Disclaimer- I don't own Fake or the movie "Sid and Nancy". {Cries} Can't I have ANYTHING?! lol

Warning- The OCCness kicks in, in this chapter. Watch out!

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Chapter 4- The Real Reason Why

I was waiting all day for Rose's call. I looked down at my cell all day at work and he still didn't call. I was sitting at home when it started to ring. I squealed.

"Rose?" I ask. Please be him!

"Dee, leave me alone. Quit sending people after me." I hear. The voice filled my heart as cold as the words where.

"Ryo?" I choked out.

"I'm not fucking playing. I tried to be nice about it. Just leave me alone, Dee." Ryo says and I hear the dial tone. I clicked off and started to cry. This isn't fair! I hate this so much! I look down at my cell phone. I know if I call back he won't pick up. I don't even want Rose to call now. It's not worth it. I quit now. I should just listen to Ryo and leave him alone.

A half hour later, my cell rang again. "Hello." I say, my nose stuffed up.

"Dee?" Rose says. His voice seemed sad. "Look meet me at work. We gotta talk." He says.

"Yeah, ok." I say, sadly and hang up.

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I sat on the trunk of my car, waiting for Rose's car. I'd been here for an hour. I know he's gonna tell me the same thing Ryo told me. I've come to the conclusion that Ryo's never coming back. Rose pulled up next to my car and got out. I was already on my last cigarette, so it's a good thing he showed up. I can bum off him. He got out and sat next to me.

"What did Ryo say?" I ask, taking a big puff off my cigarette.

"Lots of stuff." Rose says, snatching the cigarette from me and taking a hit.

I roll my eyes. "Don't be an ass." I say. "Be pacific."

"Ok. Think you can handle it?" He asks and I nod. "He said he misses you horribly and he wants you back deeply..." He says.

A huge smile forms on my face. "He said that?! HE SAID THAT!? THERE'S STILL HOPE!" I say, holding onto Rose's shoulders and shaking him. I lean in and kiss him. What the hell am I doing?! I let go and wipe my lips. "Sorry. Spur of the moment thing." I say. The gross thing is that it wasn't half bad.

"I figured that." Rose says, smirking a bit. "Anyway, before you went on a happy craze, I needed to add that, well, he doesn't want to be gay."

"WHAT?!" I yell in disbelief. Oh god. He's back to his 'being with a guy is gross' faze.

"He has a good reason though. It kind of surprised me that you didn't know. One day after work, he was beaten and threatened death by a group of homofos." Rose sates.

"WHAT?! WHEN?! WHERE THE FUCK WAS I?!" I say. Oh my god, Ryo! The anger kicked in. "Who the fuck are they? I could kill them bastards." I say. I was about to get off my car when Rose grabbed my shirt.

"Calm down, Laynter. We already caught them. And this all happened that one weekend that you, Ted and Drake went on vacation for a week." Rose says.

I think back to it. Damn, that was almost three months ago. "So why is he doing all this now?" I ask.

"Don't know. But that was his reason." He says, finishing my cigarette. I can't belive he didn't tell me about this.

I pull out my cell phone. "I'm calling him." I say.

"No!" Rose says and grabs at my cell phone.

"Get the hell off!" I yell and back away from him. We both fell off my car, Rose on top of me, holding the cell phone away from me. "What the hell is wrong with you!?"

"I wasn't sopose to tell you all that shit. It was sopose to be just a friendly talk about you." Rose says.

Hm odd. First; I like the kiss now I'm ok with him laying on me. Damn, I need to get laid. "So I can't call him?" I ask.

He looks up at me, shocked. "You're a moron! You can't call him!" Rose growls. He sighs and lays his head on my chest.

"Don't get comfy. I want up." I growl. Rose groans and gets up. I stand up and dust myself off. I start towards my car. "I'll see you later."

"Hey! Um...If you need anything, just call, ok?" Rose says.

I eye him. "Sure, dude." I say. Why is he being so nice? Is he...? I shake my head and laugh. No way. I start up my car and head home.

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I decided to just stay home tonight. I'm not in the mood to deal with another hangover in the morning. So now I'm sitting on my couch in my boxers, eating ice cream for breakfast. My favorite movie is on HBO. "Sid and Nancy." Awesome movie. Ryo always hated it, but he was never a punker to appreciate it. The phone rang and I groaned.

"Not now!" I yell and put the TV on mute. I grab the phone. "Yeah?" I growl.

"Damn, pervert. You realy are a dick." I hear.

"Is that you, Bikky?" I growl.

"Damn straight!" He says, happily.

"Why are you calling? Does Ryo know your disobeying him?" I complain.

"He's on 3rd shift tonight. I need to talk to you." He says.

"About what?" I ask, angrily.

"About Ryo, Dumbass! He's a fucking wreck. I've never seen him this bad. He was crying just over saying something about Cal." Bikky says.

"That doesn't mean he was depressed about me." I growl.

"It was about how Cal visited you. Yes, she called me and told me about it. Then I asked him if I could call you and it wasn't pretty. He flipped out! He started cussing me out in Japanese! I don't even know what half of what he said meant! All I could understand was 'Dee', 'miss', and I think 'dick'. And maybe a 'no' but I don't remember." He says, slyly.

"You're an ass, you know that?" I ask, shaking my head. That kid amazes me.

"Well, whatever you did, just apologize to him. I hate seeing him so tense and depressed." Bikky says.

"Don't we all. But I'm afraid it wont be that easy." I say.

"Why's that? You didn't cheat on him did you? I swear to god, If you cheated on him I-"Bikky starts but I cut in.

"I didn't fucking cheat on him! I would never in a million years cheat on him! Anyway, Ryo decided to go straight which means he doesn't want me. Case closed. Goodbye." I say and I get ready to click off.

"Hold on, he doesn't want to be gay?! What the hell?!" Bikky says, completely lost.

"I wasn't even sopose to tell you this. Listen, Berkley Rose talked to Ryo for me and he said Ryo was beaten and threatened about being gay. It scared him and now he wants to be straight." I explain.

"Was this back when you where on vacation?" he asks.

"Yeah." I answer.

"Then Ryo lied to me! He said he got into a big run in on a case and said he had to struggle with some big drug dealer. God damnit! What else is he keeping from me?" He yells.

"Probily tons. Ok, you never heard or talked to me. And try to convince Ryo to move back home." I say.

"Ok, Tell Cal I love her." Bikky says.

"Wait, your not aloud to talk to Carol?" I ask.

"Nope. Ryo says you might try and convince Cal to tell her to tell me shit about him taking you back." Bikky says.

I shake my head. "That's not right dude. It's not your fault that we broke up." I say. Ryo's defiantly lost it.

"Bikky! Who are you on the phone with?!" I hear faintly in the background. Ryo. Man, he sounds stressed. I hate to hear him like this.

"Hey Lai, I gotta go. Bye!" Bikky says and I hear the dial tone. I put the phone down and smirk. It was nice to hear from the brat. I know we where never close but it feels good to talk to him. I hate to admit it, but I think I miss him.

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Author's Note: Hey 'yall! What's up?! Nothing here. Ok I know Ryo's reason for breaking up with Dee is a bit lame. (Ok realy, realy, REALY lame) but I was drinking mudslides at 2 in the morning and that was the only thing I could think of. Notice the love blooming between Dee and Rose?? I like weird parings, I know. You don't have to tell me. And don't kill me if I'm totally messing up all the charators. This whole story is very OOC, but oh well. I'm trying. Well I'm gonna go. Later!