This story has been re-vamped so to speak. The original was a bit too chaotic, jumping around cause my mind works that way J so finally finding the original general plot scribbled on the back of a sketch I did some modifications. For the most part it's the same, I hope that it's for the best, but you guys can be the judge of that….

I don't claim to own Inuyasha or any of its characters. If I did I'd have money. So no sue you ok? I'm just having fun like everyone else.

Why do people always tell you some cheesy clique when you ask for advice?

Not just regular, hey does this look good on me?, type of advice. But the "I'm so lost that I need a friend right now." kind of advice. My all time favorite one is..' It's better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all.' I must have heard this in one form or another at least twenty times is the course of two hours.

This is what people tell you when they have absolutely no clue as to what the appropriate response to your question is. Better yet; when they could really care less about whatever drama is happening to you, it is interfering with their mundane life at the moment because you're bringing it up, response.

Okay, maybe I'm being a bit harsh. I'd really hate to think that I'm becoming a cynic. But it's so tiring being happy and cheerful all the time. Sometimes I get moments when I need emotional support. When I need someone else to be the ray of sunshine to brighten everyone's day. Cause let me tell you, the job is exhausting! I cannot blame this on PMS; it's not that time.

I can't blame work either. That is if you count chasing down jewel fragments in a war-hungry country, with all kinds of out of control monsters trying to kill, maim, rape, or just plain use you, work. Let me tell you the health benefits aren't really worth it! But this isn't what is bothering me, well not really. Funny huh?

I am, sorry to say, caught up in a love-triangle. Well maybe not a triangle, since you kind of have to have two others after you to be a triangle. Including me in the equation, there are four. Then again maybe triangle is the correct phrase after all. Especially since one of the participants is a hazy kind of involvement. Sometimes, he's not, sometimes, he is……..

Okay let's focus here. Let me explain my predicament.

I have at school, a cute guy who's somewhat clueless after me. Maybe if he had more sense to rub together, or be less of an airhead, for those not gifted with the knowledge of sarcasm. Maybe I might find him more attractive. How can someone so thickheaded be doing so well in school huh? Anyone? Can anyone answer my question? One point in his favor, besides superficial appeal is that …well, he's human.

Full time human. Not to mention from my own generation. Oh, and let's not forget well versed in social etiquette and grooming skills. HA ha, sorry but when I get on with the other two you'll understand. And I just feel like being petty at this moment so I threw that in.

Mr. Maybe number two…

When I first laid my eyes on him, he took my breath away. He was so beautiful up against the tree, wind blowing his hair, sunlight highlighting his face. Okay obviously I lust after him. Hey! I'm woman enough to admit it! Or at least sometimes I am. But when he woke up and opened his mouth…Grrrr! He was such a jerk! I should have followed my first instincts and kept on running. I didn't though and I'm kind of glad I didn't. He's a good friend and protects me when needed. In a sadistic sort of way. Cause let me tell you he bitches more than any females of my time over every little thing. HE at least can sympathize with the girls. When it's his time of the month he turns human for the night. Yup he's a hanyo. Did that stop my heart from flinging itself to him? No sir-re.

Mr. Maybe number three…

Now being from the same generation with maybe 2, he is more of what I would get if I mixed 1 and 2 together. He he! He's intelligent, strong, handsome, and definitely more in touch with his inner feelings than either of the previous candidates are. So what's the problem, you say?

Well he kidnapped then kind of blackmailed me into helping him. Okay maybe not blackmailed exactly. But for some reason I can't seem to feel that special oomph! That I do with #2. This one if full demon. But I don't see that when I see him. He did help me find some peace in this chaotic world for a bit in his own way.

Okay, the potential is there for all of these guys. Which one should I focus on? They've all given me headaches and have touched my heart in some way. What should I do? How do I even decide which one to choose?

I'll stop here for now with another annoying cliché.

The heart wants what the heart wants.

It isn't helpful because different parts of my heart want each of them!