Ginny sat down on her bed, with her wand glowing.

She begun to write:

Wow, a new me huh? This seems so new and yet all too old. I guess this is the way it's going to be from now on. Guess what? Draco...

She realized what she wrote, quickly scratched it out, and began to write again

Malfoy, cut himself, like me. We are totally opposite people. He's rich, I'm poor. What, is it not enough from him that he has everything he wants, and I have everything my brothers HAVE HAD. I wonder what his reasons are, if he has any. I wonder if he's doing it to get attention. I did see something on his wrist, but why would he need to kill himself? I mean, come on. Its week, and I know I am too, but for him? He always seemed so strong and assured, and yet asking so many questions. Well, I better get to bed. I have classes in the morning.

Ginny put her scroll down; she didn't have enough money for a real diary. She was saving it for well, something else.

She laid her head on her pillow, and drifted off to sleep.

Ginny was drowning, who would save her? 'WHY CANT I SWIM! What's going on?' She looked down and saw Draco, dead. She screamed in the water. His eyes opened, and color returned to his skin. He swam up to her and lifted her up. She felt light and happy. He took her to shore, and as soon as he laid her down, he fell over and lost all color. He was dead again.

Ginny cried and tried to wake him up.

"I need you, I need you. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I need you, my love!"

She fell on him and cried onto his robes. She felt a kiss on the check, and happily looked down at his face. He was smiling, but somehow, she knew he was still dead. Ginny put her hand in his, and curled up next to him, and slept. But a strange voice echoed in her head.

'I've been dying forever, dying forever...'

Ginny woke up quickly and rubbed her head. She could remember every detail.

'I kissed him, what was that voice? Why did he save me when he was dead?'

Ginny was so confused. She was a little bit weird ed out by the fact that he kissed her.

She felt so odd. Like something new was going on. She was a little bit worried.

Draco passed her in the hall. Ginny quickly looked away, she felt embarrassed. Like Hermione last night.

Ginny couldn't concentrate in any of her classes. Luckily, the only person that gave them homework was Snape. But that was the usual for him.

Ginny didn't talk much the rest of the day. The only time she really talked the most was at lunch and at dinner. She felt lost. In need of answers. The only thing she knew right now was that there was someone waiting for her upstairs. Her friend, the knife. It was a little unsharpened. She wished it could be a little sharper. For now she had to deal with it. It was still doing its job anyway.

'Maybe I could find some sort of spell.'

Draco sat up in his room.

'Weasley was acting really weird today. She acted like she did something and was guilty. But to me? What the hell is going on with her? She has a loving family, I don't, maybe just my mom, but still. She has people surrounding her everyday. All I have is a house elf, and my blade. The rest of it doesn't really count as family. Mostly just things to keep me busy.'

They bother were in an in depth thinking mood. They were both quiet, and that meant something good to Pansy.

Rumors.

"Hey, guess what? I heard that Draco was kissed...or more...by Ginny WEASLEY! YES! A Weasley! Don't tell him you heard it from me, I'm just passing on what I heard."

Pansy wanted to get him back; she wanted him to ask her to marry him. Cause 'they' loved 'each other'.

Pansy walked up to Draco's room and said the password.

"How did you, why are you? Huh? Pansy, what do you think your doing in here?"

"Nothing, just wanted to check on you..."

He knew what was going on, something wasn't right. Pansy was up to something...

"Get out Pansy, NOW!"

"Ok fine ill leave."

She left the room, leaving Draco puzzled. He just went back into his daze.

Pansy snickered at what she had found.

"All I need to do...i'll make him love me again."

A/N sorry guys, its been a while. Some stuff has been happening. And school has kept me busy. High school rules, but it is very tiring. Review please!