Ordinary Ordinary
She was just ordinary
She was plain
But was she? She was ..No she wasn't
She was different. Not like any other girl. But treated like dirt. Unlike any other girl. But that's not the justice she wanted
She wanted something else. She wanted to be her. No one could see that this was the real her they have been premanently blinded by lies that the truth seemed... too unreal.
Sure maybe now she liked a boy named Draco. When before she didn't. So now it cant be possible? Just because the boy she liked before hurt her, doesn't mean this one will. He wasn't all that of a bad guy...maybe. He hurt he mentally more than physically. He wasn't aware of it at the time... right?
As Ginny continued to decide truth from fiction, the rest of her family and friends were worry free. No one knew. She was safe in her own train of thought. Almost as if she floated to some distant place she so much longed to be...away. From here.The ordinary world.
She lived in a place of magic and spells, hopes and dreams...but something was missing. Not only there but in her mind and heart. somewhere the pieces fit, she just needed to see the picture to finish the puzzle. But who could help her now?
Slashing her arms everyday just seemed to make things better. Just like a drug. The first time it just gets better and better. Then it hits the bottom. You get back up for that one second, but it drops you further down.
Its the easiest way out. But the hardest to deal with in the end.
Sure people had their problems just as much as Ginny had hers, but it wasn't all the same. Floating in her mind, she fell asleep. Dreams again
She was laying on a cloud, with people bouncing around her. "Come on Ginny!" they all screamed. The were moving so fast, but she seems so slow. And as she ran faster they became farther away. Their voices as if they were right next to her, but she couldn't somehow get to them. It wasn't a bad dream, nor a good one. It was an odd sort of dream, the ones you just cant get over.
You cant see your breathing the summer time. But you can feel it. You know its there. You just don't know how.
a/n I just got the Internet back, I'll be updating like a crazy. So sorry about leaving you guys behind, don't worry, I'll catch you up! And if you haven't seen me update , you can just IM me if its been 2 days or so. Okay. Thanks