Disclaimer- I don't own FAKE. (Cries)

Warning- This chapter has a LEMON scene in it. If that bothers you, then you really shouldn't read it. Oh and there's LOTS of sap.

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Chapter 12: Regaining A Lover

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Ryo and I walk into my apartment. I shudder. It's a chilly night and I'm fucking dressed in a tee shirt. I hate early fall. You can never dress in one shirt. It's 90 degrees during the day and 50 degrees at night.

Ryo shuts the door and takes off his jacket. He looks around. "It hasn't changed one bit." He says.

"I don't like change." I joke. We walk over to the daybed and Ryo lays down. I sit next to him. "Is your leg ok?" I ask.

He nods. He clears his throat. "Can I have a drink?" He asks.

I nod. "Of course." I say and walk over to the kitchen. "What do you want?"

He shrugs. "I'll drink anything." He says.

I pull out two bottles of pop out of the fridge and walk back over. Ryo sits up a bit and opens up the bottle. He sips the drink and puts the cap back on.

"Hey Randy..."

Ryo looks over at me. "Yes?" He asks.

"Can I ask you some...well...personal questions?" I ask.

Ryo fidgeted with the bottle. "I-If you want to." He says, his eyes on the bottle.

Ok where to start. I have so much to ask him. "Why do you want everyone to call you "Randy" instead of "Ryo" now?" I ask.

Ryo's head lowered. "'Ryo' the name you called me. Everytime I hear it I think back to you. You where the only person, besides family, that called me 'Ryo.' I didn't want to think about you so I told everyone to call me by my American name. I know its silly but I'm just..." He starts and he stops himself.

I nod. I guess I kind of understand. "Ok be honest, do you really like your new predict?" I ask.

He looks up at me. He sighs. "I hate it. Everyone there is really snooty. The only person that I have is Kristen." He says.

I give him a sympathic look. "So why don't you come back to the 27th?" I ask.

He shrugs. "I don't know."

I flashback to Carol's house. "Ry...Randy, why did you tell me you liked it there then at Carol's?" I ask.

He looks away and turns red. "I wanted you to think I was happy. I wanted to look better off. But the truth is that I'm miserable there." He says.

I stroke the side of his face with the back end of my hand. "I hope it gets better for you. I truly do." I say. He leans towards the touch. "If I ask you something, promise me you'll keep the expression to a minimum." I say.

He looks at me raising an eyebrow. "I'll try." He says with no tone in his voice.

"Do you ever think we could get back together?"

He pales. "I-I don't know. I mean your so happy with Rose. I couldn't possibly tear you away from him. It woo-" He starts but I cut him off with a long and deep kiss. He grabs a hold of me and slightly opens his mouth. I side my tongue inside, tasting the familiar taste of Ryo. I moan when his tongue slides over mine. After a few minutes of soft kissing, I broke for air. I was breathing slightly quicker and I noticed Ryo was too.

His eyes widen. "W-What about Rose?" He asks, breathlessly.

It's my turn to tense up. I completely forgot about him! I got so lost in Ryo that I wasn't thinking about him. "I don't know." I whisper.

Ryo backs away from my embrace. "No, you HAVE to know. If I decide that I want you back, I need to hear something, not an 'I don't know.'" He says.

I turn away from him. "I don't know who I want." I admit quietly.

Ryo shakes his head and scoffs. "And to think that I broke up with Kristen cause I thought I'd get a chance back. I expect too much." I hear him grumble. I don't think was suppose to hear that.

My head turns to him, my eyes wide. "You...You broke up with her to be with me?" I ask.

"Forget it. I should have just went home tonight. Why in the hell am I here?" Ryo says and stands.

"WAIT!" I say and yank him back down. I'm not letting him go again! I pull him in-between my legs and press him into my chest. I wrap my arms around him. He lays the back of his head on my shoulder. "I just don't want you to leave me like you did and go back to how I was." I whisper in his ear. He shivers and places a hand on my arm.

He kisses my cheek. "I wont do it again. I was miserable without you. I cried myself to sleep countless of nights. I just..." He whispers and I hush him.

"It's ok. Berkeley told me about why you really left." I tell him.

His eyes widen. "H-He did?!" He panics.

I nod. "It's ok. Really." I tell him.

Ryo turns around and straddles me. He kisses me, full force on the lips with passion and desire. It seems like he's had this built up for awhile. I'll let him dominate this for a bit before I take over.

I lay Ryo down on the daybed and began to kiss at his neck. He moans softly and his hands travel my body. His hands go under my shirt and I gasped when his hands touched my skin.

"Damn your hands are cold, Ryo!" I gasp.

He stops. "Y-You called me...Ryo." He says, his dark eyes looking up at me.

Shit. "It slipped! I'll b-" I start, but I'm cut off by an intense kiss.

Ryo breaks the kiss, much to my disappointment. "I don't like it when you call me 'Randy.'" He says, his face turning red with embarrassment.

I smile and lightly kiss his lips. Ryo reaches up and pulls me closer to him. I began to lick and suck at his neck and he was trying to get my shirt off.

I sit up and take it off for him. "Better?" I ask seductively.

Ryo's eyes traveled my body. He nods and breathes, "Yeah." His hands run all over my chest and I softly moan at the contact. He looks over at my arousal. "That looks pretty painful. Wanna take them off?" He asks. I groan. I love it when he comes out of his shell.

Hold on a second. Let me turn off the brain in my dick for 30 seconds. What if Ryo is only doing this for the spur of the moment thing? What if he really doesn't want to get back together? I need some reassurance.

"Ryo; if we do this, is this meaning your giving us the 'go ahead' to get back together?" I ask.

His smile fades a bit. "Dee, I don't want to be without you ever again. I want to be with you again." He says, dead serious.

Ryo's words from the heart, went though me and rebooted my 'other' brain. I lean down and passionately kiss him, my tongue sliding in and out of his mouth. I felt his hands fumbling with the button on my pants. When he got to the zipper, as soon as he got it down, he slipped a hand inside my boxers and felt around. I throw my head back and moan.

I help Ryo discard my jeans. "We need to strip you, babe." I breathe.

Ryo nods and says, "But your still clothed." He yanks down my boxers and my breath hitches when the cold air touched my erection. I get rid of them. Now I'm stark naked on top of a completely clothed Ryo. I must say that I don't like being naked alone, if you catch my drift.

I slip Ryo's shirt off. I close my eyes and lean down to lick at Ryo's chest. My tongue runs on...cloth?! I open my eyes to see that Ryo had a undershirt on. "Jesus Ryo, how many shirts do you have on?" I joke.

Ryo blushes and I take the undershirt off. I stare down at Ryo's body in awe. How did I go so long without this!? I run a hand over his chest. He softly moans. I close my eyes and grin. Oh yeah, I'm in heaven. I go down and kiss Ryo's chest slowly. Ryo's hands rub my back. I look up at him, still licking of course, to see that his eyes have fluttered shut and his mouth was parted slightly. He was panting slightly.

"D-Dee..." He breathes.

I stop and crawl so where face to face. "Something wrong?" I ask. Please say no!

He began to blush. "I-I n-need..." He starts and looks away.

I lightly turn his head to face mine. "What do you want?" I ask, my voice dripping with seduction and husky.

"I need you t-to..." He sighs and turns a deeper red. "...To suck me."

I smile down at him and kiss him quickly. "I'll get to that. We've got all night, you know." I assure him. I go back to his chest. As I lick and kiss, I start to unbutton his jeans. I slowly take them off. I look down at Ryo's boxers and begin to laugh. "Please tell me why you have Sponge bob Square pants boxers."

He blushes again. "It was the last clean pair I had." He admits.

I nod and slowly take the yellow boxers off. I look down at Ryo's erection and lick my lips. "I can't wait to get my mouth on that." I say, huskily. Ryo groans loudly.

I get off Ryo and stand. "Where you going?!" Ryo panics.

I smile at him and grab his hand. I yank him off the Daybed. He yelps when his one foot touches the ground. Oh crap! I forgot about leg! "Oh shit, Ryo. I forgot babe." I quickly apologies.

He nods. "I-It's ok." He says, giving me a reassuring smile. I scoop him up. "DEE! Put me down! I swear I can walk!"

"Well you don't walk fast enough."

I kiss him softly and carry him to my room. I lightly sit him on my bed. He kisses me, throwing his arms around me and sliding his tongue into my mouth. I tangle my hand in his shaggy chestnut colored hair. Ryo pulls me on top of him, never breaking the kiss. I begin to rub against him causing soft moans to come from his throat.

I break away for air and slide down his body. I look at his dripping erection and lick the pre-cum away. Ryo shudders. "Please Dee." He says, huskily.

I glance up at him. "You don't have to ask me twice." I say and begin to slowly take him in my mouth. I feel Ryo slightly sit up and I could feel his eyes on me. I miss doing this for him. I wont do this for anyone else but Ryo. When he asks, I don't know, suddenly I crave cock.

I ran my tongue on the head when I took it out of my mouth and when I went back down I swirled my tongue around the shaft. I repeat it a few times.

"Oh god, Dee..."

I glance up to see Ryo has his head thrown back and he looks close. I lay Ryo back down and kiss him. "Do you want to do this?" I ask.

Ryo nods and leans over to the nightstand. He opens the drawer and moves the papers around. "Um, Dee, it's gone." He says.

"What?"

"The lube."

I raise an eyebrow. Then it hit me. I put it in the bathroom. I groan. "I'll be back. I moved it when..." I start but I couldn't finish. I don't want to think about two months ago. I want to think about now. Ryo nods his head and I race off to the bathroom and go under the sink. I grab the small bottle and look at all the stuff in there. It was all of Ryo's 'care' products when he spent the night. I smirk. He's gonna need that tomorrow morning.

I go back to the bedroom and kiss Ryo. I open the bottle and pour some on my fingers. "Lay down." I tell him. He lays down and sets his legs on my shoulders. I gotta remember about his leg. I tease his hole before entering. I gain a bit of a hiss from Ryo. I lean over to kiss his at his neck to distract him. After awhile of slowly moving it around, I was hearing soft moans. I slide another finger in slowly, but Ryo still gasps.

"It's ok, give it a second." I whisper. Why am I talking to him like he's the shy virgin boy?

"I-I know. It's just been awhile." Ryo says, softly.

"That's why I'm taking my time."

We sit in silence for a while, taking in the fact that where together. I slide another finger in and Ryo grips the bed sheets. He bites his lower lip and whimpers. "Hurry up, Dee." He moans.

I smirk. "Aren't we a bit pushy." I joke. Ryo either ignored my comment or didn't care. I withdraw my fingers and lean down to give him a heated kiss. When we break for air, I lean down to whisper, "Ready?" in Ryo's ear.

"Y-Yeah."

I slowly begin to move inside of him slowly. I bite my lower lip and close my eyes. It's been too long. I squint my eyes open to see Ryo. He's gripping the bed sheets with all his might. "Are you ok?" I breathe. Ryo nods. I finally rest all the way inside of him and he lets out a shaky breath. After a few moments I begin to move my hips. I go slow, trying my hardest not to come soon. I need this to last. I don't know when the next time I'll get to do this again.

Ryo begins to move against me and moaning my name. His back is slightly arched and his head is throw back. I reach down and begin to pump his cock. His back arches more and he lets out a strangled moan. As I fight to gain oxygen to speak, I soak up the image of Ryo. I breathe, "Ryo" and begin to move faster. My cock aches for release and I'll be god damned if I cant come soon.

"Dee, I'm..." Ryo moans. His arms let go of the sheets and wrap around my neck. I don't need him to finish the sentence. I know how he feels. I nod in agreement because I can't speak. Ryo's body stiffens and is on the of coming. To help him out, I lean over and kiss his swollen lips roughly, my tongue darting in and out of his mouth with my thrusts.

That done it. Ryo's back arches fully off the bed and he moans loudly, "DEE!" His cum splatters on him and me. I'm done for. With Ryo's ass muscles tight around me and him looking extremely sexy like that, I came inside of Ryo, moaning his name just as loud as he did mine. Ryo collapses back onto the bed and took his legs off my shoulders. I withdrew my flaccid cock and let my sweaty body collapse onto Ryo's spent body.

"Holy...shit...Dee..." Ryo breathes in my ear.

"I haven't cummed that hard in a looooooooooooooooooong ass time." I muffle into the pillow Ryo's head was resting on.

"Dee, I don't want to ruin a really awesome moment but I have something I NEED to tell you." He says.

"Then don't say it."

Ryo sighs. "I have to. I can't leave my other predict for another 3 months, which means I have to stay there for a bit longer." He says.

I groan. "God damn it, Ryo. That fuck sucks." I wine.

"I know but it's policy."

I roll off Ryo and lay next to him. "So your ACTUALY willing to give us another try?" I ask

Ryo turns to face me and kisses the tip of my nose. "I wouldn't of just done that if it was a no. I love you with all my heart and soul. Everyday without you, I felt like I was wasting away. By the end of the 1st month, I felt like a zombie, afraid to love again." He says.

I lean over and kiss him softly. "Don't be afraid to love me."

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Author's Note: Howdy everyone. It's been a few weeks. But see I told you I was coming back with a lemon scene. For all of you Berkeley/Dee fans, there WILL be a lemon between them. God, how did my precious story go from all nice and sweet to hardcore and sexual. I've got the Goo Goo Dolls CD "Dizzy Up The Girl" on repeat as I typed this chapter up. I mean you've gotta have a sappy CD to go with your sappy loving chapter. LOL. I hate writing sap but it's so frickin' easy to write. I don't even mean to write it. My friend was like, "I thought you hate sappy stories." and I said, "Well when you're a chick, your mind switches to sap without thinking." I don't know. I'm rambling on nothing. I'd better go. Massive homework. Later!!