"How could you not tell me that mom"
"He's done somethings I just don't want to put you into and I don't know finding out he is my father is still sinking in"
"But he's my grandfather"
"I know and I should have told you"
"Damn right"
"Excuse me"
"I said damn right"
"That's what I thougt you said"
"I'm sorry"
"Don't be just don't say it again"
"Okay"
"C'mon let's go inside we still have a dinner to finish"
"Do we have too"
"Yes"
"Okay," they go back inside the restaurant and sit down," You okay Linds"
"Yeah I'm fine"
"Lindsey I'm sorry...."
"Can we just not talk about it"
"Sure," quiet for a few more minuets Anabella begins to whimper," Gil let me see her," she takes the young child from his arms," Baby what's wrong, you hungry," Anabella begins a soft cry," I'll be back in a while," she gets up from the table and walks back to the womens bathroom/lounge and sits in one of the chairs and exposes her breast for her daughter to grab and she begins to suckle,' I know this is so sick but this is driving me wild. God I need him now more than ever,' she looks down at her daughter with dark brown hair and bursting blue eyes," You look lust like your father
"Yes you do," she thought about her son Michael the work of art as Grissom called him looked just like Catherine with strawberry-blonde hair and the same bursting blue eyes as her. She was thankful that she had her children and that the man that gave her them was Gil but she wanted more so much more not just more kids but more everything and right now she was going to get what she wanted she was going to be on top. She pulls her breast out of Anabella's mouth and fixes her dress and walks back out," Hey Sam"
"Yeah"
"Next week starts spring break and I was wondering if maybe you would like to take Linds out to the ranch and teach her how to ride"
"Really mom"
"Yeah I mean if you want to"
"Sure I'd love too"
"Okay I'll call you later with the details"
"Sure"
"Hey Cath can I talk to you for a second"
"GGGGGGGGiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllll"
"Please"
"Fine," they get up and walk over to a hallway and he starts to kiss her," Noooooooo"
"Come on Cath please"
"NO"
"Fine you big spoil sport"
"Yeah don't act so hurt I'm not just doing it to you I'm doing it to me too"
"When we get home"
"When we get home," she runs her finger over his lips," Meeooww"
"Come on let's go," they walk back to the table," So anybody else"
"No"
"Nope"
"No"
"Okay so let's eat," they all begin to eat and chat as if nothing had happened over the past 3 years. After a couple hours they pay and Catherine and Grissom put the kids in the car and go home put them all in bed and go to thier room themselves and Grissom slides his arms around her waist and begins to kiss her neck," I love the way your skin feels against my lips"
"I love the ways your lips feel against my skin"
"Thanks for tonight"
"Why"
"I enjoyed it listening to you and your mom and Sam talk as though nothing ever happened over the past few years"
"You sat there and studied us the whole time"
"A little"
"You really haven't changed have you"
"Yes I have"
"How"
"I have a beautiful family, a gorgeous fiance, and I have someone to come home too"
"Okay"
"See I knew you'd agree"
"No you.....," he silences her with a kiss to the lips," You promised"
"I know," she kisses him back as his hand sneak up her dress pulling it over her head," Okay this is akward," he looks at her standing there in black lace bra and panties and black pumps," In your dreams Gil"
"Only you," he takes off his shirt and kisses her once again and pushes her down on the bed," Gil"
"Whhhhhhaaaaaaaaatttttttttt"
"Don't you dare put that condom on or no one will find your body"
"Caaaaaaaatttttttthhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
"Come on Gil why bother we're gonna endup having more kids anyway why not start tonight"
"Fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeee"
"You whine to much I hope the kids didn't inherit that"
"Whatever," she smiles and grabs his neck and pulls it down to hers. She begins to buck against him as he thrusts harder in her,"Oh GOD...So close..."
"Cath look at me," she looks up at him and he claims her lips once again," I need..."
"What do you need"
"Harder Gil harder I'm so close," he trusts once more into her and he feels her tighten around him. She finally can't hold it in any more she screams out his name riding out the orgasam he gave her. Listening to her moan his name gives him his orgasam and he explodes in her," Oh god Catherine," he collapses against her and kisses her," I love you Cath"
"I love you too"
"You always say that"
"That's cause I mean it
"Now roll over you're crushing me"
"Fine," he rolls off of her and lays down next to her," Cath what's wrong," he watches a single tear fall from her eyes," Nothing I just finally realized something"
"What"
"You make me calm, that's what me and Eddies problem was after Lindsey when we kept trying to get pregnant I was so stressed out about wanting another baby that's why I didn't concieve now if I want anymore kids we just hop into bed"
"How nice of you to think of it that way"
"Gil I didn't mean it that way"
"I know," he lays there staring deep into her eyes when a wail from one or possibly both of the twins echoes through the baby monitor," I'll be back in a second," she getsup and grabs her robe throws it over her shoulders fastening the rope in a knot and walks out of the door and goes to her son first and he's sound asleep and then to her daughter and she's wide awake whimpering up to a wail. Catherine picks her up and begins to bounce her up and down as she pulls down the right shoulder on her robe and gives her daughter her breast to suckle on. She sits down in the rocking chair they had in there and she began to rock her singing a lullaby," Anabella, Anabella siete il bambino che tengo in miei bracci. La luce della mia vita, la mia pioggia nella siccità. Bello, amare appena come me ma voi sarà sempre la vostra propria persona. Cry di Anabella Anabella mai a causa di un cuore rotto soltanto un'anima rotta. Cuori che rotti ho sofferto per ottenerlo soltanto. Del bambino Ti amo e voi siete la mie e soltanto ragazza del bambino. Metterò la mia vita sulla linea per voi e lo seppellirete sei piedi sotto il giorno che muoio mai non dimentico ti amo ragazza del bambino. Non si dimentichi mai (Anabella, Anabella you are the baby I hold in my arms. The light of my life, my rain in the drought. Beautiful, loving just like me but you will always be your own person. Anabella Anabella never cry because of a broken heart only a broken soul. Broken hearts I have suffered only to get you. Baby I love you and you are my one and only baby girl. I'll put my life on the line for you and you will bury me six feet under the day I die never forget I love you baby girl. Never forget)," Grissom comes up behind her and begins to kiss her neck," Hi you singing her that song again"
"Hi and yes"
"Come on put her back to bed lets go make more babies"
"Check on Michael and then go get in bed I'll put her down," she gets up and takes her breast out of Anabellas mouth. She goes over and puts her back in bed as Grissom checks on their son after a minuet or so they walk back to their bedroom and start a whole other round.
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