"Listen...I know...it's just..."
"Just what?"
Ginny had to think for a moment. She didn't know if this opportunity would come along again. But Ginny, being a virgin, didn't want to put out with just some guy.
'Wait just some guy? Five minutes ago you liked him...now he's just some guy?'
"Ginny?"
"Yeah...its fine..."
Her mind wandered. She felt distant and distracted. Even though she had said yes, she couldn't decide weather or not it was 'fine'. She felt lost. This was unfamiliar territory. Did she have to go on like this? It did...
Ginny was tired of feeling alone. Maybe this was going to make it all better. Maybe it would cure her disease. But was it really love?
Ginny pushed her mind aside, and departed herself from reality. She had just realized he had already taken off her shirt; she was too numb to decipher any kind of contact with her skin.
Draco ran his hands over her arms, feeling the old wounds. He slid off her pants, and too felt the wounds as his thumb glided along her thigh. He thought of what his father would think. Ha. His father...
He would be furious. But if only he could get to know her. It wouldn't matter to him at all. His mother would be happy he finally found someone. But if needed, he would run away with her. Wherever they would want to go.
He knew she wouldn't do anything special with him today. He just guessed she hadn't had any experience. Not like the other girls. But somehow it felt more special. He didn't need her to do anything special anyway.
Draco could feel the old tattered bra. It wasn't as big as most of his past experiences...but she was perfect in his eyes. His father tortured her mind, her mind, ruined her body with scars. It made him angry, but all he could show now was love.
He kissed her, and he could still taste the salt of her tears. He wanted to make her see how wonderful she really was. He got his frustration out on the Weasley's like his father, but now wished he could take it all back.
Somehow his hands had made it down to where their lives would change forever. He removed her underwear, and Ginny squinted.
She knew soon, it would be too late to go back. It was as it were in slow motion as Draco removed the last of his clothing and moved over her. She bit her lip as she heard Draco say the first thing since the beginning of all this...
"Ready?" He whispered.
"As much as I'll ever be."
He knew she was nervous, so he tried to make the hardest part quick. And in just 2 seconds, Ginny had given the one most prized possession to a Malfoy. The son of the man who despised her family, sacrificed her body. And now for another time, her body was sacrificed.
She endured the pain, but held her keep.
It was finished...over. They both were breathing heavily. He lay down next to her, and Ginny curled up next to him. He wrapped his arm around her and went to sleep.
Two tears streamed down Ginny's cheek. Hoping those were her last two for a long time, she turned around to face Draco and held onto him tight.
It was hard to think; just 25 minutes ago she was running up to Draco to ask for forgiveness. Now they were here. She smiled moved her hair out of her face. With one last look at Draco's shadow, she fell asleep.
Her skeleton, her mind, her body, will lay in Draco's possession. Forever...
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