his arms.
"I'm used to cleaning this place, been doing it for some time.
It is more a matter of habit then purposefully excluding you from it."
"I know, I
just... Seems stupid huh?" Wufei suddenly asked with a dark laugh.
"No it
isn't," Treize said lifting Wufei chin to look into those dark
eyes. "Nothing about you or what you say is stupid. Especially
not your feelings, they are very important to me, I'm glad you feel
you can talk to me about such issues."
Wufei stared at
him overwhelmed by the conviction in Treize's voice over such an
issue. Finally he dropped his eyes to look anywhere but at Treize.
Maybe he had been putting himself down but it was true. He was making
a big issue over something so stupid like cleaning. Wufei stepped
away from Treize pulling himself from the older man's arms. No it
wasn't the cleaning; it was another fear that brought all this up.
That he'd be so useless Treize wouldn't want him there anymore.
"Wufei,
talk to me," Treize requested reaching for him. "What are
you thinking about?"
Wufei stepped
even further away his arm coming up to cross over his chest, his hand
holding his other arm. He looked at the floor unable to admit just
what he'd been thinking. Why was he so insecure after everything
they'd already gone through? His eyes caught a glimpse of the ring
Treize had given him just yesterday. Did he really deserve to wear
such a ring? Wufei was surprised when Treize pulled him into a tight
unyielding embrace.
"Don't
shut me out, tell me what has you so troubled that it would dull
those beautiful dark eyes," Treize pleaded holding Wufei close.
The younger man
buried his face in Treize's shoulder yet his mouth opened of it own
volition. "What if you decide I'm too useless to keep around?
Maybe I don't deserve this ring and what it stands for. I'm the
biggest idiot, not even knowing about kissing. Earlier that's what I
was thinking about, about how I've seemed to really come to like
kissing you, or you kissing me I guess. I never realized it until
that moment just how much I seemed to like it, and it scares me that
I don't even know when I started liking it," Wufei rushed out
his ramblings matching the scattered thoughts of his mind.
"Wufei,
you will never be useless, you are my lover and partner and that is
enough for me," Treize said titling Wufei's chin up addressing
the most serious issue in Wufei's outburst. "I know you deserve
that ring and all it stands for because I love you so much."
"Why do I
think like this? I'm afraid you'll leave me alone; I didn't used to
mind being alone, but now for some reason the thought scares the hell
out of me. Why do I feel like this? How can a single person cause
such things?" Wufei demanded telling himself the whole time he
wasn't going to cry. Yet he felt the icy liquid in the back of his
eyes desiring to fall.
"I believe
it is love that causes such emotions. You know I will never leave
you, not for a very long time," Treize answered staring into
Wufei's expressive eyes.
"How can
you say such things?" Wufei asked feeling his tears escape. He
was upset with himself more than anything else. His tears weren't of
pain but because he seemed to only be trying to push the man away,
even after everything.
"Because
we never know when our time will run out, but I do know," Treize
answered his thumbs wiping away Wufei's tears as he held the younger
man's face in his hands, "that for all the time I do have, I
only want to be right here with you."
Wufei melted
against him burying his face in Treize's shoulder. "I'm sorry...
so sorry for letting this get the better of me," he whispered
into Treize's sweater.
"Don't
apologize for feeling, no one can ever fault you for that,"
Treize said wrapping his arms tighter around Wufei.
"Th---
Thank you..."
"You're
very welcome," Treize said pushing Wufei back enough to lean
down and catch his lips in a soft kiss. "I love you."
Wufei wrapped
his arms around Treize's neck before speaking. "Deep down I love
you too."
Treize smiled
standing up straight, which lifted the shorter man from the floor.
Treize wrapped his arms around the small waist to keep Wufei securely
in place before he began to lazily circle around the kitchen.
"How long
do you keep your tree up?" Wufei suddenly asked lifting his head
from Treize's chest.
"Until
after New Years, why?" Treize replied looking down at him.
"Why that
long?" Wufei asked curious.
"I've
always felt the holidays didn't truly end until after New Years."
"Oh, I
guess that makes sense," Wufei said resting his head back
against Treize's shoulder. "I don't think I mind."
"Mind
what?" Treize asked going into the living room.
"The
kissing," Wufei whispered with a deep blush.
"Ah,"
Treize said setting Wufei back on his own feet in the front room near
the coffee table. Only to suddenly pull him close easily finding
Wufei's lips with his own. He slipped his tongue between startled
lips, carefully exploring the warm cavern he wanted to memorize.
Wufei's fingers fisted in Treize's sweater as he was washed away by
the sensations.
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