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A/N: Here it is, thatnks for all of the reviews

Teresa was sitting on the window seat, idly waiting for her friend to come out of the bathroom. Sara had been in their for too long, Teresa had a feeling that the answer to the test was not going to be what Sara expected.

Sara walked out of the bathroom like a zombie; she sat down next to Teresa. She stared straight ahead, except she wasn't really seeing anything.

Teresa turned to look at Sara, "Lets see it."

Without saying a word, Sara handed the test to her. Teresa pursed her lips once she saw the positive sign, she sighed, "I can't say I'm surprised."

Sara looked down at her feet, tears slipped down her cheeks. "This can't be happening," she whispered.

"What are you going to do?"

"I don't know Teresa." She turned her sad brown eyes, glistening with tears towards her friend, "What do you think I should do."

"You should tell him."

"Tell Grissom? Are you crazy?" Sara said as she jumped up.

"You have to tell him sometime Sara; you're going to have his child."

"I know, but I can't let him know that, I can't let him break my heart again."

Teresa just looked at her friend; Sara's tears ran rivers down her cheeks. She sat back down and hung her head, sobs racked her body.

"Look at me Teresa, I'm no mother. I could tell you the types of hormones that have been released but I can't tell you the first thing of how to raise a child."

"I still think you should tell him."

"No." she whispered, "I don't have the courage too."

"You should talk to somebody, call Catherine or Nick or Warrick or any of your other friends from Las Vegas."

"Why?"

"Because you need to talk to someone close to him."

Catherine was in the Break Room alone, pulling on overtime on a double homicide. She was reading over the evidence again, she had felling that this case was going to remain unsolved, unless Greg's replacement got her her results soon. She smiled when she remembered Greg's pleasure at becoming a CSI level 1, he had been hoping to become one for so long and he did his job well, granted no one expected him to be promoted so soon.

At that moment her cell phone chirped to life.

"Willows," she answered, instead of somebody identifying themselves she heard the distinct sound of someone crying. "Hello?" she asked again.

"Catherine, it's me, Sara"

Catherine couldn't believe it, "Sara, I'm so glad to hear from you, what's wrong?"

Sara still was crying, "Can you just give me a minute?"

"Yeah sure," she replied.

They were silent for a moment except for the sound of Sara's tears, finally Catherine broke the ice. "Things are going well here, Grissom finally let Greg become a CSI." "You should have seen him; he was jumping all over the place."

Sara laughed a little, she figured that the former lab rat had probably bragged to every woman he saw thinking his new job would spring a date.

"Do you want to tell me what's wrong now?"

Sara was silent for a moment, "Catherine, I'm pregnant."

The papers Catherine had been holding slipped from her grasp. "It's Grissom's isn't it?"

"Yes," she whispered.

"Sara, I'm here at work I can go get him and"

"No Catherine."

"He needs to know."

"No!" "You can't tell him, if sleeping with me scared him so much imagine what it would be like if he found out that I was pregnant too."

"You've got a point there." Catherine said, she hated this arrangement but It was not her place to tell Grissom the truth. "What are you going to do?"

"I honestly don't know."

"Please, call me again; don't make me wait three more weeks to hear how you are doing."

"Ok." They said their respective good-byes and hung up. Catherine felt like the world was collapsing around her. How could two people, who were so right for each other, mess things up so wrong?

Sara had stayed in her guest room that day; her mind was spinning faster and faster. What was she going to do? Abortion was not an option, she had solved too many crimes in which a baby was killed, and she wasn't going to become one of those killers.

She thought about adoption. Could she give up a part of her, something that had been with her for 9months? Could she turn her back on it and never think of it again?

When night came she was still wide awake. Instead of thinking about the decision she must make, her thoughts had turned to the incredible truth. She was carrying Grissom's child. A part of the man she had loved for so long was snuggled up in her womb and being lulled to sleep by the beating of her heart.

She began to think about the one time they had let the barriers down. It had been a moment of passion, but sweet at the same time. She longed to travel back in time and recapture the time she was truly happy. Who had known that while they were making love, they were making life? She missed him so much, why couldn't he just love her.

Tears stung her eyes for the millionth time that day. The startling truth came to her like a slap in the face. He just did not love her. But did she believe that? No. A small part of her still grasped at the hope that he would come back some day.

"I can't do it Grissom," she whispered to him even though they were thousands of miles apart, "I can't let you go and I can't let a part of you go either."

She was going to keep the baby, and then she would show the world she could go on without him.

A/N: I enjoyed writing the ending I hope yu liked reading it, please review next chapter soon.