Perfect
Dis: What do you think?
A/N: Sesshomaru and his dad drifted apart. From best of friends to enemies. Ever wonder how Sesshy felt about it?
Sesshomaru's PoV
I wonder father, what would you thin if you saw me now. Is this what you wanted for me? No. You wanted me to follow in your footsteps. No, what I do you would call useless. Do you think father, that I liked being useless to you? Do you think I tried to make you disapprove. No I wanted you to be proud.
Hey dad look at
me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to
plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna
do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
How come Inu-Yasha was perfect father? But everything I did was wrong. All I wanted was for you to like me as much as you liked Inu-Yasha. Now father I'm like this because of you. And it's to late for you to try and appologize.
And now I try
hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna
be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And
you can't change me
Now I lost you. It is inevatable of course. Even demons die. I wish I could have made you proud before that. Not like I can go back. Sorry I can't father. Sorry I can't be more like Inu-Yasha.
'Cuz we lost it
all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now
it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't
be perfect
Not that any of this matters now. I don't care. Did you know before Inu-Yasha I really respected you father. And when you would train me. Help me be a stornger demon. None of that matters now. Inu-Yasha came in. I went out.
I try not to
think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far
away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
Now it's just my life. I can't even make you proud now. Even if I could Inu-Yasha would always be one step ahead. The day you died I remember, you and I fought. We weren't talking. I didn't want another fight. But it all went down hill.
And now I try
hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna
be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And
nothing's alright
I remember before you died. You called me a worthless excuse for a demon. Hw do you think that made me feel? Not even apologizing could make up for that. You just walked away. I couldn't even think. You would think I could say something to my father but no. You just didn't get me. You couldn't comprehend who I wanted to be.
Nothing's gonna change the things that
you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't
turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to
you
But you don't understand
And now? Now it's to late. You're not here now. And I can't make you happy. I cant go and change things now. "Sesshomaru. I am proud. My son." Now you try to send me a message? Maybe you are proud. I wouldn't know. But I'll never be as god as you…dad.
'Cuz we lost it
all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now
it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't
be perfect
A/N: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
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