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Lilika threw herself on her bed and started crying as hard as she could. She asked why did things like that had to happen to her. What did she had that other girls didn't? Aoshi's threat frightened her. Now she couldn't be alone in her own house. Imagine what could happen. She hated her life. Her parents died and the only family she had left was her brother who she feared was always with the wrong friends. Sometimes he leave early in the morning and came late at night. With strange things happening now to her. Just that afternoon somebody attacked her. In the evening Aoshi tried to rape her. What else could go wrong? She sometimes thought suicide. But something tells her to stop. Is this feeling she gets inside that says ' You'll regret it and there will be no return to the past.' With all this things in her head she felt so confused. There is only one thing that calmed her down. Nature. That's why she loved to be outside. She made contact with her other side. The side that very few people know. Every time she made contact with the outside world all the problems she had flew away and never came back. But there are some things that could never be erased.
The poor girl just wanted to be alone. So many things rushing in and out her head. She looked up and prayed for patience, for guidance, for bravery, for help. People may think she's a clear conscience girl with an easy life. Always happy and gentle. But they're wrong. She may seem that way. Since she doesn't have any actual friends. Except this one girl that was never afraid of her and the next day Lilika was going to visit her. She needed to talk to somebody that knew her pain. Who better than a best friend?
With thoughts in her head and tears in her eyes she fell asleep. Every night she fell asleep the same way. Hearing voices in her head. Seen memories that she didn't want to remember at all. Her father falling to the ground and a man holding a bloody sword while she just walked backwards with watery eyes. Aoshi's threat that kept repeating itself in her head. Seeing Sanosuke come home badly wounded.
Sanosuke entered her room silently to check on her. Even though she was sleeping her cheeks were wet with tears. 'You were crying.'-thought her older brother sitting at her side. He gently cleaned her tears with his fingers and caressed her face. Sanosuke stood up and looked for a blanket. 'Here little Lili.'-he thought sitting besides her again and putting the blanket over both of them. "I love you Lilika."- he whispered at her ear.
Lilika woke up the next morning to find Sanosuke sleeping at her side. Lilika smiled and decided to stay there a little longer. She closed her eyes and stayed there. "Good morning Lili."-said her brother Sano. "Good morning big brother."-she said smiling. "Had a good sleep?"-he asked. "I had a little trouble but I slept well."-she answered. "Good."- Sanosuke said smiling- "Come, let's have breakfast." Lilika and Sanosuke stood up and headed straight for the kitchen. May be her life wasn't as bad as she thought. Even though her brother was older, he still loved her.
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BTK here. Could you believe that Lilika thought of trying suicide? What do you think about that? Review and tell me. And as always wait for the next chapter. Thanks. ^_,^
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Lilika threw herself on her bed and started crying as hard as she could. She asked why did things like that had to happen to her. What did she had that other girls didn't? Aoshi's threat frightened her. Now she couldn't be alone in her own house. Imagine what could happen. She hated her life. Her parents died and the only family she had left was her brother who she feared was always with the wrong friends. Sometimes he leave early in the morning and came late at night. With strange things happening now to her. Just that afternoon somebody attacked her. In the evening Aoshi tried to rape her. What else could go wrong? She sometimes thought suicide. But something tells her to stop. Is this feeling she gets inside that says ' You'll regret it and there will be no return to the past.' With all this things in her head she felt so confused. There is only one thing that calmed her down. Nature. That's why she loved to be outside. She made contact with her other side. The side that very few people know. Every time she made contact with the outside world all the problems she had flew away and never came back. But there are some things that could never be erased.
The poor girl just wanted to be alone. So many things rushing in and out her head. She looked up and prayed for patience, for guidance, for bravery, for help. People may think she's a clear conscience girl with an easy life. Always happy and gentle. But they're wrong. She may seem that way. Since she doesn't have any actual friends. Except this one girl that was never afraid of her and the next day Lilika was going to visit her. She needed to talk to somebody that knew her pain. Who better than a best friend?
With thoughts in her head and tears in her eyes she fell asleep. Every night she fell asleep the same way. Hearing voices in her head. Seen memories that she didn't want to remember at all. Her father falling to the ground and a man holding a bloody sword while she just walked backwards with watery eyes. Aoshi's threat that kept repeating itself in her head. Seeing Sanosuke come home badly wounded.
Sanosuke entered her room silently to check on her. Even though she was sleeping her cheeks were wet with tears. 'You were crying.'-thought her older brother sitting at her side. He gently cleaned her tears with his fingers and caressed her face. Sanosuke stood up and looked for a blanket. 'Here little Lili.'-he thought sitting besides her again and putting the blanket over both of them. "I love you Lilika."- he whispered at her ear.
Lilika woke up the next morning to find Sanosuke sleeping at her side. Lilika smiled and decided to stay there a little longer. She closed her eyes and stayed there. "Good morning Lili."-said her brother Sano. "Good morning big brother."-she said smiling. "Had a good sleep?"-he asked. "I had a little trouble but I slept well."-she answered. "Good."- Sanosuke said smiling- "Come, let's have breakfast." Lilika and Sanosuke stood up and headed straight for the kitchen. May be her life wasn't as bad as she thought. Even though her brother was older, he still loved her.
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BTK here. Could you believe that Lilika thought of trying suicide? What do you think about that? Review and tell me. And as always wait for the next chapter. Thanks. ^_,^