"I Will Survive"
At first I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
I hated you…Both of you. You ruined my life, you know that? We were together for so long…and you blew it away for HER?!? The girl who left Ron? The girl who ended up leaving you for Draco? (Quick AN: there you go Alex!) You idiot…
But then I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
And I grew strong
And I learned how to get along
I finally realized it wasn't my fault. It was yours. I finally forgave myself for not being Hermione. Because your not worth it. I found someone who was. We aren't together any more, but we are still friends. Seamus never cheated on me…
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me
I should have locked the house from you apparating in, but I forgot. No, that's a lie. I didn't forget, not at first. I wanted you to come back, to say you were sorry, but you didn't. Then, I wanted you to come back so I could beat the hell out of you. Then I wanted to ask you why. Why would you do this to me? To us? But not anymore. I wanted you to come back so I could tell you to leave.
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive (hey-hey)
I learned to love again. And I still have love within my heart to give to people. I don't need you anymore Harry. I don't need you at all…
It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
I cried myself to sleep every night. I would go to bars and get drunk. Finally Luna (remember her?) told me to shape up. She took my to an AA meeting where I saw Seamus again after all these years.
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
and now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me
I don't love you anymore…I pity you. You are a pathetic excuse for a wizard. She leaves you, and you come crawling back to me. You should have known better, should have learned from Ron's mistakes. You do remember that he too proposed to her. You remember that he too got dumped after that, right?
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
Get put of my life. And never come back.
Disclaimer: I don't own. Please dont sue. these belong to Gloria Gaynor (or who ever owns the lyrics) and J.K.Rowling. No profit is being made.
I love all who reviewed! Sorry this took so long. If you are mde at me kill bananaprincess93. I told her I wouldn't update until she did and if she didn't do it soon all my loving reviewers were going to kill her. Thats besides the point! Did you like it? Hope so, because that was the last chapter. As I said before- I LOVE YOU ALL! good night covers face with hand