That was
what had been so frightening about him when he was a baby – the
fact that he could /speak/ was naturally a disturbing tidbit of
information – but the unassuming intelligence and disdain that was
more habit then true loathing made him simply, undiluted, and
entirely creepy.
Kagome had hidden enough things – they'd
gotten through the main ones – although nearly being a puppet of
his old arch-nemesis /did/ count as another large...not really a
/lie/. Things like that didn't regularly show up in everyday
conversation. Thank Kami.
She let go of a small noise, the
surprise that always accompanied the miko whenever she witnessed
Inuyasha's largest attack. It was good that it /was/ so widely
spread – the toxins had been swept away just as neatly as Nakago.
The urchin was nowhere to be seen..that was easy enough to tell.
Whether he was dead or not was an entirely separate issue.
'You'll
never hurt her again'.
It – he didn't even know what he
was talking about. And now that the child was gone, Kagome would have
to explain. She coughed, the poison abrasive on her throat as her
holy powers tried to soothe the area.
"..." The girl was
silent. She sure as hell wasn't going to push this ... she didn't
want to have to admit that she was so pathetic. Kagome began to chew
her lip softly, forcing her eyes away from the hanyou who had saved
her life more then once.
The
hanyou panted lightly - it wasn't easy to pull that off - sliding the
Tetsusaiga back into its sheath. The blade glowed with a clean twang,
transforming in a halo of golden light. The place where the "child"
had once stood was a scorch on the ground. Grass would never grow
there again, that was for sure. A trace of the empty, guilty feeling
still lingered. He tried to shrug it away, but it stuck there. Like
spider webs that could be brushed away, but leave wisps of silky
strands hanging in their wake.
It was over. The worst was
over. Sort of. Secrets had come out, that thing that had been
bothering him for weeks was finally gone, both were alive. What to do
now, though...
Maybe the worst wasn't over. But only time
would tell, truly.
Inuyasha looked around to Kagome, turning
to face the miko. Her gaze no longer rested on him, instead turned
away as if she was ashamed. And maybe...
"Kagome, what
was that thing? Why did he know you?" He paused. "What's
wrong?"
What to do
now.
They'd been sent back to square one, surely. The
awkward silence had only been made ever so much more suffocating by
the fact their secrets were out. She didn't feel as comforted as
she might've liked ... perhaps that was why her gaze remained
lowered no matter how much of her begged to let go of her
blanket-like cowardice.
"He isn't worth remembering --
don't worry about it."
She was quick as she spoke,
chocolate orbs only flicking upward for a millisecond to squirm
quickly away. He shouldn't be worried about it -- he'd /saved/
her from Nakago once before. Just when she was about to accept her
fate.
Her arms crossed over her soaked chest, a rattled
breath escaping through a closed mouth. Only now did she remember her
hair was dripping ... she probably looked all the more pitiful,
caught red-handed, /ashamed/ and so very /uncomfortable/.
"I'm
fine."
Kagome finally added the futile statement in after a
good three minutes.
When did this sinking feeling just settle
into daily life -- when did this worry suddenly become a constant? It
didn't seem unfamiliar to be so on guard; a coiled spring; a
readied trap. Maybe it would be like a tumor -- merely another
appendage. Hello, this is I, and these are my arms and legs, which
are useful, and this is my fear, which is less than useful, but I
have learned to drag it around, so pay it no mind.
The sakura
blossoms were tattered -- ripped paper airplanes -- as they drifted
by, sticking to her damp hair like odd decorations.
The
problem was that he /did/ worry, whether Nakago was worth remembering
or not. He worried about what had happened that he didn't know about.
He was the kind who wanted to know anything and everything, no matter
how painful. One little bit of knowledge can make a whole world of
difference, in his mind.
The three minute silence gave him
time to mentally check himself. He was still soaking, though a little
bit dry from moving around. His long hair felt like a weight, now
doubt with sakura petals and twigs and leaves mingled with the
silvery-white locks. He felt /heavy/, now that the need to move was
no longer as big an issue that it had been.
The hanyou might
have accepted that - might, mind you - had she not said she was fine.
The lie was evident in the feigned insistence. The shield that hid
the pain and shame crumbling, or dissolving, or whatever the mental
shields did. He'd set up enough of them for himself; he should know.
But after all this...why did she still think she needed to
lie?
Inuyasha took the few heavy steps until he was close
enough, reaching out to tilt Kagome's chin up with a loose fist.
Looking down at her with clear worry, his already tired face
displaying a slight disappointment. Not so much the fact that she had
lied, but /why/, really. Why /now/?
"Don't
lie...please....You aren't good at it today."
Leave room
for error, ne?
