Sincerity Can Only Last So Long
Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter anything. I'm just plainly borrowing the charaters. So lets move on. And thank you J.K Rowling.
Summary: Ginvera Weasley had always been kind to others. Never wanting anything by helping. Thinking that if one day she was in trouble they would help. But when she suddenly reaches the lowest point of her life, when she needs help the most, even her every best friend turns her back on her, So she swallows her tears and says good bye to her last piece of sincerity. ( Rated R for language and rape)
Chapter Three- Gin Riddle
Slytherin 5th Year Girl's Dorm
Monday 11:47p.m.
Sleep would come to Gin that night. Either from the moaning in the floor above. Everything changed so fast. She was no longer a virgin, she talked to Tom, she stomped on Harry, went from a Weasley to a Riddle, and changed house. Her thoughts were interrupted by a owl flying to her bed. Her face softened and she gave the owl a treat, and took the letter from it's claw.
Dear Gin,
I hope your doing fine in the Slytherin Dorm. I had recieve news that you used the name Riddle instead of Weasley. I'm quite honored. That would mean that you would be my daughter... for now.
Clothes will be sent over in the morning. And young Malfoy will be showing you the ropes to being a Slytherin. Since I know that you don't associate with Slytherin girls, and they will be envious of you, you may use my secret chamber to sleep in. I'm sure you'll find everything you need. All you need to do is go to the locked door next to the Boy's Dorm's stair case . Tap the doorknob three times and say Prueblood and walk to the painting with a flower in a vase. The password is 'Slytherin Miracle'.
On a more personal note, you can mail me with this owl. You may name it whatever you want. The owl knows where I am located at all times.
You friend when ever you're in need,
Tom Riddle
P.S I do so hate that name but you shouldn't call me Voldemort or the Dark Lord.
When Gin was done reading the letter. She smiled. She didn't need a brother nor anyfriends, all she needed was Tom. She trusted him always. He was the only one who understood her, and she was the only one who understood him. They knew everything about each other. She could even tell in the letter that he was pleased to be writing to her again.
Gin was still wearing her outfit he had given her, she didn't have anymore nightgown. Nor did she was to wear her brother's overly large t-shirt. She didn't want to send a letter to Mum. She knew that she would recieve news of what she did soon.
She didn't know what to expect. Her Dad was never payed attention to her when her brothers were at school. Always work. Mum was the only one who notice anything. But she too was occupied most of the time.
Gin decided to go to Tom's secret chamber and see if he had an extra nightgown. She went down to the Slytherin Common Room, but this time, with her wand.
When she reached the bottom of the stairs, she was suprise to find Malfoy sitting on one of the armchairs. He seemed deep in thought. Gin checked if he had any bottle of FireWhisky or liqueur near him. Relieve to find none, she took a seat across him.
Draco look up and didn't seem surprise to find her there.
He just plainly ask," How'd you know the Dark Lord?"
"Your father introduced him to me with his diary," she said.
"My father has a diary?" he asked with a unbelievable smile. She never knew he could smile period.
"No, ... the Dark Lord's diary," she said thinking it wouldn't be a good thing to tell Malfoy his real name.
"Oh," he remarked. That was unbelievable too.
"So your suppose to show me how to be a Slytherin tomorrow? I'm hoping it hasn't to do with the bed and a guy, right? I had enough today. Potter is bad in bed, but T... the Dark Lord is quite good," she said with a smirk.
"You and the Dark Lord?" he said, 'This chit is unbelievable,' he thought.
"Why? Is it that unbelievable?"
Draco raised his eyebrow.
"Ok, it is but he most be a million times better than you," she said with a raised eyebrow, challenging him.
"Maybe he is better than me but definately not more than five times better," he countered, "Now goodnight."
With that, he headed towards the Boy's Dorm. Gin's eyes followed him and found what she intend to find. A wooden door with a snake carved on it. She tapped three times and said Pureblood. The door opened and she went in and the door shut it's self.
There were three large paintings. The one on the left was a bowl of fruits, and the right was the flowers in a vase. She went up to it and said,"Slytherin Miracle". The painting opened and the sight before was beautiful.
There was a crystal chandelier on the ceiling in the middle. A beautiful 18th century bed, with white veils, and dark green sheets.
'I should of known, he never settles for ordinary,' she thought
There was a beautifully carved table across the bed. The counter next to the bed was filled with white roses. Her favorite flower. The clothest was next to the counter and was a large white shirt that attracted her attention.
'It's like he was here. Thanks Tom.'
After she was done showering and changing, she turned off the lights and climbed into her new found bed. She closed her eyes and finally she fell asleep.
Ginny's New Found Room
Tuesday 5:00a.m.
"Harry? Are you alright?" Ginny asked, worriedly.
"Ginny?" he inquired, with a weak voice.
"Yes, it me. Are you alright?" she asked again. He looked very drunk indeed.
"Ginny, you help everyone right? Can you help me?" without waiting for an answer, he grabbed Ginny by the arm and started kissing her roughly.
Ginny tried to push away but Harry was too strong 'Damn him and his Quidditch practices' she thought. Finally she pulled away from his mouth.
"Harry! Stop it! Your drunk!" she said helplessly pushing away.
But Harry didn't listen to anything she said. Instead he put his arm around her waist and riped off her second hand robe and nightgown and he started kissing her again.
Ginny fought and struggled against him, but it didn't work he was way too strong.
"Stop please stop," she begged over and over again, but she was begging to deaf ears. But she kept begging and struggling.
Harry took off his pants with one arm and layed Ginny down without care. So Ginny hit the ground hard and started losing consiousness. But she kept begging. But she felt so weak and knew that the begging wouldn't work as Harry slid off her worn out knickers.
Before she lost consiousness, she felt and will always remember the pain when Harry plugged in and took her virginity and all that was pure to her. Tears ran down her face even though she was unconsious and in a nightmare.
She surrender...
Gin woke up with a start. Sweat cover her body. The nightmare of the night before haunted her dreams. She could feel wet tears running down her face. She raised her hands to her face and cry. Her head on her knees, she could smell the scent on Tom's shirt. Spearmint and a hint of after shave. Her tears stop and Ginny got up.
The floor was cold, but she felt safe. She gathered her clothes from the night before and walked back to her dorm in Tom's shirt. No one was awake yet. Ginny's footstep didn't make a sound. She worried that she would get on the wrong side of the Slytherins. Somehow she felt like this place was very familiar.
When she got to her common room, large packages where sitting on her bed. No owl was in site. There was a letter on top of one of the packages. She opened it with care when she rest her clothes on the bed. And read the letter silently.
Dear Ms. Riddle,
The Dark Lord had assigned me to take care of sending you proper clothes for the rest of the year. But of course , you are a Riddle now. The Dark Lord pick some muggle clothes and wizarding clothes himself. But of course, I was his 'woman's touch'.
I'm hoping you enjoy some of these clothes. I bought you some make-up and jewelry. If you need anything or advice, I would love for you to come to me for advice. And the Dark Lord asked you to owl him regularly.
My son, Draco will be sure to show you around. My dear, I'm sure you think that all Slytherin are bad influence. But I assure you, they won't disappoint you. But chose your friends wisely. Do take care.
Sincerely,
Narcissa Malfoy.
Gin was smiling. This was the first female to accept her. And this was a Malfoy. Isn't it ironic. Your family don't believe and think your delarious, but a total stranger gives you confort and advice. Very ironic. Tears came with her smile. Ginny made a mental note, to thank her with a letter tonight.
She started opening her packages. There were long dresses and short muggle dresses. Muggle jeans, skirts, top shirts. Gloves, cloke, shoes. Jewelry and more. Shes never seen so much clothes in her life. Never even dreamed of it. she even recieved new uniforms. White shirts that fitted her curves perfectly. Skirts up to her mid-thighs. High heels that matched the dress. A new Slytherin cloke and book bag.
After she took a quick warm shower, she dressed. She put on some eyeshadow, eyeliner, and lipgloss. She wore her hair down today. Her hair end in curls in elbow length. Checking her reflection with a smile. She looked wicked. Without a second thought she grabbed her cloke and went downstairs to the common room, when the other girls started to wake up.
Slytherin Common Room
6:30 a.m.
Draco and Blaise woke up early to talk about Quidditch strategy for the following game with Gryfondor.
They didn't notice Gin coming down from the girl's dorm.
"Do you think you can beat Potter with our new strategy?" asked Blaise.
"Sure if you can keep the distraction," he answered.
Gin looked at there strategy on the mini chalk board.
"You could just use Crabb at the corner. We Chasers always go there as, cause your players are never there. We pass it there always," Ginny remarked casually.
They stared at her with shock and amusement. Blaise checked the board and said with amazement," How come we never spot it?"
"Well, we don't make it obvious," she said like it was obvious, "And Harry always go here, you get the best view of the game, and a better chance of finding the snitch. I found a better spot though. I never told him," she said pointing at the corner left of the field, then the area a few yards away from it.
Blaise just stared at that spot as if it was treasure. Draco just stared at Gin with shock.
"Unbelievable!" he said with a whisper of amazement. Blaise just nodded with agreement.
Blaise then put away the chalkboard.
"Lets go to breakfeast early and celebrate," he said, rubbing his hands together with a grin. Draco gave Gin his arm as to escort her to the Great Hall, while Blaise did the same on her other arm.
'Maybe this won't be so bad after all,' all three of them thought.
Great Hall
6:50a.m.
Gin watched as the minutes flew by. She knew she would recieve mail from Errol. Her stomache was in a knot. Ron was one thing, but her parents were way too hard to ignore. But then the thought of them shouting at her didn't help either. She could feel Ron's glare and Pansy's leer. But she touched the necklace and thought, how did he do it. And she could mentally hear him say, "Well with a muggle father and a dead mother, it wasn't very hard or disappointing." She smiled.
Then Ginny felt another stare on her, she looked up and wasn't surprised to find dark brown eyes on her. The very eyes that betrayed her. She wasn't stupid. Those eyes were full of evil plans, she was no more than a backstabber. No matter how long you've known her.
The sound of the door slamming open, broke through her thoughts, as she snapped her head at the door. Her face was a mixed of surprised and expected. She knew it was going to happen, but she didn't think it was going to be like this.
Her parents stood at the doorway. Their eyes locked. Mr. Weasley's expression was stern and possible anger, and Mrs. Weasley's with disbelief. Dumbledor met them at the door. So did the Trio and her ex-bestfriend. They seemed to be discussing something, and her parents looked at Harry with disbelief. Then Victoria said something and the Trio agreed and her parents look relief, but at the sametime was worried.
All of them walk over to her as if they could solve this problem would end, and everything would go back to normal. Gin hated how they think they could fix everything when they didn't believe in the truth. She hated everything about it. Her hands balled into fists. All eyes were on them when they reached her. Everything was quiet. Everyone waited to see the first word the catch the first reaction.
"Ginny, are you alright?" said Mr. Wealsey softly.
"Come back to us Ginny, it was all a misunderstanding. It had to besomeone else. Victoria said so. And Harry swore he didn't do it," Mrs. Weasley added with confort.
Ginny felt the hurt inside her. They didn't believe her. She was so tempted to go. She wanted everything to go bakc to normal. But another side, a small side told her that it was impossible. But the feeling, the temptation was so strong that it was impossible to do anything. She needed someone, something. She was falling.
"Come back Ginny," came Victoria's voice. It was so convincing. Victoria reached out her hand. Gin reach out for it in a trance.
"Don't," came a voice. A voice that snapped her back to reality and withdraw her hand. Gin turned around. Draco was right there behind her.
"Fight for what you believe in," he said in a determine voice. His eyes were consentrating on her. They were full of hope, hope that shes been looking for.
She turned around slowly. And stepped towards Mrs. Weasley.
"My name is Gin Riddle of Slytherin, Ginny Weasley was gone with her purity, virginity and dignity when she was raped by Harry Potter."