"In The Stars" Chapter 28
!*Author Notes: Sorry for such a long wait for this chapter. The holidays and winter break kind of killed my typing time. So yeah, here is a late Christmas and New Year's gift. Hope everyone had a great holiday and thanks for the wonderful reviews, they've kept me going this long. ^^*!
"Is that
anyway to greet someone who came to see you?" Duo asked with a
huge grin as he stood on the porch beside Heero.
"Still
doesn't tell me why you're here, shouldn't you be at home,"
Wufei replied sifting his weight.
"Aren't we
in a sour mood, are we interrupting anything?" Duo asked with a snicker
"No,"
Wufei said quickly remembering just what had happened before Duo and
Heero had shown up.
"Oh darn,
well we decided to come for a visit, spend New Year's with you,"
Duo finally explained the reason they were standing there.
"New Years
isn't for another week or so," Wufei pointed out a bit perplexed.
"Wufei,
who is it?" Treize asked from the stairs interrupting whatever
Duo might have said. The older man stepped up behind Wufei to see who
he was talking to. "Oh, hello gentleman. Wufei, why didn't you
invite them in from the cold?"
"Um,"
Wufei said in reply. "Why don't you guys come in?"
"Oh well
thank you," Duo said stepping into the warm entryway followed by
Heero who nodded his head in thanks.
Duo followed
Treize into the front room where the fire had yet to be started that
morning, leaving the room cooler than usual. Treize stopped in the
archway between the kitchen and living room turning back to their
guests. "Have a seat, would anyone care for something to drink?"
"Thanks,
that would be great," Duo said sitting down on the couch. Heero
took the spot beside him, leaving room for one more person.
Wufei moved the
large bear that was still seated in the only chair available, only to
get up again when he heard the soft meows of Stormy. He picked her up
as Treize reappeared with a tray of drinks for everyone. Treize set
it on the coffee table before taking the seat Wufei had just vacated
a moment before. Wufei stood behind the couch with Stormy tucked
under his arm, her purring vibrating through his chest.
"What
brings you guys here?" Treize asked sipping his mug of hot tea.
"Decided
to visit Wu, plus we brought the rest of his stuff. It's all out in
the back of the car," Duo answered turning slightly to look at Wufei.
"Oh,
thanks I'll go bring it in," Wufei said turning to head for the door.
"Ah don't
worry about it, we can get it all later," Duo said stopping him.
"How long
were planning on visiting and where are you going to stay?"
Treize asked regaining Duo's attention.
"Through
New Years, we were just going to rent a hotel room."
"Nonsense
you can stay here, we've got plenty of room. They can use your
room," Treize offered with a smile.
"Oh no, I
wouldn't want to kick Wu out of his bed," Duo declined shaking
his head.
"Believe
me, you won't be," Treize said looking over at Wufei who gaped
and blushed deeply.
"Are you
sure/" Duo asked looking at Wufei to see the bright red cheeks.
"Positive,"
Treize answered for the dark haired young man.
"Well all
right," Duo finally agreed with a smile. "Is that
Stormy?" Duo asked with a nod of his head toward the bundle
curled up in Wufei's arm.
"Yeah,"
Wufei replied noticing the questioning look Treize was giving him.
"Oh, I
can't believe I forgot," Duo said moving to stand up. "I
have to see this ring!"
Wufei looked
over at Treize the questions growing in the older man's eyes. He
turned back to Duo as the braided man was reaching for his right hand
that hung limply at his side. Duo whistled as he examined Wufei's
finger where the gold band rested.
"Absolutely
beautiful, it looks absolutely perfect on you," Duo said
examining the only piece of jewelry Wufei owned.
"Um,
thanks," Wufei mumbled pulling his hand away. "What about
your ring?"
"Oh yeah,
have a look," Duo said reaching into the neck of his sweater. He
pulled out a thin gold chain with a beautiful solid gold band ring
dangling from it.
"Why
aren't you wearing it on your hand?" Wufei asked looking at the
dangling ring.
"I will
when we actually get to the alter, but right now I think it will be
better if I just wear it like this," Duo answered with a smile
before slipping the chain back inside his sweater.
"Oh,"
Wufei replied like he didn't really quite understand Duo's logic.
"I'd
explain it but it would probably bore Treize, and I wouldn't want to
do that," Duo said glancing over at the older man.
"I don't
mind, I need to go prepare lunch anyway. Would you gentleman care to
join us?" Treize said standing up.
"No thank
you, we already ate on the way over," Duo explained looked over
at Heero.
"All
right," Treize said before looking at Wufei. "Wufei, could
you come in here for a second?"
Wufei looked at
Duo then back to Treize, he slowly nodded before moving to follow the
older man. Treize reached into the refrigerator as Wufei stood on the
other side of the island. "When did you tell Duo?" Treize
asked grabbing a pan from one of the cabinets.
"What does
that matter?" Wufei asked looking surprised.
"It
doesn't, I was just curious," Treize answered looking back at
Wufei over his shoulder.
Wufei held
Stormy close as he stood at the counter; he hadn't even considered
Treize asking him about that. He never had told the man about his
phone call on Christmas day to Duo, he wasn't sure why but he didn't
seem to want to either. If only Duo hadn't just shown up now asking
about it.
"Wufei,"
Treize's voice interrupted his thoughts, "if you don't want to
tell me that is fine. Like I said before I was just curious. Why
don't you go keep our company, company?"
Wufei nodded
moving back toward the living room, Stormy still held close. He
stopped in the archway to see Duo and Heero had removed their coats
ad were sitting closely on the couch, speaking quietly with each
other. Wufei noticed how they seemed to be leaning even closer as
Heero rested his hand on one of Duo's knees. It seemed like they were
talking and listening at the same time. Wufei wondered if all people
interacted in such a manor.
"What's
up?" Duo asked surprising him. "You didn't tell him about ---?"
"Shh,"
Wufei hushed interrupting Duo as he moved closer to the couch.
"Wu, I
know it is hard for you to talk, but you sometimes really need to
talk to him about what you're feeling. Especially when it has
something to do with the both of you," Duo said with a sigh.
"I
know," Wufei whispered sitting on the front edge of the chair.
"It is still hard and I had just forgotten about it."
"So why
not tell him now, that was only a few days ago," Duo suggested.
"Because...
why bring up the past like that, it wouldn't accomplish
anything," Wufei replied keeping his voice low.
"Maybe,"
Duo conceded before thinking a moment, "then again, is it
really in the past? Have you really dealt with the issue that we had
talked about or are you just bottling it up and shoving it to the back?"
Wufei looked at
him a moment, he shouldn't have been surprised by Duo's directness,
yet he was. "Yes I have," he snapped feeling utterly stupid
by the four year old response.
"If you
say so," Duo said with a shrug.
"It is the
truth, I have dealt with it, it isn't an issue anymore!" Wufei
snapped angry at Duo's subtle accusation.
"What has
been dealt with?" Treize asked startling Wufei, who sent a glare
toward Duo. Duo had known the ma had been standing there; he'd
purposely goaded Wufei into that outburst. "I came in to tell
you lunch is ready, Wufei. You both are more than welcome to join us."
"Actually
we need to head into town," Heero spoke up standing and grabbing
their coats off the back of the couch. Wufei watched him guide Duo
almost forcibly out of the room and house.
"Guess
that was a no," Wufei said hoping to divert Treize's attention
from his earlier comments.
"Yes I'd
have to agree, now what was that comment you said earlier about,"
Treize questioned dashing Wufei's hopes.
"It was
nothing important," Wufei dismissed walking past the older man.
Treize wrapped
his arm around Wufei's waist stopping the smaller man and pulling him
close, careful of Stormy in Wufei's arms. "Seems like something
more than nothing." Treize observed resting his chin on Wufei's head.
"It really
is nothing," Wufei replied trying to remove himself from
Treize's embrace.
"Wufei is
there something going on?"
"It's
nothing," Wufei persisted, "now we better eat before the
food gets cold and they get back."
"Wufei,"
Treize started to say before sighing. "I won't force you to
talk to me, just know I'll always be here to listen." He kissed
the top of Wufei's head before releasing the younger man and started
for the dining room table where he'd set their meal out.
Wufei felt
utterly guilty as he watched Treize walk away from him. "I'm
sorry," he whispered causing Treize to turn back around and face
him. "God, I'm sorry... Duo knew because, because I called him
on Christmas day, when I had gone upstairs. I called him to ask him
things I should have just asked you... but I couldn't. You looked so
happy, I just didn't want to ruin that, and now... now it seems like
that's all I've done."
"What did
you ask him about?" Treize asked gently, stepping closer.
Wufei held
Stormy closer as he began to speak again, "The ring, I... I
thought it might have been a mistake that I'd accepted it. I just...
but you seemed so happy that I had and so I couldn't bring myself to
say anything to you about it."
"Wufei,
you know you can talk to me about anything, no matter what,"
Treize replied tilting Wufei's chin up away from Stormy's purring
body. "Did Duo help you work it out? We can discuss it now if
you'd like."
"I... it
is fine, I've already come to terms with it," Wufei replied
looking at Treize's chest.
"Are you
sure you don't want to talk about it?" Treize asked concern
lacing his voice.
"I'm
fine..." Wufei started to say knowing it was a lie. Why couldn't
he just tell the man the truth, all Treize cared about was his
wellbeing? His shoulders slumped as all the feelings he'd been
pushing back came rushing forward. "It's... not fine..." he
cried feeling the tears prick at his eyes.
"Shh,"
Treize soothed pulling Wufei close. He easily lifted Stormy from the
younger man's arms before leading him over to the table. "Sit
down and we'll talk about this."
Wufei slumped
into one of the chairs while Treize deposited Stormy on the floor
before sitting across from him. He sat patiently waiting for Wufei to
speak. Wufei rested his head in his hands trying to pull himself back
together. He then laid his head in his arms that were folded across
the table. "I just," he started to say his voice muffled by
the barrier of his arms. "When you said it could lead to
marriage, I guess I freaked. Yet I said yes because I saw how happy
you looked as you explained it. Deep down I was still freaked, and
then you gave me Stormy and I just couldn't understand it. Then when
I went upstairs you had said that you were so happy, and it tore at
me that I just couldn't let the feeling go. That was why I called
Duo, I thought he'd understand and.... and tell me I was just acting
stupid. He didn't, tell me I was acting stupid, but he did help me
talk through it. I thought that had done it, but just now all those
emotions from before came flooding forward again. Maybe I had just
been fooling myself before."
"Wufei,
look at me," Treize requested his voice gentle.
"I... I
can't, I can't face the disappointment," Wufei said into his arms.
"How do
you know what I'm feeling without even looking," Treize offered
his fingers coming to comb through Wufei's hair, pulling it from the
tie he'd used to hold it back, "Wufei."
Wufei slowly
lifted his head, his eyes peaking over his arms to be surprised by
the look on Treize's face. The older man was smiling, even his eyes
seemed happy, not disappointed. "Why... how can you smile like that?"
"Because
you are talking t me about this, even if Duo had to get you started,
you still told me and that makes me happy. Wufei, you could never
disappoint me," Treize replied brushing the loose strands from
Wufei's face.
"But I
feel like I'm just throwing this ring and everything it stands for
back into your face. You should be disappointed and angry, so why
aren't you!" Wufei demanded finally fully lifting his head.
"Simply
because I can see how hard you are being on yourself," Treize
replied surprising Wufei. "You're tearing yourself apart because
you think I'll be disappointed an angry. You try so hard to keep
anything you think I'll see as a flaw hidden. So let me say this,
nothing about you is flawed, you are just like the rest of us. Being
sad or scared or even happy is not a flaw, everyone feels those
things at some point if not a lot."
"How can
you know me like that?" Wufei asked in awe.
"It is all
in your eyes, sweetheart," Treize explained.
"My eyes?"
"As I've
told you before they can keep no secrets, more expressive than even
your body language," Treize said with a slight smile.
"I
never... no ones ever said that before," Wufei said looking at
the table.
"Then they
weren't paying very much attention," Treize replied surprising
him again.
"I don't
think they really cared," Wufei mumbled surprised when Treize's
arms wrapped around his hunched shoulders. He looked up into
startling angry eyes, was Treize angry with him.
"That is
there loss then, I love looking into your eyes. If they couldn't see
it, they never deserved to," Treize said making it clear he was
angry with the world Wufei had left and not him.
"We were
fighting a war, things like that didn't matter," Wufei replied
defending them and his own actions.
"They
should have, wars are meant to initiate change not just destroy
everything and end lives," Treize replied reminding Wufei of his
lectures in class.
"We did as
we were ordered, nothing else mattered!"
"Do you
really believe that?"
"I didn't
know what to believe, I thought were doing the right thing by
defending the colonies, but they didn't seem to really care in the end."
"It must
have mattered to someone or you wouldn't have been fighting,"
Treize pointed out.
"Maybe,"
Wufei conceded resting his cheek against Treize's arm.
"All
right, I can see you would rather not discuss this any longer that is
fine. Why don't we eat before your friends get back since they were
kind enough to leave," Treize offered beginning to pull away
from Wufei.
"Yeah Duo
would most likely get his hands in even if he wasn't hungry,"
Wufei commented causing Treize to laugh.
"I could
see that."
"Why did
you invite them to stay here?" Wufei asked forking some food off
his plate.
"You don't
want them to stay?" Treize asked looking a little surprised.
"It's not
that... Duo can just be so..." Wufei couldn't even find the
right word for it.
"Ah, I
think he'll play nice since I'm here too," Treize offered only
it didn't really reassure Wufei's true concern with them staying.
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